I Miss Your Hands Around My Neck

I miss your hands around my neck

Character: toji fushiguro | toji zenin

Authors Note: Hi!! omg, I just realized I hit 1k like yesterday and decided to write a lil blurb for my Toji x pregnant reader series, I hope you all enjoy!! I've been starting drafts for requests and I'm so excited to post them! <3<3

Warnings: 18+, breeding, daddy kink, pregnancy, morning sickness

Synopsis:

In all senses of the word, life was...busy. But you didn't mind it per say, the domestication that was brought to your family with the birth of your son was more than welcome and toji had fallen into the roll of a protective father from the time he’d found out you were pregnant and became even more of a helicopter parent as he’d watch Megumi crawl around the room, occasionally rolling over on the carpet and giggling at random things that would catch his eye.

You couldn't remember a time when you and toji struggled to have sex - let alone, conceive. The two of you constantly fucked like rabbits which resulted in you getting pregnant with Megumi, but now that he had been born, both you and toji hardly had enough time to even kiss. Either you were spending time with your son while toji was on a mission or toji was tickling him and blowing raspberries on Megumi’s pudgy little belly while you made dinner in the kitchen.

In all senses of the word, life was...busy. But you didn't mind it per say, the domestication that was brought to your family with the birth of your son was more than welcome and toji had fallen into the roll of a protective father from the time he’d found out you were pregnant and became even more of a helicopter parent as he’d watch Megumi crawl around the room, occasionally rolling over on the carpet and giggling at random things that would catch his eye.

As you stood in the kitchen in your pj’s while you made dinner you smiled as you listened to Megumi’s squeals of laughter and toji’s enthusiastic “dad voice” you’d called it after watching him carry your son into your bedroom one night, cupping him to his large chest and kissing all over his face. “Who’s my special little baby?” toji would ask through a chuckle before shoving his face back into the neck of your son to blow kisses and listen to him giggle hysterically.

Toji was asking that same question again in the living room, “Who’s my special little baby?” he waited a second before gasping and moving to blow another raspberry on the infant’s tummy making him erupt into another fit of giggles. You smiled from your place in the kitchen before moving your hand from the counter to your belly - a feeling of emptiness overcoming you as you’d forgotten you weren't pregnant; so used to caressing your stomach as a means to comfort yourself when toji wasn't around.

The sharp reminder that you weren't pregnant brought up a quick memory from something toji had said after megumi was born and the two of you were resting in the steel tub, your hands running along toji’s thick forearm as he gazed down at your son, “wanna have another.” toji had said. At the time you were in absolutely no rush to get pregnant again, too swollen and tired to even fathom the mere thought of carrying another child.

You were pulled from your thoughts as you felt a hand come to rest on your lower back making you shiver slightly before turning to see toji come into view, megumi held in his arms, giving you a toothless smile.

“There's my handsome boy,” you giggled and pulled Toji into a soft kiss by his shirt. The two relished in the small moment of silence - no screaming baby and no chaotic schedule, just you and toji. Tojis plush lips smiled against your own as a small hand came up to hit where the two of you were connected, a whine coming from your son.

You turned to take megumi from toji’s arms, his large hands following yours, making sure you had hold of him before backing up to rest against the island, arms crossing as he watched you bounce his son in your small arms and coo little silly things at him. As he watched you sway gently he couldn't help but think of you being pregnant again - knocking you up with a fat baby, seeing you get all round and swollen again, fuck, he loved knowing he was the reason your body would be changing, loved the idea of you carrying his children - this time maybe he’d get a baby girl out of you.

Toji blinked, pulling himself out of his lustful haze and ran a hand over his jaw, inhaling deeply and looking back up to see you smiling at him and holding megumi’s small hand in your own, moving his hand in a waving motion. Toji giggled at his babies before waving back and taking a step, closing the distance before kissing Megumi's forehead and then yours.

After dinner you had cleaned all the dishes and took Megumi up to the bathroom for a bath, sitting in the tub with him and holding him with one arm as he balanced his small feet on your thigh, pointing and squealing at the water when you’d playfully splash it.

Toji had come into the bathroom soon after you had started to shampoo megumi’s body, removing his clothes before climbing into the tub behind you, his hands coming up to pet your son’s face gently, the other stroking your soft back. “I love you so much, baby.” he whispered into the back of your head.

You turned slightly to smirk at him, “Are you talking to me or our son?”

Toji rolled his eyes before sitting back, resting against the edge of the tub and looking at your son from over your shoulder, “shut up.”

You giggled and moved megumi to toji who took him into his hands, holding him up and bringing his face to megumi’s belly to blow a raspberry on it. Meguimi erupted into a fit of giggles as his legs kicked the air aimlessly.

“Okay, okay, enough, I've gotta get him clean.” you said through a laugh and took him back into your arms before cupping your hand under the water and bringing it up to wash out the soap in megumi’s hair. “Sweet baby boy” you smiled as he looked around, shivering slightly at the cold water running down his back.

Toji watched lovingly from behind you, his chin resting in his palm as he made silly faces at his son, occasionally reaching over your small form to cup Megumi's chin or rub his small arms. “Baby?” he said softly.

Turning, you smiled at his dazed eyes before speaking in a small voice, “yes?”

“Let me give you another baby.”

You felt butterflies erupt in your belly and heat tighten in your core at such soft words coming from his deep voice. “This time a girl?” you smiled as you turned back to Megumi.

Toji shivered lightly before nodding, although you couldn't see him, “yeah, sweetheart, this time a girl.”

The next few days were spent taking care of megumi while teasing each other lightly; toji would kiss your neck as you made dinner and would caress your thighs when the two of you woke up. You would stroke his arms and cup his middle, stroking your nails down his back making him shudder before sending him on his way to another mission.

You had called your best friend asking if she could watch megumi for the night while you and toji had some time together, she had agreed before the words could even leave your mouth, ever since you had given birth she had been obsessed with megumi and did everything she could to see him anytime you let her.

Once she had picked him up you had immediately started getting ready, showering and putting on some makeup that would be sure to be running down your cheeks by the end of the night before getting into a pair of pj’s and shuffling down to the living room.

By the time toji got home it was 8pm and you had been waiting on the couch scrolling through your phone before you heard the lock to the front door open, seeing toji walkthrough, his black shirt modeled his body perfectly, you swore you drooled right there.

“Hey, baby,” he said, not looking at you as he closed the door before turning back to catch your eyes, noticing how silent the house was - plus the absence of your infant son. “Where's ‘gumi?” he asked, throwing the keys into a small dish beside the door.

“He’s with my friend, she said she could watch him for the night.” you smiled as he came into the room.

Toji smiled warmly back at you and walked into the living room to pull you into his arms gently, “c’mere, princess” he brought his hands down to your ass to squeeze you softly before bringing them back up to your face, kissing you gently.

“You’re so gentle tonight, what’s going on?” a growing concern pooling in your belly as you watched him pull back to rub his thumbs against your cheeks.

“Nothing, sweetheart…” he kissed you again, “just lovin’ on my girl.” he smiled and kissed you again before backing up and pulling you into his lap softly, your thighs straddling his thick waist. Toji moaned into your mouth as he caressed your ass, pulling you closer to him, your breasts rubbing against his chest.

“God you’re so cute.” toji moaned as he kissed your collar bone, smoothing his calloused hands up your back softly.

You shivered slightly before pulling back to cup his jaw in your small hands, “I wanna make you a daddy again, want you to fill me up.” you said quietly, toji’s expression still soft as his eyes glazed over with lust.

“Yeah?” he smiled and grabbed your legs, wrapping them around his waist as he stood up from the couch and made his way up the stairs to your shared bedroom. Setting you on the bed gently he placed himself on top of you and began to kiss you again, tongue sliding against your own as you moaned into his mouth making him smile.

Pulling back toji stat back on his haunches to pull his shirt off before kissing you again, your hands coming to rest over his shoulders as one of his cupped your head and the other moved down to your pj’s bottoms, hand sliding beneath the soft fabric to play with the hem of your panties.

Toji pulled away from your lips to stroke your cheek gently as he looked into your eyes, panting slightly and eyes lidded, “hey, baby,” he smiled and kissed you once more, “you okay?” he rubbed your hip softly. “This okay?” he nodded with you as you pulled him back into your hold, kissing him again making him chuckle.

“Okay, okay,” he moved your shirt slightly, helping you pull it off before pressing your chests together and kissing you again.

The skin-to-skin contact had your head reeling, fogging at the intimacy and gentleness of the moment. It was just the two of you.

“C’mon sweet girl,” toji pulled your pj pants off with the help of you lifting your hips, bringing his hand up to cup your ankle and pulling your leg up to press soft kisses against your plush thighs, slowly making his way down to your panties. He kissed the pink fabric gently making you whine.

“Oh, i know, i know, daddy’s mean isn't he.” he smirked against your skin, biting the inside of your thigh before gently pulling your underwear off and throwing them behind him.

“Good god.” he groaned and kissed your folds. You sighed at his touch and reached down to sift your hands through his hair, his own hand coming up to grab your own, the two of your hands clasped together as you moaned,

Toji continued to lap at your cunt, sucking at your clit and occasionally sitting back to scissors you open, thumb rubbing small circles over your bud and index finger curling to tap your g-spot, rubbing at the spongy muscle softly.

You whimpered and reached down with your other hand to hold his wrist that was scissoring you open, “daddy, daddy, daddy” you moaned, a hot tightness pooling in your belly making your face scrunch up as you curled in on yourself, your toes flaring. “M Gonna cum.” you whined.

“Cum for me, sweetie.'' Toji cooed, moving his hand over your clit faster before watching your jaw drop and eyes roll back into your head, your back arching as your body tried to crawl away from his menstruations. You painted, chest rising and falling, looking up you caught toji’s smirk making you hit his arm lightly.

“Shut up.” you threw your arm over your eyes, listening to him chuckle as he moved back over you, the bed shifting with his weight. Toji reached up to pull your arm away from your face, making you grumble slightly and push him away.

Toji grabbed your arm before you could push him, “hey, stop it.” he moved your arm away and grabbed your hips, pulling your body towards his own, “c’mon, be good for daddy.” toji smiled and brought his lips to yours again. Toji hummed against your lips, grasping your plush thighs in his rough hands to pull them up over his shoulders.

Breaking away from the kiss you painted breathlessly and looking down between the two of you to see toji’s cock resting against your folds, he took a hand down to rub his tip up and down your mound, your slick collecting over his swollen member.

“Daddy please,” you wined, looking up at him, your lips parting as he gently pushed into you, never breaking eye contact until he bottomed out, making you moan deeply. Toji pulled back a bit to cup your hips and bring your body closer to his as he pushed all the way in again, maneuvering you into a mating press as he did so.

“Oh fuck, fuck, fuck” you whimpered as he began to thrust into you, his balls slapping against your skin; the sound was so fucking lewd, your slicked thighs creating a near pornographic sound as toji continued to rut into your heat.

“Yeah, yeah that feels good, sweetheart?” toji smiled, his dark hair flopping against his forehead lightly, “like when daddy fills you up?” his rough hand pet the side of your stomach lightly.

“Mhm- feel so full.” you whined, head looking to the side and eyes rolling into the back of your head. Moaning you felt your legs tense as your orgasm approached, spine tingling and abdomen tightening. “Daddy, daddy.” you mewled, tears pouring over your soft cheeks.

Toji got down onto his forearms to pet your face softly, “what is it babycakes?” he kissed your jaw and down your neck. You brought your hands up to grip his bicep roughly, face scrunching as your abdomen tightened again.

“M Gonna cum.” you managed through your clenched teeth.

Toji kissed you roughly, and began to piston into you faster, “wait for daddy, sweetie.” he groaned, tucking his head into your neck.

You wrapped your arms around his shoulders, “daddy, m gonna cum, m gonna cum.” you whimpered, tears pouring.

“Shh, c’mon, cum for me.” toji pulled back to watch your face as you came, your legs tensed on his shoulders, trembling as you moaned deeply at the feeling of toji’s heavy cock resting inside of your hot cunt. Toji kissed the inside of your thighs as his cum pooled inside of you.

“Good girl.” he smiled and kissed you again.

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You couldn't remember a time you were this nervous, your hands shook as you stared down at the pregnancy test in your hands, you were sitting on the lid of the toilet and toji was leaning against the door frame of the bathroom, arms crossed and black shirt straining against his chest.

“Honey, calm down.” toji said through a chuckle.

You looked up at him, your lip bit gently as you nodded before placing the text onto the bathroom counter. Toji brought you up from the toilet seat and stood behind you in the mirror, crouching down to kiss the side of your neck softly.

“M’tellin’ ya, you gotta relax,” toji rubbed a thumb over your tummy.

You nodded against him, closing your eyes as you steadied your breathing, too excited to know whether or not you were pregnant again. Toji swayed the two of you from side to side while holding a kiss to your neck. “You’re my good girl huh.” he smiled against your skin.

You blushed at his words before turning to look at him, bringing a hand up to cup his cheek.

Toji leaned forward and kissed you gently, “I told you I'd get you pregnant.” he smirked against your lips. You pulled away from him to look at his hands which were holding the test, clear doubled lines written over the screen making you grasp the stick from his hands.

You squealed happily before turning around and jumping into his arms, hugging yourself to him as closely as you could. “Thankyou toji, thankyou, thankyou, thankyou.” you giggled and toji chuckled, rubbing his hand up and down your back before pulling you into a kiss and stroking your belly gently.

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This pregnancy was different, you could tell. The morning sickness was almost killing you, you’d wretched into the toilet bowl for at least an hour every morning, your swollen middle clenching. Toji would stand to the side of you, cupping your hair in his hand and pulling it back away from your mouth as you’d empty your stomach. With megumi, morning sickness had stopped by the time you hit your second trimester, this baby, or as toji liked to call your unborn child, ‘bubba’, your morning sickness continued into your second trimester.

Leaning back from the toilet you pressed into one of toji’s legs, he brought a hand down to pet your forehead softly, stroking your clammy skin. “I’m sorry, sweetie. Bubba’s not being too nice to ya is she” toji moved over you and flushed the toilet before picking you up into his arms and placing you onto the edge of the bathtub.

Once toji found out you were pregnant he immediately took it upon himself to revamp your entire home, he replaced the metal tub with a porcelain one and started taking apart the old guest bedroom to make room for Megumi to have a bigger room and “bubba” to have their own nursery.

You relished in the coolness of the bathroom, wanting nothing more than to lay down onto the cool tires and fall asleep.

“C’mere” toji motioned with his hand and helped you into the tub, supporting your back as you sat down. “Good girl.” He sat down beside you on the edge of the tub and stroked your belly gently, letting you relax into the soapy water. “She calmed down a bit?” toji gave you a worried expression and you nodded.

“Yeah, she’s okay now, just really heavy- like-'' you moved your hands to express how you felt but only puffed your cheeks in frustration “like- i don't know!” you dropped your hands into the water and leaned back against the tub, closing your eyes and toji laughed.

“I’m sorry, sweetie,” he stroked your belly again, “if i could take away all the pain i would.”

You peaked an eye open and smirked at him, “don’t pretend you don't like seeing me like this, all tired out from carrying around your kid.”

Toji chuckled at that, still watching your swollen middle protectively, “yeah, i do.”

Once finished, toji helped you out of the tub and aided in dressing you before helping you down the stairs into the kitchen where megumi was watching tv. You sat down in one of the chairs at the table as toji started to make breakfast for megumi, pouring cereal into a bowl and bringing it over to the small boy on the rug. “Don’t spill that please.” he ruffled the boy’s head as he nodded enthusiastically.

Toji made his way back into the kitchen where he came over to where you were sitting and kneeled down in front of you, kissing your belly gently before stroking it, “what’s she feeling today?”

“Lucky Charms?” you smiled sheepishly at him, watching his expression go blank making you giggle. Toji didn't really like the idea of his babies consuming sugary shit, especially his still-growing-in-the-womb babies. “Please, toji, please” you brought your hands into a prayer as he got up and kissed your head.

“Fineeee” he smiled and went back to pour your cereal. Toji came back and handed you your bowl, pulling a chair up next to you and sitting down in it. Toji smiled as he watched you eat, his jaw in his hand and his other hand placed on your belly.

“You’re so beautiful” toji smiled.