Omg How Are Youuu, Its Been So Longgg :(((

12 march 2025

CHEMISTRY DONE YAYYYYYY (lowk fucked up but it’s over)

i messed up a few mcq’s and proly one FIB but the rest went well. i also got confused rosenmund with etard and lost a mark there (so mad at myself omfg)

but at least it’s over. i’ve got english in two days but ill be studying hindi tmr cus ive got 20 chapters in hindi and only one day to prep (do they make these schedules on crack???) but yeah 😭

i got 40 mins of sleep before my exam (maybe that’s why i messed up basic name reactions???) so i’m gonna sleep (finally)

have a nice day my loves 🎀

💌

back pain.

I love the fact that you are so positive despite personally knowing the fact that your studies must be hell rn (⁠〒⁠﹏⁠〒⁠) im not even finished with 11th grade, but im soooooooo tired and cranky already....and im also going for med school so high five for that!!! :DDD

omggg that’s so coool !! med school isn’t really confirmed yet cuz i’m yet to give my medical entrance but let’s see !!

also im def not positive about this, i just don’t wanna put out negative feelings and have physical proof of my mental breakdowns 😭

19 january 2025

done with electrochemistry, chemical kinetics, kinetic theory of gases and thermodynamics

i don’t think i’ll be solving questions any time soon so i’m just hoping to finish up the theory bits and move on the questions after jee for neet (super messed up)

i also revised atoms, nuclei and dual nature along with oscillations.

it’s now 4 am, almost and i’m not tired yet. i planned out the rest of my day for tmr and hopefully i follow it and finish my portions on time.

done today :

kinetic theory of gases

thermodynamics

chemical kinetics

electrochemistry

revised :

atoms

nuclei

dual nature of matter and radiation

oscillations

so the thing is

i am so fucking done

It's so draining xo

The domino effect of fucking up

cheap chinese takeout on the night of an exam hits.

What are your hobbies?

hating, shitposting, crying, cribbing and even more hating.

ok being fr tho -

love editing (videos), reading, drawing, painting, football, studying for sure too ehehhehe

20 february 2025

long time no seeeee 🫶🏽

it kinda slipped my mind to post, i haven’t been doing aloooooot but a decent amount everyday.

ok i don’t remember exactly what ive done this past week :”) i didn’t really follow my to do list so i don’t have a record of what ive done exactly but here it goes

what i’ve been up to :

alternating current - 200 questions + pyq

solutions - theory for boards, neet + questions (pyq is left)

haloalkanes and haloarenes - theory revision

sexual reproduction in flowering plants - theory + questions + pyq

human health and diseases - theory + questions

microbes in human welfare - theory + questions

excretory products and their elimination- theory

locomotion and movement - theory

neural control and coordination - theory

chemical coordination and integration - theory

coordination compounds - boards

d and f block - boards

electrochemistry - boards + neet + questions

so out of the last six days, i only studied for four (burn out hits hard) but im getting back on track now, hopefully. i’ve quit all my social media, so hopefully i’ll waste lesser time on my phone now. i plan to do one physical chemistry chapter everyday too since its my weakest subject. i’m also trying to do one chapter of organic chemistry, at least the theory. i’ve finished all of 12th zoology and only have three chapters left in 11th zoology which i’ll finish eventually. i’ve got ecology left but i’ll have to do it for my boards anyway so im not too worried about that. (i really struggle with ecology, it’s so boring) other than that, i’ve got 11th physics left and 12th physics questions that im doing one chapter a day, so i’ll be able to cover that too.

exams getting closer is really scary man 🥲 anyways, goodluck to yall too <33