pictures of the pretty girl :)
02/12/25 :
went to jersey to get my hair done since im going to jamaica soon !! :)
knotless 613!!
anyone else hate getting their hair done ? its so overwhelming i hate it. i hate the amount of time it takes, i hate being touched, i hate the gel touching any part of my body (especially my face), i hate when my clothes (especially my sweater) gets dirty with anything as i feel like its an extension of my body, i hate my hair being pulled, i hate how loud it is, i hate the smells, i hate how much work it is to deal with my hair in general, etc etc
my baby hairs are very sensitive so i cannot get them braided in at all or they’ll literally fall out too :( and i know whenever they get braided in because it hurts like hell
then i also hate explaining this to braiders whenever i go because they never understand it at first so i have to explain it 2-5 more times which causes my anxiety riddled ass to get quieter and more scared
i do plan on getting locs tho so!! only got the knotless because my hair was a mess and i couldnt keep it out
before i realized i was a trans man (genderfaun), i was genderfluid
my plans for my persona was whenever im masc for him to be a siren whilst my fem align would be a fairy
i might still do this but have the fem align be for my agender identity as i still want the fairy
dont wanna give too much away for what my plans are but its gonna be COOL!!!
‘don’t be political’ ‘I don’t want to see that on my dash’ ‘keep your opinions to yourself’
NO. Absolutely not- over my dead fucking body, you hear me?!
Don’t you dare try to make yourself small, don’t you dare be passive and roll over while they run your country to the ground. I’m not even American and this makes my blood boil, watching all the horrible things happening over there. They have taken your rights. Do you understand me? It is propaganda, plain and simple. Staying quiet just to appease other people is exactly what they want. They want you to remain passive, they want you to hope that things will get better on their own.
here’s the simple truth- it won’t. not unless you do something about it. we all saw it with the UHC shooter, citizens being abused and refused for years, but the second someone leaps into actions, suddenly the gears start turning. I understand that politics isn’t for everyone, and it may very well mentally affect you. but I believe this isn’t the time for that.
YOUR PRESIDENT JUST PUT A BUNCH OF LGBTQ KIDS AT RISK. THE WORLDS RICHEST MAN DID THE NAZI SALUTE AT YOUR INAUGURATION. YOU ARE WATCHING THEM TAKE AWAY YOUR RIGHTS IN REAL TIME ON NATIONAL TELEVISION.
for fucks sake, that doesn’t bother you?
this is the time for action. Do not let them take away your voice. Be inconvenient. Be angry. Be a public menace. Be as fucking difficult to the government as you could possibly be.
it could actually save a life.
> i open twitter
> mood immediately drops
atp im deleting the app lmao
"BRIDE- Dawn Langley Hall, whose sex was changed from male to female by surgery, placed a ring on the hand of her husband, John Paul Simmons" Jan. 23 (1969)
BEING TOLD YOURE A PLEASURE TO HAVE IN CLASS ISNT A GOOD THING????
therapists saying you're surprisingly self aware is like being called a pleasure to have in class for adults
Feeling extremely disappointed in the community response to Trump's gender order regarding X gender markers on documents. Can y'all quit with the victim-blaming and "I'm so glad I don't have an X gender marker, I knew it was a bad idea" statements for two seconds to support those of us who are targeted by this?
I have X on all of my documents. Birth certificate, passport, ID, you name it I have an X on it. I'm intersex & trans. I'm percieved as ambiguous 100% of the time and I can't pass for shit. Stealth is not an option for me, I am visibly intersex/trans no matter what.
Having either M or F on my documents wasn't any more feasible than having an X on everything at the time I got my documents. Which I had to work my ass off to get, by the way, because I was homeless and had no documents and I needed to obtain everything from scratch, which of course is made as hard as possible to do. (How do you provide proof of identity without any identity documents? How do you provide proof of address without an address? How do you pay for any of this when you can't even afford your own groceries and you get all your needs met through local mutual aid? How do you drop anything off or attend interviews or court without transportation?)
Goddamn right I was getting an X on my documents after having to go through hell to obtain them. If I had to work that hard for them, my documents were going to be how I wanted them.
Now I'm being told the president is trying to invalidate my documents, that depending on how things go I may be held if I try to go anywhere due to my passport having an X gender marker, that we don't know the ways this will be enforced and whether I will still be able to use my documents or not, and my trans community is saying it's actually my own fault for having an X gender marker in the first place and that I was just begging to be discriminated against by having one.
I am in a very vulnerable position and I should be supported by my own community when anti-trans anti-intersex discrimination targets me and people I care about. Y'all are dropping the ball and abandoning your siblings when we need each other most.
Also, for the record, I believe that no documentation should have gender markers. However, the US requires gender markers on documentation at the moment and that fucking sucks. It seems like this will be the case for the foreseeable future. The way people have been saying "nobody should get an X gender marker because gender markers shouldn't exist" just feels very "your strategy pales in comparison to my strategy, firebombing a Walmart" and then not firebombing a Walmart. While we can and should work towards gender markers not existing in the future, people with X gender markers exist right now and maybe y'all should support us instead of constantly throwing us under the bus.
Im not sure if i should transition or not. What helped you figure out what to do? Its honestly upsetting how back and forth my mind goes
I knew if I didn't at least try hrt, I would spend the rest of my life wondering and that's my biggest fear.
Also, people who don't need to transition don't usually spend so much time thinking about it. Just a thought.
also said “friend” i made my previous post about actively says racist things about immigrants, especially hispanic immigrants, especially mexicans.
yesterday we were talking and i mentioned how when i asked my local pizza place how much two cheese slices cost, i was told $4 THEN when i went to pay, i was told it was $4 each
and she, almost immediately, said something along the lines of “its those [insert racial stereotype about immigrants] isnt it?” (i can’t remember what she said but it was something like that)
i said “uh i dont know if they have an american citizenship or not”
i fg what she said after that but i said in response
he was speaking spanish though
and she went “of course”
and i went in response “okay”
💀💀
bc wtf??? what do you want me to agree with you??
i realized she was ACTUALLY racist a few months back and was like “oh my fucking god i need to drop her”
the only thing is that im genuinely alone without her tho lmao i have no friends
i find this really funny because before i finally transitioned (like a month before) i was telling my then boyfriend about how i wanted to have a dick and asked him if he ever wanted to have a vagina and he went “???? no???” and thats when i found out that wanting the opposite sex organ is NOT a normal thought most people have :/
all of my bsfs when i had told them about my want also agreed with me and ironically half of them are trans (one is a trans man and one is genderfluid) LMAO
Just trans things.
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