OH MY GOD ILL JUMP OFF A FUCKING BUILDING AT THIS RATE SHUT THE FUCK UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UPPPPPPPPPPPP

i love my mutuals sm, i hope you have a cold pillow to sleep on and i hope it isn’t too hot in your places <3

please take care ilyall sm

digital detox 🧸

helllooooo <3 i realise my attention span is fried and i need to live a little outside this stupid rectangular screen 😔 which is why :

🌸 digital detox 🌸

why tho ? to get my life back together 🤚

daily goals :

walks for however long <3

study a little

read books

clean up (closet, desk, storage areas)

decrease screen time

water (min 2L) (might sound stupid but i rarely finish even 1L of water 😭)

reduce caffeine intake ( :(((( )

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i think i’ll keep a daily log here for this so yippie :) new journey ? and we start tonight cuz there is no right time to start 😋

24 february 2025

super sleep deprived so i can’t focus much but i gotta start doing math from tomorrow along with hindi for my boards so im doing light work today and heading to bed early so i have enough sleep to deal with math from tomorrow.

i slept pretty late last night, continued studying even after that post cuz why not 🪬 but yeah, i had to be up early for school too so today was reallyyyy tiring for me, i didn’t even sleep after coming back 😭

but i made my plan for all the days until boards and it’s pretty intense so i decided to keep today’s schedule pretty light, just finishing up what i left yesterday like the notes of aldehydes, ketones and carboxylic acids and amines and studying biomolecules.

my eyes are already hurting 🥲

anyways i’m gonna finish this off and head to sleep soon today hehehe

byeeeee <3

living up to this post with the rot part

fantasising post neet activities but in reality i’m going to rot for three months straight.

20 february 2025

long time no seeeee 🫶🏽

it kinda slipped my mind to post, i haven’t been doing aloooooot but a decent amount everyday.

ok i don’t remember exactly what ive done this past week :”) i didn’t really follow my to do list so i don’t have a record of what ive done exactly but here it goes

what i’ve been up to :

alternating current - 200 questions + pyq

solutions - theory for boards, neet + questions (pyq is left)

haloalkanes and haloarenes - theory revision

sexual reproduction in flowering plants - theory + questions + pyq

human health and diseases - theory + questions

microbes in human welfare - theory + questions

excretory products and their elimination- theory

locomotion and movement - theory

neural control and coordination - theory

chemical coordination and integration - theory

coordination compounds - boards

d and f block - boards

electrochemistry - boards + neet + questions

so out of the last six days, i only studied for four (burn out hits hard) but im getting back on track now, hopefully. i’ve quit all my social media, so hopefully i’ll waste lesser time on my phone now. i plan to do one physical chemistry chapter everyday too since its my weakest subject. i’m also trying to do one chapter of organic chemistry, at least the theory. i’ve finished all of 12th zoology and only have three chapters left in 11th zoology which i’ll finish eventually. i’ve got ecology left but i’ll have to do it for my boards anyway so im not too worried about that. (i really struggle with ecology, it’s so boring) other than that, i’ve got 11th physics left and 12th physics questions that im doing one chapter a day, so i’ll be able to cover that too.

exams getting closer is really scary man 🥲 anyways, goodluck to yall too <33

All the best!!! I hope you do well tommorow!! 🍀🩷

ahh thank you ml 💗

7 april 2025

picnic day out with friends - i had so so so much fun and i really needed this honestly 😭

i’ve been out for over 7 hours and just got home. time to lock in and finish 12th bio - except ecology i’m hoping to finish it all tonight and also i’m gonna have to fill manipal entrance form so i’ll get that done too. i’m super tired but well i need to study too so let’s get it done.

have a nice day loves 🌸

💌

9 march 2025

pretty lazy-chill day, until now. i’m revising organic from yesterday cuz i don’t remember all of what i did yesterday. had a major caffeine crash last night and slept like a baby after. i got a good five hours of sleep hehe so im refreshed. i don’t feel sick today so i hope it stays the same until im done with my exams but yeah

anyways,

to do list :

coordination compounds

d and f block

revise full organic

list looks pretty short so i’m hoping to fit in some more neet question sessions, but lets see how that goes.

anyways, have a nice day my loves 🍓

💌

update - feeling super burnt out :((( i don’t wanna do this anymore but gotta push through. i’m gonna shift to my bed and continue with some ginger ale hehe but i really feel so burnt out idk what’ll happen :(

Women like you will think they have chosen a good man and cry and say he was deceptive and fucked you over when you clearly ignore any red flags.

boy 😭 cry about it by yourself 🙏🏾

stop projecting your insecurities 🗣️

also get off anon if you’re gonna hate my relationship sm 💀 fucking coward

and why tf are you so interested in what i’m doing with my dating life 💀 get a life.

yeah. :(

removed stuff from my pegboard to make space for sticky notes :(

will remove the other things soon too :(

(it’s almost like stripping a part of my soul away)