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woke up and wrote this at 2am sorry for any mistakes! there might be a part two who knows >:)

HEADCANONS / hawks/keigo takami, shoto todoroki & hitoshi shinso things they do that let you know they love you, even if you don’t realize it.

𝐇𝐀𝐖𝐊𝐒 / 𝐊𝐄𝐈𝐆𝐎 𝐓𝐀𝐊𝐀𝐌𝐈 never skips his routine peck on the temple while you sleep or a rushed kiss on the lips as he goes to leave keigo aaaalways lifts you up when he hugs you, strong arms wrapped around your midriff as he twirls you both around, a big grin on his face as he does he always sprays cologne on his gifts and notes he leaves at your door when he’s too busy to give you them directly (think warm woods, vanilla and hints of sweet citrus) he'll lean in close to your face with an almost deadpan look to his features... until he nuzzles his nose into yours (he finds your reaction cute) "can't help it, sweets, 'specially if you make that cute face every time!" 𝐇𝐈𝐓𝐎𝐒𝐇𝐈 𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐎 runs a finger up your arm when you lay together, slow and light, as if you’re the most fragile thing in the world (and laughs at you if it tickles you) lazy, soft pecks on your face as you fall asleep he’ll walk with you, pinkies intertwined and always squeezing yours three times although you never seem to catch on that it means 'I love you'—don't bother asking, either, he's not telling

he doesn't get much proper rest only brief intervals of naps so when it's time for his daily hour-long snooze expect to be dragged along as well 𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐓𝐎 𝐓𝐎𝐃𝐎𝐑𝐎𝐊𝐈 he would read to you while you’re both in bed, nestled in his chest, even if he, himself, is tired, and falls asleep to your breathing.

tucks your hair behind your ear when he’s talking to you

tries to help you with cooking, even if he isn’t stellar at it (he’s learning) remembers small things about you — that one childhood memory of when you were five, what order in which you eat your food, that one theory you obsessively think about in a series or video game he’s never heard about before—everything and anything goes

where needles and lovers collide , a sukuna ryomen smau

, after losing your tattoo studio to a fire , you're welcomed back home into no other than your ex boyfriend's home. with no awkward or uncomfortable tension between the two of you , you expected the stay to be easy , a wonderful start to get back on your feet. however , you didn't expect to walk into another woman in his hou- wait...is that your ex best friend???

content , piercer!sukuna x tattoo artist!fem!reader , social media au , no curse au , modern au , swearing , angst , comfort , mentions of abuse , mentions of mental illness , complicated relationships , mentions of sex , this will be short , but not too short. more to be added.

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002,

au , hello....guys i know i already said id start the other one but i am a liar and i always have been. my focus will be on this from now on. not seeing more than 15 parts. don't ask me for updates , i work a full time job in healthcare and most days i do not feel alive so i will post when i am capable of even opening my eyes. if you hate smaus , feel free to ignore this or block me bc i dont care and will keep posting them as long as this account has my name and my email keeping it active. i love you guys so much and i hope you enjoy this!! like and reblog if you're nasty...

some characters just deserve a wife and kids

thinking about kento coming back after the incident...

he feels so insecure on the aftermath that happened to his body.

there were only questions in his mind.

would you take him back if he comes back in this state?

would you find someone else?

would you shoo him away?

or worse...

would you leave him..?

kento rings the doorbell of your shared home.

you slowly walk to the door, too down to even move.

you’ve done nothing but sob, waiting for your husband to finally come back. you wouldn’t be worried if he actually gave you a call back or a single text. but no, no text, no calls or anything.

opening the door, there you found him.

“kento..?”

you can still recognize him?

“hey, sweetheart...”

“kento... you’re back, you’re back!”

you hugged him so tightly, as if you were never gonna let him go again.

kento returns your hug, kissing the crown of your head.

“i thought you were...” you didn’t continue. instead, you just hugged him even more.

“i kept fighting for you, of course. i don’t wanna be the sole reason on why my pretty wife would mourn. i already hate myself for making you cry for god knows how long, i’m sorry, my love.”

kento was starting to tear up, he saw how puffed up your eyes were, how red your nose was, or how you kept on sniffling once every two seconds.

it pains him, knowing that this was his doing, he’s making you cry.

“promise me you’ll never leave me again...”

“i promise, sweetheart.”

they're so back ✨

despite his flippant and egotistical character he gets mocked for, Satoru spent his whole life trying to make his world a better place — so his students could enjoy their youth. and with his god complex, he wanted to change society so they won’t have to rely on the “strongest” anymore. he sacrificed himself just to keep everyone safe even stretching himself to the bare bone/exhaustion for it. despite probably not being happy about it, feeling the burden of being a protector to the end, he even allowed his body to be used like that…

I guess, I can see why Satoru felt so alone all this time, and why he deliberately closed himself off by putting a nonchalant, frivolous mask to hide his misfortune of being the strongest — maybe he thought that’ll hurt him less 🥲. especially when no one stood up for him when being blamed for not killing a child’s life… and unironically his rival is the one that praises him in the end.

but you know what? idc he’ll be back next two chapters !!

2:21 was way too specific (chapter he came back from the prison realm) and the small hand looks to be surpassing 28 into …— his new canon age ◡̈

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For her…

syn: a certain time of year was particularly hard for Toji, and you start to understand why..

cw: angst. grief. mamaguro🥹🕊️

a/n: idk..was in my feels today i guess🫠 relax and enjoy some bittersweetness with me

No one ever flat out told you why one day out of the year was just…different..at the Fushiguro house.

You were pretty perceptive of the change in Toji’s demeanor. The melancholic sheen over his eyes when he’d look at you, barely holding eye contact when you asked him a question and him being dismissive if it had anything to do with how he was acting.

He wasn’t mean or less patient with you or Megumi. He was just..different. He didn't say much. His laughter sounded a tad off, even forced at times. He slept a bit longer, usually blaming it on a recent job or his age, jokingly of course.

He moved around as if he operated on autopilot, unlike the agile and conscientious man you’d learned Toji to be . You’d catch him zoning out alot or being a little more forgetful than usual. Less focused, as if his mind was somewhere far away. Another place. Another time.

One summer morning you noticed a bottle of strawberry soda in the back of the fridge, tucked behind several items as if it were purposely placed there. Hidden. You’d only seen it because Megumi struggled to reach something on the same shelf, so you helped him You'd been meaning to ask Toji since when he even iiked that brand, seeing as how you never saw him or Megs drink it. You didn’t know him to be much of a soda drinker unless it was the occasional Coke on a scalding hot day.

But when you went back the next day to find it, it was gone. When you finally asked him about it, he’d just say he got it for Megs but he never drank it, and it had been in there for a while so he threw it out. That would have been believable if you didn’t find the same bottle hidden a little better in the back of the fridge again that following year around the same time.

“It's for my mom.” Megumi’s raspy voice makes you flinch from where he spooked you on the other side of the door. He was now tall enough to see over it, his lithe form springing up with each passing day it seemed. You blinked at him in surprise, your mouth gaping and in search of a reasonable excuse to be holding the soda that you’d dug out from the depths of the ice box. The chilled glass bottle was clutched against your chest when the spikey-headed boy stepped towards the open fridge to reach around you for a yogurt drink.

"Oh...I wasn't.." you stammered, only for the broody adolescent to interrupt you.

“It's her birthday tomorrow,” Megumi mutters shortly after he peels the cap back a little to take a sip, not saying anything else about the soda before walking away.

You watched him exit the kitchen in silence, an odd sensation tingling in your chest. You never heard Megumi speak of his late mother. Not even when he was smaller. From what you know, Toji's wife passed away shortly after Megumi was born. Something about an underlying heart condition that worsened after giving birth. Megs wasn't even a year old yet, so it made some sense that he didn't speak of her. He probably had no memories of his mother and was always accustomed to it just being him and his dad.

Until now at least...

Your attention returns to the soda, its slow-rising bubbles lining the neck of the glass bottle as you turn it slowly in your hand.

So every year, around his late wife's birthday, Toji bought the same brand of strawberry soda. For her.

Now that you thought of it, there was always this errand he’d always have to run on a certain day every year. Too consumed with life and work, you didn't realize it was on the same day. Every year.

An errand that would take him far out of the city very early in the morning.

You would roll over in the bed groggily, noting Toji sitting on the edge of his side. He’d be leaned over, lacing up his boots, fully dressed and smelling good. You knew sometimes he and Shiu would meet up early to discuss business so you never asked for details when he'd kiss your forehead goodbye.

He always came back to you around noon with a bouquet of sunflowers and red roses though, from a shop way out of the way, with a card that would read the same thing every time.

For you, just because <3

Toji knew you loved them and it made you less curious about his mysterious errand when he came back bearing gifts. In hindsight, you felt stupid and selfish for thinking they were 'just because' flowers now that you knew what this day meant to him.

Especially when you looked up the flower shop and found out it was less than a mile away from a cemetery.

That was why one year, days before he could find time to go to the store, and days after he gave you the heads up on his early morning errand, Toji found the newly bought bottle of strawberry soda in the fridge. You weren't around when he found it, which made the lump in Toji's throat even thicker at the realization.

He never really told you that every July 7th, he would visit a little florist's shop at the edge of a small town an hour away, where the owner would have a special arrangement that Toji ordered every year waiting for him. Preserved lilies and pink roses, a small bag of items from the convenience store across the street, and two glass bottles of soda (one strawberry and one Coke ) rest in his passenger seat for another 3 to 5 minutes as he pulls into the parking space that was always empty.

The morning sun warms his skin on his walk across the grass. Flowers, and plastic bag in tow, Toji steps with purpose on his way to his wife's grave. For a few minutes, he takes his time using the items in the small bag to scrub and rinse any dirt or grime tainting the granite. In the early years, Toji would visit and clean her grave stone frequently. He’d even bring baby Megumi with him since they still lived in the small town. The place where he and his wife made a life together.

But one day, after about 2 years had passed and Megumi became more active, Toji he realized that staying stuck in his grief was causing him to miss out on being mentally present in his child’s life.

And he knew she wouldn’t want that..

So he came alone now, placing the flowers down to replace the ones that had withered away, along with the opened bottle of strawberry soda nestled perfectly in the grass.

Toji squats to sit in front of the grave with his own beverage dangling between his knuckles, popping the cap off with his teeth and leaning forward to clink it gently against his wife's before taking a sip.

He would then spend about an hour or more just sitting there. Usually, he'd talk, not caring about how awkward it felt anymore.

He'd start out by wishing her happy birthday and telling her about how big Megumi is getting. How much he looks like her and all the little quirks he has that remind him of her. How smart and independent he is and how he takes care of his dad just as much as his dad takes care of him. He tells her about how he is doing. About his health and any recent injuries or ailments as a result of his job. He'd leave out what he still did to make money, even though he was sure she already knew. He'd talk about how getting older isn't as scary to him as it used to be, especially when he had someone that made him feel young again.

He'd tell her about how you came into his life and how hesitant he was about allowing you into his heart. Not that he had much of a choice. You just made it that easy. Leading with friendship, fostering a bond that wasn’t driven by lust or uninhibited emotions. Showing up for Megumi when he couldn’t due to work or making sure the both of them were taking proper care of themselves.

It always stuck in his mind how you never let his trauma or baggage scare you away, even if it should have, and how much your presence changed the way he saw love and life after losing someone so precious.

He would express the guilt he felt in loving you and her simultaneously. He didn't understand it. It wasn't as if there was a hierarchy in his heart, ranking one person over the other. He just couldn’t do that when he loved you both im different ways. It was just as if his heart had grown and all that she taught him about love years ago allowed more to pour in, making space for you.

He'd thank her for being his first love and for giving him the greatest gifts he could ever ask for. For teaching him how to love, and in turn, how to be loved as well.

That part of his conversation always got him emotional, and a breeze that didn’t touch anything but him with blow over his tearstained face. Even his hair would be tussled, reminiscent of the way his wife would tease his messy raven tresses in attempt to cheer him up.

Then he would smile, clear his throat and tell her he’d be back this time next year before rising to stand.

On his drive back, he’d glance at the new custom bouquet of sunflowers and red roses now in his passenger, his heart still twinged with a confusing mixture of guilt and relief riddling him. Relief to be leaving that small old town that only reminded him of a life that was now over. The life he thought would last much longer than it did. Every place held a memory that was colored yellow and blue in his mind, stored deep but never forgotten.

His guilt came mostly from the fact that he never could find a way to tell you why the birthday of his late wife was so hard for him and why he just needed to make that yearly trip on his own to visit her.

So one could only imagine the shock Toji felt that following year when he opened his fridge and found his late wife’s favorite soda.

Front and center. Not hidden or tucked away in the back. Unseen and easily forgotten. With a yellow sticky note placed over the label, easy to see and read.

In your handwriting…

For her, just because <3