Summary: Harry Styles has been your bestfriend since you met him right before One Direction started their break and he started working on his solo career. Over the years the two have been there for each other through all the good and all the bad, heโs been there ready with a pint of ice cream and a hug whenever someone broke your heart just like youโve been there cheering him on during all his accomplishments throughout his career. But somewhere along the way Harryโs feelings for you changed and now he has to navigate trying to figure out if telling you how he feels is worth the risk of losing you.
Story Type: Friends to lovers
Status: Complete๐
Tag List: Open
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*This is a texting story but youโll find everything in the correct order below*
Part 1: Thatโs Not True
Part 2: Gossip
Part 3: Irish Goodbye
Part 4: One Round
Part 5: Cranky
Part 6: Space
Part 7: Miserable
Part 8: Two Weeks
Part 9: Love Fern
Part 10: Say Sike
Part 11: See How it Goes
Part 12: Six Months
Part 13: Two Bottles
Part 14: Not A Threat
Part 15: Red or White?
pairing: Harry Styles x physicist!reader
summary: The aftermath of the leak is hard on everybody in dr YN YSN's circle, but especially for her. The gossip, magazines, paparazzi and haters do not help the case.
warnings: hate speech, swearing
a/n: hi! so yes, this is a re-upload of the 3rd part of the physicist!reader. earlier this week tumblr wasn't working with me, not showing this on tags or even my own home page. and with that, i decided to post it again so maybe some more of you could know what's been happening in the world of physicist!reader. i hope you'll enjoy!
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The Sun
Written by John Addams
The infamous and TikTok sensation dr YN YSN, lecturer at Oxford University, is being fired after intimate photos of her and boyfriend, Harry Styles, saw the light of the day.
Starting at the beginning, the relationship between two became a fact over a year ago, when dr YSN went viral for her explanation of the Higgs mechanism based on Harry Styles' music. As we got to know from their joined street interview for meetcutesnyc on Instagram, the relationship florished after meeting at their mutual friend's (Christopher Nolan) party. Dr YN YSN was the science consultant for the director's latest movie, Oppenheimer, and Harry starred in one of his films, Dunkirk - making it happen.
Everything was going smoothly till the morning of three days ago. YN's iCloud was hacked, revealing personal and intimate information about not only the owner but her boyfriend as well.
'Dean is furious,' says our source. 'He cannot believe that the best lecturer could be this reckless'.' After the posed question on whether the decision of firing could be announced any time soon, they said, 'it's just the matter of time. But it's going to be sooner rather than later. Oxford is going to lose a fair and talented professor, but it is not its fault. Someone was the author of those, let's say information that was exposed. And it's going to be their fault entirely.'
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harrysmoustache
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harrysmoustache Harry and YN couldn't leave the restaurant safely because a bunch of paps and 'fans' showed up at the location. Not only was it physically dangerous, but the things that were spoken towards (mostly) YN were disgusting. Calling her names and ready to fire her on the spot because of the PRIVATE PHOTOS she took with her boyfriend, which then someone ILLIGALY POSTED ONLINE after HACKING HER ICLOUD. Did y'all forget about TREAT PEOPLE WITH KINDNESS?????
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harrysmoustache and don't make me start on that bullshit that the sun did... RIDICULOUS
harryupdates After all those years, and all those situations that he went through, I'm still surprised that people can be this cruel to him and people that he loves
hArrysbtch they hatin' my girl cause of some sexy photos... bastards
hArrysbtch why would they care what she does after Uni hours??? it's none of your business
scienceandharstyles it's heartbreaking to see a person that gives others the world and shares her knowledge and wears her heart on her sleeve being treated like garbage
harrymylove those were not harry fans
stylesbabie monstrosity
user56 why do y'all care for her this much??? jezz..
โคท hArrysbtch maybe because she's a good human being treated like the worst person alive just because she snapped a few photos of her and her boyfriend
โคท user56 wouldn't that be the consequences of her own actions?
โคท hArrysbtch nope. her phone was hacked. how many times you take photos of yourself and think 'oh god, what if my gonna be hacked and this will be posted?'
โคท harrysmoustache hArrysbtch ohhh, babes!!! you closed that haters mouth!!!!
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drynysn
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drynysn During one of my latest lectures one of the students asked about accuracy in Sci-Fi movies, so I decided to start a little series of: Is this SCIENCE or just FICTION? Firstly, we'd look into the scene from Spider-Man 2 (2004). The scene where Peter Parker (Spider-Man) is stopping the train from its eventual crash. he shot multiple web lines, then they stretched and didn't break. One would say it is not possible. But! From the way the scene is shown to us, we are able to estimate how strong the web needed to be for it to happen. After looking up the train's mass, you can estimate its initial velocity (how far it can go per hour, so km/h) by seeing exactly how long it takes to pass the city blocks. (1)
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drynysn (2) You can look up, measure, the distance over the webbing stretches, and then estimate its diameter . You can also count the number of web lines. NOW, we end up with a tensile (fancy way of saying elastic) strength for the webbing that has to be about 1 000 megapascals (mega meaning milion) which is equivalent to about 102 036 704 kilograms per square metre (which is 145 000 lbs/square inch - for you, my American friends on here).
drynysn (3) What is absolutely mind-blowing is the fact that actual spider silk has a tensile strength of 1 200 megapascals. So, if Spider-Man's webbing would be anyway that strong, that scene was very, very realistic. Rating it 9/10. What scene would you like to see next?
scienceandharstyles that is so informative and making this movie even more iconic!! Did you do all the equations by yourself, dr YSN?
โคท drynysn Yes, I did! Took me some time to analyse the scene but it was worth it!
harryupdates oh, i need to rewatch this movie immediately!!!
harryismylife could the next scene be the one from The Avengers where Mjolnir after contacting Cap's shield makes that blue light? is that even possible?
โคท drynysn that's a great scene! i'll look over it!
hArrysbtch i love the little explanations in brackets! i didn't need to look up the tensile thingy!
harrysmoustache you're telling me the scene i was 100% sure was as fake as my eyelashes is true???
user45 maybe you should try explaining showing of that body of yours
user75 is this the new way to make money after being fired?
user281 unemployment doesn't suit you but the consequences of your actions finally caught up with you
user374 i think you should start posting one of those photos the sun included in their article - you'll get more attention
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harryupdates
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harryupdates HARRY nad DR YN spotted in a small restaurant in Oxford (i'm disabling the comments cause i don't want to deal with the haters)
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hArrysbtch MY PARENTS!!!!!!!! ARE BACK AFTER THE WEEKS OF DRAUGHT!!!!!
hArrysbtch and they look goooood
harrysmoustache i missed them so much..
stylesbabie yn looks so tired and sad
โคท hArrysbtch it's just one phot of one moment
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londonboyharry
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londoboyharry went to oxford to bump into harry. it's better! i met dr yn ysn, drank coffee with her, talked and laughed my ass off! she is the funniest, kindest and most down to earth person i've ever met. also, after i asked her about all the things that were happening around her, she just said 'what things?' WITH A SMIRK ON HER FACE, SIPPING HER LITTLE AMERICANO AND BEING UNBOTHERED
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harryupdates im so happy that she gives no damn to those people online
hArrysbtch I LOVE HER
harrymoustache the moment the legend the IT girl
stylesbabie happy for you!!!
harrysmylife who would want to meet harry when you can meet dr yn ysn?
scienceandharstyles best woman alive
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scienceandharstyles
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scienceandharstyles WE GRADUATED OXFORD!!! to anybody who said there was no way to incorporating pop culture with a biology degree? eat shit! i wrote the whole masters based on musicians' impact on fans' hormonal production. hehe. ALSO, it would not be possible withouth the best teacher, academic inspiration, and person I've ever met - dr YN YSN. thank you!
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drynysn MADELINE, I am so proud of you. It would be not possible without your persisatnce and will to find solutions and answers. This is all yours!
harrystyles Congratulations, Madeline! H, xx.
harryupdates congrats maddie!!
stylesbabie very very proud
harrysmoustache did you perhaps use harry as an example in your work?
โคท scienceandharstyles YES, I did. Only positive affect of his voice, music and visuals...
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oxford_uni
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oxford_uni Acknowledging the upheaval around one of our lecturers - dr YN YSN, the Chancellor of Oxford University and the Dean of The Department of Physics decided to release the joined statement:
Refuting the words ans statements made by publishers not connected to our University, we would like to inform anybody in concern that one of our grates lecturers dr YN YSN is not decruited. The matter of private life is not concern of the University authority, even more when the said privacy was bridged. At this place, we would like to wish luck during dr YN YSN' s new path - becoming a professor.
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harrystyles <3
harryupdates I KNEW IT
hArrysbtch EAT SHIT THE SUN, EAT SHIT JOHN ADDAMS
harrysmoustache HAHHAHAHAHAHA I KNEW IT !!!!!! BABY THERE WAS NO WAY THEY WOULD FIRE HER
stylesbabie thank god! there is still hope for this world
scienceandharstyles Chancellor and Dean with the best decision ever made
harrysmylife now haters what??? ha??
harrysfan87 i believed in you guys i did
londonboyharry becoming a professor???? good luck yn!!!
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yourinstagram
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yourinstagram There was no better thing that happened to me than meeting you. You support means the world. I love you forever.
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harrystyles Loving you is the greatest honour of all time, my heart <3
annetwist My favourite girl in the world! (besides my daughter)
โคท gemmastyles Thanks for clarifying, mum
gemmastyles My sister from another mister!
yourbestfriend We need to finally meet up!
โคท yourinstagram yessss!
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harrystyles
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harrystyles You're just finishing one of your latest publications on the way to becoming a professor. I couldn't have been more proud and honoured to accompany you during this time.
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yourinstagram I love you I love you I love you
annetwist Our smart professor. <3
harryupdates ohhhhhh *melting*
hArrysbtch I'll never get over him posting her on here
harrysmoustache we are back to normal, baby!!!
scienceandharstyles professor YN YSN sounds amazing
harrysmylife BEST. COUPLE. EVER.
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Yuna has only ever been mad at you twice.
The first time was when you two were in high school when she felt like you were replacing her with some other girl you had more classes with. With all her anger, she burst into tears at your door after attempting to ignore you for 3 weeks. Yuna cried even harder when you apologized for not noticing her being MIA. Since then, you promised to see her in person at least once a week and never to let anyone else be your best friend but her.ย
The second was when she caught you at the movies with the guy you had promised to block.ย
Self explanatory.ย
โฆ But this? This would be the third.ย
As you and Yuna enter Nam Joonโs living room, her feet come to a halt when she and Taehyung make eye contact. His body stiffens and hers weakens.ย
As you watch the two, Jungkook stands along the side and looks at you. Yuna, as she turns away, catches this.
Amid her anger, she can't deny how much she loves how he looks at you. She wonders if you even know how lucky you are... As you turn to her, you miss the moment. Jungkook looks away and carries on, pretending like he isn't staring at the love of his life.
Irritated at your density, Yuna tugs you by the arm and she pulls you aside. When you two are out of sight, she pinches you. Itโs only for a split second, but it feels like she gave it her all. Honestly, you canโt blame her. This may have been a low blow..
โYou lied to me,โ Yuna states furiously. โI canโt fucking believe you right now.โ
โYuna, Iโm just trying to helpโโ
She snaps. โAre you fucking kidding me, ___?โ
With shifty eyes, you plead; โp-please, Yuna... Jungkook and I just wanted you two toโโ
โWhat fucking right do you have to tell me what to do with my relationship with Taehyung when you and Jungkook have beenโgoddamn itโโ Yuna pauses, tiptoeing around her words. This was so unfair. When it comes to you, sheโs always continuousโฆ She thought you were the same as her. With her remaining patience, she shifts the direction of her intentions. She sighs heavily before continuing.ย
โYah, ___โฆ This is fucked up. This is sooo fucking annoying of you ___. Ahh, fuck.โ Yuna throws her hands to her face, taking a long and deep breath in. Feelings of guilt kick in the same time your curiosity grows. Was their fight that bad? What was it even about? They were perfectly fine.
They were perfect.ย
As you think about the possibilities, Yunaโs anger fires up again. She grits her teeth as continues to express her frustration. โI could hate you for this. Ohh, I might really hate you for this.โ
โPlease donโt,โ you beg with a sad smile.ย โPlease donโt hate your best friendโฆโ
Offering a pout, you wrap yourself around her arm and repeat an apology. Yuna almost gives in. You rarely act cute around her so she knows you clearly feel guilty.ย
Rightfully so, she thinks to herself.ย
Since Yuna is such an amazing and loving best friend, she does her best to rationalize your actions. In the end, she knows your awful attempt at parent trapping her and Taehyung was just your way of showing your support.. No one wants to see their best friends fighting! No one wants to see their friends going through heartacheโฆ Besides, it wasnโt all you. It was also Jungkook.ย
Speaking of the devilโฆ
ย โI get that this is all confusing for you,โ Yuna gives in with a stressful tone, โbut I wish you had thought of my feelings and put them before your curiosity.โ
Your heart drops.ย
โIโm so sorry,โ you apologize with a heavy heart. โI justโฆ I didnโt know your fight was that bad? I thought it was just a little spat or something. You and Taehyung never fight so I just thought a little conversation would fixโโ
Yuna shakes her head profusely, unable to hold her tongue.ย
It slips.ย
โ___, youโre such a hypocrite.โ
You blink at her, completely defenseless.ย
โI know.โ
Yuna then shuts her eyes, trying to center herself. She doesnโt want to come off too angryโฆ Honestly, she wasnโt. Itโs just complicated. Itโs just hard right now and seeing Taehyung did not ease her heart or worries. It increased them.ย
Here you are, standing in front of her with the same loneliness in your eyes. Youโve had it for a while. Youโve had it since your fight with Jungkook at the restaurant. Yuna isnโt too sure what went down, but maybeโฆ If she had tried harderโฆ Maybe you wouldโve let her in.ย
Then, she gets it.
You did this because you wanted to be there for her.
Suddenly, she feels guilty.
โI fucked up,โ Yuna admits to you. โItโs my fault. Whatever happened between Taehyung and Iโu-uhh, likeโat that party? While you and Jungkook were talking or fighting or whateverโฆ We took Mina home andโฆ Fuck, ___โit was so bad. He was so mad at me. Iโve never seen him that mad at me.โ
โYou donโt have to tell me,โ you interrupt her as politely as possible. Yuna looks like sheโs near tearsโฆ You probably are too. โWe can talk about it another timeโฆ At least, not here, right? Letโs go. Letโs go back to my place andโโ
Then, Yunaโs lips curve into a weary smile. Suddenly, she remembers the way Jungkook had glanced at you earlier. She figures this was an opportunity for you too. This wasnโt just about her. It was about you too.
She musters whatever courage she has left and sighs. Oh, how she wishes there was a drink in her hands right now.
โYou know what? It is what it is,โ she yields. โIโm already here. Iโll talk to him.โ
Wide-eyed, you shake your head at her. โW-what? No! Talk to him when you want to talk to himโฆ Not when I basically parent trappedโโ
Gasping, she playfully hits you. โHey! I was thinking the same thing!โ
โOh my god, really?โ you giggle, returning the same energy with the playful hits. โWe literally have one brain cell!โ
She nods and laughs with you. Finally, you two feel less intense. Youโre grateful.ย
โSeriously, ___โฆ Iโm going to do it. Iโm going to talk to Taehyung.โ
You smile, feeling proud of your best friend. โO-okayโฆ Again, you donโt have to! We can just go back to my place andโโ
Yuna interrupts you. โIโll go talk to Taehyungโฆ Meanwhile, you have to talk to Jungkook.โ
โW-what? This isnโt about me,โ you reason. โYouโre more important thanโโ
Yuna laughs at your bluff.ย
โDonโt even finish that sentence.โ
In response, your shoulders drop. You hate yourself so much right now. You hate how you put her in this position. Sheโs clearly upset at you and probably feels like sheโs stuck in a corner. Yuna would never do this to youโwhy did you do this to her?
You two always joined the group for Nam Joonโs big study sessions. They arenโt rare, but theyโre extremely fun and efficient. Instead of isolating from each other, you and your friends can help one another study and take healthy breaks. For the most part, everyone works hard and benefits from this giant study sesh. They happened before mid-terms and finals and as finals crept in, Nam Joon got to work by organizing everyone to come over.ย
This was the first time you and Yuna felt like not being here.ย
โLook,โ Yuna stretches her neck and catches a glimpse of Taehyung. As their eyes meet, she gulps and returns her attention to you. โThis is the plan. Listen carefully, you dumb bitch. Iโll try to talk to Taehyung. If he doesnโt want to talk to me, then Iโm going homeโโ
โOkay. Thatโs fine. Iโll stay here and waitโโ
โโYou will go and talk to Jungkook.โ
With shaky eyes, you give her a defeated look.ย
โHeโs like Taehyung,โ you confide. โI donโt know if he wants to talk to me. He said he doesnโt want to. Heโs so mad at me. It was my fault.โ
Yuna rolls her eyes at you.ย
"I'll lock him in the laundry room with you."
You glare at her. "Are you kidding me? That was Jungkook and I's plan for you and Taehyung!"
Yuna huffs. "Gross. I'm not trying to have hate sex with Taehyung."
"What? Hate sex with Jungkook?" you choke. "He doesn't even want to talk to me right now!"
She almost lets out a laugh at your density. "Oh, come on... Itโs Jungkook, ___!"
โYeah, so?โ
โFor you? Heโll fold. Just use your manners.โ
As you wait in the laundry room, you canโt help but cross your fingers. As selfish as it is, you hope Yuna is right.
Then, you hear chatter and footsteps approaching. Faintly, you hear Jungkook and Yunaโs voice. Out of nowhere, the door opens abruptly.
Jungkook is shoved in and Yuna lets out an evil laugh as she shuts the door and locks it from the outside. Instantly, Jungkook bangs on the door and demands to be let out.ย
โSheโs going to talk to Taehyungโโ
โDid I ask?โ Jungkook growls as he kicks the door.ย
โNo,โ you mumble to yourself. Moving forward, you slip yourself between him and the door. He lowers his gaze at you, feeling a little choked up. โI didnโt ask for a break... Yet, here we are.โ
โYou asked what to do, ___. All I did was give you an answer.โ
You blink at him. โBut I donโt like the answer.โ
โI donโt like you.โ
Huffing, you tilt your head at him. Cockily, you answer back, โNo, no... It's me that you like. It's Eunwoo that you don't.โ
Jungkook bites his inner cheek. "Fuck you."
"Awh, wellโฆ If you insist," you surrender.
Jungkook squints at you. Slowly, he reaches for the doorknob again. You catch his hands and hold them tight.
โNow you want to hold hands?โ Jungkook shakes your grip off and takes a step away from you. Stubborn, you take another step towards him and reach for his hands. He stays stillโnot breaking away, yet not holding you back. Thereโs no effort, but thatโs okay. The important thing is that he lets you be close.
The laundry room itself was pretty spacious. The reality is that heโs an arm's length away, yet his heart has never felt so far away from you. To make matters worse; thereโs enough space for Jungkook to hate youโthereโs space.ย
Between you and his body.
You and his heart.
You and him.
To break the silence, you try to think fast.ย
Looking up at him, you tiptoe and run your fingers through his hair. His eyes soften but his body stiffens even more. Why were you doing this? Donโt you know how painful it is to be treated like this by you? Itโs torture.ย
โHey, you cut your hair!โ You blurt. โItโs so shortโโ
Then, he does it.ย
Jungkook stops you, grabbing your wrist and taking your hands off him.ย
In the pit of your stomach, you feel it.ย
Itโs the same feeling you felt that night at the party. It feels like everything you say and do is wrong but if you stand stillโyouโre still wrong. It feels like nothing is good enough for him anymore. It feels like he doesnโt want you. It feels like he hates you.ย
So, you canโt help it.
You canโt help but look at him with yearning in your eyes. You canโt help but lay your heart out for him to step on. You canโt help it.
โD-donโtโholy shit, ___โฆ Donโt look at me like that.โ Jungkook demands.ย
You do your best to steady your shaky eyes. It hurts to be treated like this. It hurts that heโs rejecting you like this when you know it isnโt true. It canโt be true. He canโt hate you this muchโฆ Can he?
โLike what?โย
Like you want him? Like you care for him? Like you miss him? Because you do. You need him so bad it aches. At this point, you might lose your mind. Youโll take any interaction with him just to have him again. Any ounce of kindness from him, youโll replay in your mind and walk home on cloud 9. Any hatred he gives youโyouโd savour.
Truly, itโs pathetic.ย
Itโs so fucking pathetic how saying youโre desperate for him is an understatement.ย
โYouโre looking at me and I donโt know what it means,โ he admits defeat. โYouโre no fair, ___. Youโre so fucking unfair.โ
In this moment, you want to be so angry with him. You want to tell him that it doesnโt have to be this way. You two can decide right here that itโs over. The fightingโthe hurtโthe break.
Itโs over.
It has to be because you arenโt sure how much longer you can go without him.ย
Besides, you arenโt being unfair.ย
You donโt even know what he means.ย
โW-what?โ you grumble. โIโm being unfair? Youโre the one that doesnโt want to talk about this! Arenโt you fucking tired of it? Jungkook, what the fuck is your problemโโ
โYou!โ Jungkook snaps. โYouโre my fucking problem. I told you I donโt trust myself to be alone with you and then you pull this shit!โ
Knitting your eyebrows together, you glare at him. โPlease, enlighten meโฆ What did I do this time?โ
โYou never fucking listenโโ
โSo what?โ
โFor fucks sake,โ he sneers, taking a step towards you. You stand still, completely falling in a trance with his presence. โ___, I donโt trust myself around youโโ
โWhat does that even mean?โ you whine. โCome on, pookie. Itโs me.โ
โIt means that I donโt know if I can hold myself back, pookie.โ Jungkook admits, using every ounce of strength he has to not give in. He has to be stronger than you. He has to push you away.
At least, he needs to try.
Yet, he fails.
Of course, he fails. When it comes to you, will he ever win?
โShit, ___. I donโt know,โ his shoulders drop. โI donโt know what it means when you look at me like that. Itโs driving me insane. I donโt know what any of this meansโโ
โPlease,โ you beg, โcan we talk about it then?โ
โN-no,โ he stutters.ย
โNo?โย
โNo.โ
You might cry.ย
Right here, right nowโฆ You might fucking sob. Does he hate you that much? Did you fuck up so much that he canโt even stand being in the same room as you? Honestlyโฆ You loathe yourself.
โO-okay,โ you practically whimper. โI understand. Iโm really sorry about everything, by the way. If I havenโt shown or said that enoughโIโm really fucking sorry. Iโll justโI think Iโll just go. It was nice seeing you, I guess. Iโฆ It was nice being with you even if it was just like this.โ
Jungkook shuts his eyes and throws his head back. As he does so, you inch closer to the door. Maybe, heโll let you hug him. Maybe not. Just as youโre about to move out of the way for him to leave, it hits you.ย
Youโre not going to let him have his way.
You have to try harder than this.ย
โActually, you know what? I donโt know whatโs happening eitherโฆ And I donโt care if youโre still mad at me, but we have to talk. We need to talk. Until youโre ready to talk, Iโll do it. Iโll do the talking and you can just listen.โ Your words spill out of you like itโs been clogged all this time. Jungkook raises his eyebrow at you.ย
Jungkook huffs, โoh my god! Youโre unbelievable, you that? I need space from you. I fucking poured out my heart and youโโ
โYouโre no better. Youโre avoiding me. You wonโt even hear me out!โ
โIโm processingโโ
You shake your head at him. โNo, youโre not. Youโre avoiding me. You hate me.โ
โMaybe I do. Why shouldnโt I? After all the shit you put me throughโmmfphhโโ
Before he knows it, you crash your lips onto his.
Partly to shut him up and partly because you've been wanting to kiss him for so long.
Besides, itโs just the easiest thing to know. Kissing him is the easiest thing to do.ย
Instantly, you place your hand on the side of his face and kiss him deeper. For a moment, itโs just you. You kiss him slow and deep. As youโre about to pull away, his lips chase yours. You let him.ย
He kisses you back.
Jungkook deepens the kiss even more, moving in closer to you and tilting your head back. Towering over you, itโs no surprise you lose your breath.ย
God, this feels so good.
When you two break away from the kiss to catch your breath, he wipes his lips with the back of his hand. You shake your head, grab a hold of his wrist, and bring his hand down.ย
โDonโt do that,โ you breathe. โDonโt regret this.โ
He looks at you intensely. โ___, Iโm not in a good headspace to be with you the way you want me to be. I'm still so mad at you... And you know how I feel about you... So, this makes me selfish, right?โ
โNo,โ you chide. โIt makes me selfish. Iโm okay with that. You should be too. Do what you want to me, Jungkook.โ
Jungkook refuses. โYou donโt understand, ___. If I have you right now... Because I want you so badโyou have no fucking clue how badโI canโt do this to you.โย
โDo what?โ
โโฆ Iโm afraid Iโm going to need you forever.โ Jungkook confesses. โI canโt hold back if you kiss me like that. I canโt hold back if youโโ
โThen donโt,โ you advise him. Wrapping your arms around his neck, you place chante kisses on his neck, to his cheek, and then to his lips. โBe selfish. Iโm all yours.โ
There arenโt enough words to describe how frustrated you two are at each other. Jungkook loves the words youโre sayingโฆ But he isnโt sure if he should trust his heart right now. He has wanted you for so long that this doesnโt feel real. Could you really mean it? Could you really be his?
Itโs like you two are slow dancing in a burning room. Everything is catching on fire and as you two stare into each otherโs eyes, youโre both burning as well. Being consumed in your feelings and doubts, youโre the first to yield. As you back up, you end up hitting the washing machine. Jungkook leans forward, closing in the space between you two.ย
"This might be a mistake," Jungkook warns you. "Are you sure about this? I have no plans on being nice.โ
You bat your eyelashes. โIf you can't fuck me like you love me, then fuck me like you hate me."
You hold your breath.ย
As anticipated, Jungkook dips his head low and crashes his lips onto yours and the first thought that crosses your mind isโ
Weโre doomed.ย
โJ-Jungkook,โ your breath hitches as you pull away from him for a second. Your hand rests on his chest, and you can feel his heart pounding. You make one last attempt. โCan w-we talk after?โ
He cusses. โFuck, ___. Weโll talk about it another time. C-can you just shut up? You said youโre all mine so just do that, okay? Just be mine right now.โ
โOkay, okay,โ you give in. He smirks, closing in on you.ย
Cupping his face, you bring your lips to him. You kiss him with so much passion that he feels like he could die. Youโve never kissed him like this before. His heart is about to go on overdrive. Jungkook smiles into the kiss and you canโt help but feel relief.ย
He kisses you back just as passionately. He kisses you like it might be the last time he gets to do this. Without breaking the kiss, Jungkook slightly bends down and picks you up. He sets you on top of the washer. You part your legs for him and he settles himself in between them. There, as you two continue to kiss, his hands roam your body.ย
There is no other way to say it: Jungkook has never loved any body more than yours. Every curve, every soft surface, every fucking inchโhe is gone for. Your body may be his favourite thing in this entire world. Your existence, though often challenging to get along with, has his heart completely captured. Your smart mouth has always had a way with him. He canโt explain it all at once. Itโs the hardest thing for him to understand so heโll say what heโs known from the very startโheโs addicted to you.ย
Being with you has to be the reason he lives.ย
It has to be.ย
No matter how much he hates how things are between you two and how much of his jealousy, insecurities, and anger consumes himโhe canโt deny you. He canโt walk away from you wanting him.ย
Not this time.
Jungkook bites your bottom lip. You pull away, shy from all this heat. He then takes his shirt off and begins to undo his pants. In complete admiration, you stare at his toned abs. His skin is so smooth. His tattoos are the cause of the wetness in between your legs. His muscles make you salivate.ย
God, thank you for creating this man.ย
He then slips his fingers between your leggings and underwear. Taking the hint, you lift yourself as he helps you take your leggings off. When he successfully gets you out of them, he gulps at the sight of your underwear.ย
Theyโre soaked.
โFuck, ___.โ Jungkook utters. โMissed this so much.โ
He then takes your panties and scrunches them in his hands. Bringing them to his nose, he sniffs them causing you to send him a dirty look.ย
โSex tape and now pantie sniffing? Who knewโฆโ you tease, laughing to yourself.ย โThe pervert allegations are true.โ
Jungkook rolls his eyes and mimics your laughter for a second. Then, he shoves the panties in your mouth.ย
โShut up.โ
You do as he says. With your mouth stuffed with your panties, really, what can you do? You look up at him and watch as he pulls his cock out of his Calvins. Your eyes linger as he jerks himself off. Youโve always known Jungkookโs cock to be big, but wowโฆ It looks huge now.ย
โLook at thatโฆ Itโs getting bigger,โ he says with a lewd tone. โYou like that? You like watching my cock get big for you?โ
Jungkook reaches out to you, lifting your shirt and pushing it above your breast. For a moment, he stares at your chest. He loves the way your breasts fill your bra up. The curve of your cleavage is what he has been daydreaming of placing his face in between. Breaking his attention away from your breast, he looks at you in awe. Without warning, he takes your panties out of your mouth and tosses them aside.ย
โGonna behave for me?โย
You nod, needy for him.
โGood. Take your bra off.โ
Bringing your hands back, you unclasp your bra. Letting it hit the floor, you squeeze your arms together and shake them. Jungkook moans at the sight, unable to resist himself. He slaps your breasts before digging his face into them.ย
He kisses your cleavage, licks your nipples, and softly bites them. You throw your head back, completely in love with how this feels. Jungkook massages your breasts and without warning, drops his hands to your waist. You feel him wrap his arms around you as he lifts his face and kisses you. Happily, you kiss him back.
The next thing you know, Jungkook rubs his thumb on your clit.ย
He rubs it soft once and hard the next. He doesnโt hold back. He doesnโt discuss it with you or ask if youโre ready. In the heat of the moment, he inserts his fingers inside you. Pumping them fast and rough. You gasp, feeling completely surprised but thankful for this work.ย
Your pelvis winces at the pleasure. Your sensitivity and Jungkookโs roughness is a whole other conversation.
Jungkook continues to finger you, and all the while you begin to suck on his neck. For some reason, you feel really possessive. Leaving hickeys on him like a horny teenage girl is definitely the answer. As you suck on his skin, you canโt help but kiss his jaw and sneak a few kisses on his lips.ย
He smiles into them.ย
You do too.ย
When youโre sure your work will leave a big mark on him, you pull away and lean against the wall. You spread your legs wider for him, giving him more space to do this thing. This also benefits you. With your legs wide open, you feel his fingers dig into you even more. It burns so good. He pumps his fingers in such a sexy wayโyou arenโt sure how youโll ever get this picture out of your mind. The tattoos on his fingers only entice you even more. You arenโt even sure how wet you are but by the sounds of itโitโs a fucking waterfall.ย If he takes things slower, thereโs no doubt youโll be squirting.
Instead, Jungkook takes his fingers out. He sucks on them and uses his other hand to lift your leg. One at a time, he places your legs on top of his shoulders. Then, he takes his cock and rubs it against your folds. You moan from the feeling of his thick, hard, and veiny dick.ย
โFeels s-sooo goodโmhmm,โ you moan. โY-you just going to play with my pussy? Put it in.โ
โDidnโt I tell you to shut up?โ Jungkook hisses at you.ย
โPlease, please, please?โ you whine with a pout on your lips. โPlease stick your big fat cock inside me. Donโt you know how tight I got? Bet youโll feel even bigger than last time. All this time without you fucking your favourite pussyโohh, yes! Yes, yes, yes!โ you chant. โFuck me just like that!โ
Jungkook shoves his dick inside you. Partly to get you to shut up and partly because heโs waited so long to fuck you again.ย
He drills himself into you, causing your breath to hitch every now and then. Itโs fast and rough. He does it with so much motion, your head bangs against the wall every now and then. The washer even squeaks from all the movement.ย He gropes your breasts for more stability. You fight the urge to cum.
You cross your legs together, bringing him closer. Jungkook huffs, feeling like his dick is going to explode from having you close to him again. Heโs going to lose his mind soonโhe just knows it.ย
โYou know how I like it,โ he whimpers. โFuck, ___. Youโre so tight. So good to me.โ
โT-told y-you,โ you moan. โFuck me harder, please.โ
โGonna fuck you so hard.โ
โY-yeah? Mhmmโoh! Oh, oh, oh my godโJ-Jungkook!โ
He does as he says. Jungkook fucks you, kisses you, and sucks on your tits harder. He does it with so much intention and holy shitโyou donโt know how long youโre going to last.ย
โMight cum,โ you tell him. Slightly feeling the tingle in the pit of your stomach, and the intense feeling in between your legs level up. โPlease let me cum.โ
Sternly, he denies you. โNo.โ
โP-please?โ
โNot yet,โ Jungkook kisses your forehead. โLast longer for me, okay?โ
โO-okay.โ
โGood girl.โ
To help stall your orgasm, Jungkook pulls out.ย
โW-waitโโ
โRelax, Iโm not done,โ he assures you. โNeither are you.โย
Jungkook switches your position. He takes one leg off of his shoulder and lifts you off the washer. As one foot reaches the floor, he instructs you to lean against the washer so itโs more comfortable for you. You do so. You plop your elbow on the top surface and try to catch your breath. Jungkook then puts himself back in and continues to fuck you.ย
The new position only lasts a few minutes. You quickly tell him youโre uncomfortable and hope he doesnโt dismiss your feelings. Luckily, he listens. He helps you stand on your two feet again. Thanking him, you reach to kiss him but he stops you.ย
Jungkook grabs a handful of your hair and pulls it. Your head is thrown back and your back is arched. He places kisses from your collarbones to your neck. He whispers in your ear, โfuck you like I hate you, right? You sure?โ
โMhmm,โ you croak. โWhatever you want. Iโm all yours.โ
Jungkook smirks.ย
Roughly, he spins you around and bends you over. As your face is pressed against the washer, you canโt help but smirk. Oh, this was so fucking hot. If you like thisโฆ He must love it.ย
โTime for you to beg for it.โ
Your smirk turns into a giggle. โKinda hard if I canโt see your face. Doggy style still your favourite? Should we film this too?โ
Smack.ย
Jungkook slaps your ass. Itโs loud and a handful. He glances at it, noticing how red the mark got. โCan you still handle it? Can you handle me?โ
โFuck me and find out.โ
Another smack.ย
โBeg.โ
Through your teeth, you grit. โFor what? Your phone so we can film this?โ
Jungkook slaps your ass for the last time. He then shoves his cock inside you without warning. As he thrusts in and out, he leans over and breathes into your ear.ย
โCome on, ___. Boost my ego.โ
You moan at his words. His dick inside you is just so fucking bigโyou canโt concentrate. It feels so fucking good that you donโt even care about how sore youโll be later. Jungkook fucks you so goodโฆ You canโt help but give in.
โJungkook,โ you breathe in between thrusts. โYou fuck me so good. N-no one fucks me the way you do. No one digs themself deeper in me than you do. No one bruises my esophagus more than you. Y-you make me feel so good. Every time you cum in meโohh, I get so fucking wet just thinking about it. You make me so wet. Your dick is so fucking yummy. Love your cum. Iโm horny all the time when youโre around and IโmhmmโI need you.โ
โThatโs right,โ he grunts. โMy fucking cock slut needs me.โ
โMhmm,โ you agree. โNeed your juicy cock. Need you to cum in me. Need y-you.โ
Againโฆ
You and your words.ย
Jungkook wants to fold. With all this heat, he wants to give in and make love to you properlyโฆ Instead, his heart wins.ย
He needs to cum.ย
Jungkook takes himself out. He spins you around and lifts you.ย
Wrapped around him, you look at him lovingly. You canโt help but lean in and kiss him. He kisses back only to pull away earlier than you liked.ย
โBounce,โ he instructs you.ย
โIsnโt this uncomfortableโโ
โI fucking said bounce.โ
You shut up and do so.ย
Hanging on him, you try your best to bounce. Fucking standing up is hard enoughโthis? This was talent. You donโt know how he does it, but Jungkook takes control. He starts to fuck you like thereโs no tomorrow. Then, as his exhaustion begins to take over, he moves you back on top of the washer.ย
He keeps fucking you. With every thrust and breathy swear, you and him get closer and closer to climaxing.ย
As your stomach twitches, you wrap your legs around him. With everything he has left, Jungkook pounds himself into you.ย
โO-oh my god!โ you cry. โY-yes, Jungkook. F-fuck, fuck, fuck!โ
โMhmm,โ Jungkook moans. โFucking shitโnghhh!โ
He cums first.ย
Jungkook spills himself inside you but continues his strokes. The second you feel the spurts of his cum hit your insides, you let out a loud moan and let go.
You cum.ย
Then, he pulls out and spreads your folds. He watches as your pussy clenches, causing the cum to spill out. He wishes he had his phone.
He loves this sight.
He loves you.
Jungkook helps you off the washer.ย
He helps you get dressed and asks if you feel okay. In all honesty, your legs feel a little numb. Youโve never fucked like that before and your stamina has never been that good. For his benefit, you tell him youโre okay. He knows youโre lying. For your benefit, he plays along.ย
Once Jungkook is dressed, he reaches for the doorknob and then remembers itโs locked from the outside.
โCan you text Yuna to unlock it?โ
You blink. โHmm? Oh, yeah. Sure. Iโll justโโ
As you attempt to grab your phone from the detergent shelf, you almost fall over from the sudden movement. Just like at the party, you canโt walk.ย
He fucked you too good.
You arenโt sure if you should be embarrassed or not.. This was his fault! Then again, this was his fault.ย
โWoah,โ Jungkook catches you. He holds you, slowly assisting you steady. โThat good, huh?โ
You canโt help it. You let out a laugh and hit his chest playfully.ย
โYou love having your ego stroked.โ
โWhat? No way,โ Jungkook pouts. As he reaches over and grabs your phone for you, he continues: โmy ego isnโt the only thing I like having stroked.โ
Your mouth drops. โGod, youโre annoying.โ
For the first time in a while, Jungkook smiles and laughs. As you text Yuna, you canโt help but look up and watch him laugh. He looks happy. He looks relaxed. He looks better.
Okayโฆ Maybe Yuna was right.ย
Maybe you two just needed to fuck it out.ย
โOkay, I texted Yuna,โ you bend down slowly, and open the nearby sink drawer. โShe said thereโs actually a spare key under the sinkโAh ha!โย
As you turn to him, you show him the key with a smile on your face. Out of no where, he says 4 words you never expected to hear.ย
โWe should be friends.โ
Your smile fades.ย
โWhat?โ
โYou said you wanted to talk,โ Jungkook says softly. โI donโt know what else I can say. I like you. Iโve shown you my heart over and over again. Iโve waited for you. I tried to hate youโbut I canโt. I mean,โ he takes a breath. โ... Look at us. Look at what we just did. I canโtโฆ I canโt do this anymore, ___.โ
Who knew your heart could break from a few words?ย
โFriends?โ Jungkook then extends his hand out. You stare at it, unsure if you should take it. With his other hand, he scratches the back of his head. โWhenever youโre ready, I guessโฆ Iโm your friend whenever youโre ready. So, yeahโฆ Iโll head out firstโโ
โJungkook, stop.โ Taking a step towards him, you take his hand. โDo you think we can actually be friends from now on? Donโt you want to hear what I have to say?โ
โNo, not really.โ he shrugs. โI donโt want the rejection. Iโm trying so hard to make peace with what happened alreadyโeverything is so fucked up because I got ahead of myself. I wonโt do that anymoreโฆ Iโm sorry, ___. Iโm sorry about everything. I justโฆ I hoped to never lose you. I hoped for this to never end.โ
Say it, ___.
Say the truth.
You donโt want to be friends with him because you want him more than that. You want more of him. You loveโ
โJungkookโโ
โYeah?โ
โHear me out,โ you plead. โPlease.โ
He looks at you blankly. โOkayโฆ What is it?โ
A heavy silence fills the room.ย
โ... I donโt want to be your friend. Thatโs stupid.โ
โWow, ouchโfine. What do you want then? Do you have a better planโโ
โYou. I want youโฆ How am I supposed to be your friend when Iโve missed you so much?โ
With a soft smile on his face and a bruised heart, he pulls you in and kisses the top of your head.
โI missed you more,โ he says.
As he pulls away, he makes his second attempt. Offering you his hand, he asks, โsoโฆ Friends?โ
โBullshit. I refuse to be friendzoned.โ
โDamn,โ his heart races. โโฆ So what does this meanโmhhphhโโ
You shove his hand aside and tiptoe to kiss him one last time. He kisses back and your heart skips a beat. Itโs then when it clicksโYuna was right.
Jungkook had foldedโฆ And you?
You love him.
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Chapter 5: A Favour For Five
Chapter 6: The Wonders of Parenting
Chapter 7: The Chase(s)
Chapter 8: Academy Under Attack
Chapter 9: How to Torture the Die Hard
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Chapter 11: (Not) Miss Saigon
Chapter 12: Welcome Home, Vet
Chapter 13: Long Time No See
Chapter 14: The Day That Didnโt Happen
Chapter 15: The Day That Happened (Part 1)
Chapter 16: The Day That Happened (Part 2)
Chapter 17: Klausโ Revelation
Chapter 18: Who Killed Harold Jenkins?
Chapter 19: Huge Trouble in a Small Package
Chapter 20: A Concert For the End of the World (Season 1 Finale)
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Chapter 2: Dad On Film
Chapter 3: Itโs a Beautiful Life
Chapter 4: Good Morning, Prophet
Chapter 5: Saving Private Dave
Chapter 6: The Epic Drinking Spree
Chapter 7: The Family Reunion
Chapter 8: Twistinโ The Night Away
Chapter 9: All Hail The Prophetess
Chapter 10: The Tropical Storm
Chapter 11: Suddenly Ben
Chapter 12: Body Duty
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Chapter 2: Welcome to the Hotel Obsidian
Chapter 3: Amish Hospitality
Chapter 4: East, West, Homeโs Best
Chapter 5: You Give Love a Bad Name
Chapter 6: The Mind Raider
Chapter 7: Surface of Our Potential
Chapter 8: The Bird and The Anchor
Chapter 9:ย Double Wedding at the End of the World (I)
Chapter 10: Double Wedding at the End of the World (II)
Chapter 11: Hello Goodbye
Chapter 12: More Valuable Than The World and The End of All Thingsย
Chapter 1: Your Dreams Came True, Now What?
Chapter 2: The Prodigal Daughter Returns
Chapter 3: Next Stop at The End of Time
The Eighth Childโ verse drabbles and one shots:
- To Walk in Her Shoes
- Getting Real With The Umbrella Academy
- Half Right
- Ainda ร Cedo
- The Man in the Poster
- Bienenstich
- Soft Spots
- Something to Think About
- Went a Little Like This (OC Kiss Week)
- Work of Art
- You Say Goodbye, I Say Hello
- Sex Ed
- Sticks and Stones
- Be My Valentine
- Going Through Changes
- Say My Name
- Knock First
- Dancing Through Life
- Monthly Horror
- Fan Mail
- Half Virgin
- Finest Brazilian Literature
- Spicy Chocolate
- Happy New Year - Part I (2005)
- Happy New Year - Part II (2013)
- Happy New Year - Part III (2016)
- June Party
- Aftercare
- The Eiffel Tower Incident
- Klausโ Type
- Far From The Eyes, Close To The Heart
- Leaving Marks
- Meet The Parents
**
MHA/BNHA Crossover AU: T(UA)
Part 1ย - The Other Japan
Part 2 - Fight With a Smile
Part 3 - SOS Umbrella
- The Eighth Childย Playlist -
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2. โ๐๐ข๐ฏ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ข ๐ฑ๐ช๐ค๐ต๐ถ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ๐ด๐ฆ๐ญ๐ง?โ
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6. ๐๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ฐ ๐ง๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐ด ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ข ๐ค๐ฐ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ณ
1. ๐๐ด๐ค๐ข๐ณ ๐๐ช๐ข๐ด๐ต๐ณ๐ช
2. ๐๐ข๐ณ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ด ๐๐ข๐ช๐ฏ๐ป
๐ ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐๐ฎ๐ถ๐ป ๐ณ๐๐น๐น ๐ฐ๐ผ๐ฝ๐๐ฟ๐ถ๐ด๐ต๐ ๐ผ๐๐ฒ๐ฟ ๐ฎ๐น๐น ๐๐ฟ๐ถ๐๐๐ฒ๐ป ๐ฐ๐ผ๐ป๐๐ฒ๐ป๐ ๐ผ๐ป ๐๐ต๐ถ๐ ๐ฏ๐น๐ผ๐ด. ๐ฃ๐น๐ฒ๐ฎ๐๐ฒ ๐ป๐ผ๐๐ฒ ๐๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐๐ต๐ถ๐น๐ฒ ๐ ๐ผ๐๐ป ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐๐ผ๐ฟ๐ฑ๐, ๐ ๐ฑ๐ผ ๐ป๐ผ๐ ๐ฐ๐น๐ฎ๐ถ๐บ ๐ผ๐๐ป๐ฒ๐ฟ๐๐ต๐ถ๐ฝ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐ฎ๐ป๐ ๐ฝ๐ต๐ผ๐๐ผ๐ ๐ผ๐ฟ ๐บ๐ฒ๐ฑ๐ถ๐ฎ ๐๐ป๐น๐ฒ๐๐ ๐ฒ๐ ๐ฝ๐น๐ถ๐ฐ๐ถ๐๐น๐ ๐๐๐ฎ๐๐ฒ๐ฑ. ๐๐ฒ๐ฒ๐น ๐ณ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฒ ๐๐ผ ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฏ๐น๐ผ๐ด ๐ผ๐ฟ ๐๐ต๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐น๐ถ๐ป๐ธ๐, ๐ฏ๐๐ ๐ฝ๐น๐ฒ๐ฎ๐๐ฒ ๐ฑ๐ผ ๐ป๐ผ๐ ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฝ๐ผ๐๐, ๐ฐ๐ผ๐ฝ๐, ๐ผ๐ฟ ๐๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ป๐๐น๐ฎ๐๐ฒ ๐บ๐ ๐๐ฟ๐ถ๐๐ถ๐ป๐ด ๐๐ถ๐๐ต๐ผ๐๐ ๐ฝ๐ฒ๐ฟ๐บ๐ถ๐๐๐ถ๐ผ๐ป. ๐ง๐ต๐ฎ๐ป๐ธ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐ณ๐ผ๐ฟ ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐๐ฝ๐ฒ๐ฐ๐๐ถ๐ป๐ด ๐บ๐ ๐๐ผ๐ฟ๐ธ!
3. ๐๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ฐ ๐๐ฐ๐ณ๐ณ๐ช๐ด
ยฉ ๐๐ฟ๐ฎ๐๐ต๐ ๐๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐๐ฎ๐น๐ฒ๐
CREDITS: ย dolanpearsย on instagram for masterlistย image !ย thank uย
SIDE NOTES: typosย | cheesy thank uย | PSA as far as racial inclusion !ย Bolded titles are the two most recent fics! (โ ) soulmate au
โ DECADES WITH YOU: A very short drabble about your (and Ethanโs) ideal futures down the road. (1.7K+)
โณย ONE-SHOTSย
โ TILL DAWN: A quick fic about a sleepover with your stupid best friend Ethan and his stupid cuteness. (4.5K+)ย
โ RUMOR HAS IT: You and Ethan accidentally match outfits at a Halloween party. This does more good than harm. Well, for the most part. (4.6K+)
โ DAYLIGHT SAVINGS: Soulmate AU where the day you meet your soulmate is tattooed to your wrist โย includes hopelessness,ย stupid parties,ย cute lookout points,ย pie, and of course, ethan. (4.6K+) (โ )
โ FORGET ME NOTS:ย Soulmate AU where your soulmates last words are written on your wrist โ In which you meet a very special boy at your motherโs Alzheimersย care center.ย (21.4K+)ย (โ )
โย LEMON BOY SERIES ๐
Ethan doesnโt really like anything โ not even himself, for the longest time. He likes books, he likes stick โnโ poke tattoos, and he likes you. Luckily, youโre there to introduce him to a whole new world of really good things. Heโll see. โ based on songs from Cavetown || PLAYLIST
-ย ย 1ย | Lemon Boy (14.6K+): Ethanโs a real bitter guy who doesnโt like people, okay? Well, he likes you. But thatโs it.
- 1ยฝย | Banana Bread (5.2K+): Ethan and Y/Nโs first time together. Itโs slow, itโs soft, itโs a little anxious, but itโs tooth-achingly sweet. 18+
-ย ย 2ย ย | 888 (4.4K+): (Technicalย โepilogueโ to Lemon Boy.) Short and sweet snippets of the end of high school through the first year of college.ย ย
-ย 3ย ย | Boys Will Be Bugs (23.2K+): Ethanโs POV โ A better look at how Ethan really feels aboutโฆ well, everything. From his impressionable and incredibly sensitive toddler years to the end of college, itโs his turn to talk.ย
- 3ยฝย | Itโs U (1.7K+): Itโs about fucking time he proposed.ย
โย RUBIKโS CUBE: Grayson Dolan cannot figure you out for the life of him, but he sure loves trying.ย (2.1K+)
โย SHARED COVERS:ย When it becomes habitual for Grayson to climb in with you at night, and both of you are avoiding the elephant in the room, and Ethanโs a bit tired of it all the while. (5.4K+)
โย LOCKS OF LOVE:ย Soulmate AU where there is a piece of your soulmates hair in your hair โ In which Grayson accidentally starts a hair dying war that you are stubborn to end.ย (5.1K+)ย (โ )
โ JUKE JAM: ย Graysonโs a little emotionally unavailable. But will that stop him from winning your heart? Well, maybe a little. โ Based on the song Juke Jam by Chance the Rapper (17.6+)
โย PEOPLE LIKE GRAYSON:ย The last words your soulmate will say to you are tattooed on your wrist. โย
โPeople like me donโt deserve people like Grayson,โ you cried, burrowing your head in your arms.
Dr. Schneit grabbed your shoulder and squeezed it and said, โPeople like Grayson deserve people like you.โย (14.9K+)ย (โ )
โ LITTLE LUKE MCIVER: Kindergarten teacher Grayson Dolan is the only one who can crack the shell of Luke McIver, your newest case in social work. So youโll need him to stick around. (15.2K+)ย
Starstruck - @hollandcrush
you bought the famous tiktok leggings to record toms reaction
British People Be Like - @kelieah
you make tom duet the โbritish people be likeโ tiktok
Hazzy - @kelieah
you call tommy a different name for a tiktok
* Tiddies - @kelieah
you drop them tiddies out for tom, only bc tiktok of course
Bloody Bags - @kelieah
hitting tom with a bag brings out the full brit inside of him
Hands Up - @spideyyeet
you have a little fun with tiktok while in quarantine with four boys - tom gets jealous, haz gets a black eye, tuwaine breaks a window and harry falling off the roof
Mugshot - @spideyyeet
you decide to do the cringy mugshot trend on tiktok, but instead you post the real time you got arrested and the boys are shocked
TikTok - @leetotters
doing the 'embarrassing couple questionsโ tiktok challenge with tom
Viral - @waitimcomingtoo
you and tom make tik toks on set that test your friendship
Passing The Phone - @spidernerdsblog
the โiโm passing the phoneโ trend with the holland brothers + haz and reader but it just turns into tom and reader exposing each other of stuff that shouldโve been kept to there self
Tom - @hollandsimpson
you tried a tiktok trend where you call your boyfriend by his name and tom became a whiny kid
Top 5 People You'd Cheat on Tom With - @astranva
in which you make a powerpoint presentation of the 5 people youโd cheat on tom with and show it to him for tiktok
That Goes In You? - @hollandsour
you decide to try the trend where you show your boyfriend how a tampon works and tom becomes jealous of a tampon
Cold, Cold Shower - @hollandsour
you tried following the tiktok trend in which you drop ice on your boyfriend while heโs taking a shower WaitโฆThis Seems Familiar - @hollandsour
you decide to try the trend on tom where you put him in ยจyogaยจ positions when they are actually positions he puts you in on sexy times
Pretty girl - @cherrykindness
there is a new trend in tiktok, and tom is even more adorable than expected
@parkers-gal
body ody ody - tom gets a little jealous over a few social media comments
sweats in the supermarket - getting tom hard when he wears sweats
put your records on - trying not to kiss each other first
mood killer - saying dirty things into tomโs ear
say it back - pranking tom by not saying ily back to him
two different ways - tom choking the reader to get two different reactions
brutal - doing the โdid you mean to post this?โ trend on tom
worst thirty minutes of my lifeย - playing a drinking game with tom to see who gives into cuddles first
my girlโs cuddles - crawling into tomโs lap
even - buying hot leggings & taping tomโs reaction
goofball - a silly way to reveal readerโs pregnancy to tom
end the debate - โi found out why my boobs are smallโ trend
slam the car door - doing the car door prank on tom
water bottle wars - the boys ask you and tom questions about each other. wrong answers result in sprayed water
get you back real good - you & the boys prank tom after watching a scary movie
peachyย - sighing / moaning in front of tom playing video games to get his reaction
my princess - tom does a tiktok where he guesses all your answers to everyday questions
summary: It was supposed to be a simple mission. Get the intel and go home. Until everything goes wrong and youโre taken captive by Hydra. While you struggle to stay alive and hold your sanity, Bucky begins to lose himself to a darkness and gives into the soldier because he doesnโt know how to breathe without you. Not until he brings you home. If he even can. pairing: bucky x reader word count: ~100,000ย warnings: graphic descriptions of violence, torture, minor character death, vague/brief suicidal ideation, smut (marked with *), slow burn/longing/mutual pining
๐ฅ part one
๐ฃ part two
๐บ part threeย
๐ฅ part fourย
๐ part fiveย
๐ฝย part sixย
๐ฏโโ๏ธ part sevenย
๐ฏ part eightย
๐ฅ part nineย
๐ง ย part tenย
โค๏ธ part elevenย *
โ๏ธ part twelveย
๐ part thirteenย *
โจseries playlist โจ
Drabble:ย Destroyer
This series is officially complete ๐ค
I remain to be a mystery!ย I write, I read, I stan!\https://missleahlin.tumblr.com/post/613344204591087616/masterlist
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