Long Time No See, I Genuinely Don’t Have Any Energy Left In Me To Post Anymore :( I’ll Be Back When

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26 february 2025

good morning <3

alright i got some good sleep and hydrated myself a lot and i feel much better so let’s get back on track ahh, ive wasted too much time being sick, hopefully that doesn’t happen again until my exams end

anyways,

today’s todo list :

determinants

continuity and differenciability

differential equations

applications of derivatives

hindi - read 4 chapters

modern physics - revise + questions

i really need to get done with my boards portions 😭😭 hopefully i finish it all today

also tryna take a day off coffee since excessive caffeine is known to cause low blood sugar, which might’ve been causing my fainting bouts but let’s see

5 days until my boards, so i’m really scared but it’s okay, we got this :)) (i think)

anyways, i’ll keep updating the post to keep track of how much i’ve done hehe

have a nice day loves <33

4 pm update - i finished determinants and started differentiation, im definitely gonna finish this list today (motivation burst idk how) but i do like differentiation more than integration so that’ll help me get through this 🥲 but yayyyyy at least im down one chapter

8.30 pm update - almost done with differentiation, this is kinda fun yall

12 am update - why is this chapter so long omg, but i finally finished continuity and differenciability 😭😭 now moving onto others, they’re much shorter in comparison so i think that’s good

sometime later update - i realised i did more than just one chapter cus of the way our teacher teaches so yay, im done with math. now some hindi reading (my eyes are closing cus i’ve been off coffee)

i thought i’d study more but my brain is gonna turn to mush

i have 12 hour lectures from tomorrow onwards to revise my entire syllabus, i hope i make it through them.

i was supposed to revise what will be done tomorrow but my brain genuienly cannot comprehend any more information and i’m so scared this isn’t enough, looking at my friends preparing.

i’m thinking of getting some good amount of sleep tonight so i can make it through the next 10 days of grinding.

i’m so cooked.

“Hang painting here?” what if I hang myself

was supposed to be up early but i fell asleep at 4.30 am 👎 absolutely hate insomnia

13th january 2025

went to a cafe in the morning for a change of environment to get some studying done. slept only for 4 hours last night so i came back and snuck in an one hour nap, still very sleep deprived and my brain feels heavy but the to do list awaits.

what i studied :

chemical bonding

haloalkanes and haloarenes

all other name reactions of 12th OC

definitely and indefinite integrals.

i also did end up revising the stuff i’ve studied previously. time is running out.

i’m going to sob the nerves are getting to me

Franz Kafka, 1912

180 mins 180 questions but physics im sorry WHAT THE FUCKING FUCK

?????????????

hi i just came here to say...

nta, what the fuck???