Meowingbackatcats - Meow (studying?)

WHY ARE THEY STILL CONSTRUCTING IM GONNA KMS

2 march 2025

woah okay so my boards start tomorrow and i finished most of my revision yesterday, for today my only goal is to solve integration pyq and other model papers.

to do :

integration pyq

model papers for math

it’s a pretty chill day but i am kinda stressed cuz math isn’t my strongest subject 😭 i really wished boards started with pcb to give me some confidence in my upcoming exams but yeah wtv, it is what it is

anyways, i left probability for today and i just finished it. i feel pretty good today, not sick at all so that’s good. i pulled an all nighter last night and got a quick two hour nap at 8 am cuz my brain would not process more math without rest but i feel pretty okay and not tired even after my all nighter

anyways goodluck for today loves <3 stay hydrated

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i’m so happy this is my last math exam ever

15 march 2025

ENGLISH OVER YAYYYYYY

alr so im done with english and not sleep deprived at all so no naps for today, next is bio so i’m super excited eeeeeeeeeek so i’m gonna start studying today cus i’ve missed biology smmmmm ☹️

have a nice day my loves

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update - i ended up sleeping lol

okay anyways - sort of a vent rant so skip if yall don’t wanna get into it

it’s just been so weirdly lonely lately, like i have people but they aren’t exactly there and it’s so overwhelming to literally even exist. neet coming and boards going on and not being able to sleep until 5 am is genuinely making me feel so hopeless :(

i’ve kinda also started ghosting a lot of my friends and am only in contact with like 1-2 and maybe that’s why i’ve been feeling lonely but it’s just that, they all feel so distant. talking to people makes me feel pathetic.

this is pathetic, bye

HELLOOOO 💌

i’m a neet aspirant (2025) in her 12th grade, i kinda wasted my 11th and didn’t quite focus on neet prep so now im tryna catch up. 🎀

i made this blog to help me hold myself accountable and document my journey in the last few months of prep before my exam + rant about life 🧸

i chose medicals since i love science and i aspire to be a genetic scientist someday but let’s see how that goes. 🧬

interests / hobbies : reading - i love classicals and books related to science 🌸 art - i draw and paint (watercolours) 🌸 writing - i like to write poetry and snippets 🌸 im also a major coffee enthusiast and cannot function without it anymore 🌸 i play football too (state level) and i like running a lot (away from my problems) 🌸 i also love learning about space (im weak at math so i only stick to knowing fun facts) 🌸 and have a keen interest in marine biology 🌸 i do like learning new languages (i’ve learned german, french, korean and japanese but i’ve forgotten most of them because i stopped practicing them) 🌸 i also love watching medical shows and animes. 🌸

goals : to be extremely educated 🌼 learn a shit ton of languages 🌼 and mainly to get a medical seat in my first attempt 🌼 to read a million books 🌼

i try to post my to-do list everyday with constant updates and you’ll see a lot of ranting, cribbing, crying.

exams : jee mains (jan shift), cet, viteee, mahe-met and neet (for now) 🎀

anyways, i’m hoping to make friends with similar interests and passion <3 here’s to making new friends and a life of learning ahead 💌

i love hating sm i wish i could post my insta stories here too :(

Am I going end physics or is physics going to end to end me?

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27 february 2025

to do list :

maxima minima

vectors

3D geometry

LPP

probability

a complete math day cus boards are close 🥲 gonna be tiring. im gonna try sticking to my no coffee plan but i doubt it’ll last, math is draining me 😭 anyways goodluck to yall too <33

have an amazing day <33

5 pm update - done with maxima minima and vectors (yay). i suddenly feel really unprepared for inverse trig so ill be revising that too today 🥲🥲

11pm update - done with vectors and 3d, took a nice three hour break cuz why not honestly but yeah i’ve only got probability and lpp left for today so im hoping to be done by 1am yay

12 am update - done with probability hehhehehehe only lpp left, that’ll be done soon (yayyyyy) xx

1 am - done with my todo listttt yayyy, did some skin care too, now off to bed 💌 goodnight loves

lock screen has a neet countdown, waking up in anxiety and panic is not a good experience 👎

burnt out, sick, luteal-period stage.

this is genuine hell with a weather that fluctuates more than my mood