Denial, Delusion, Coping

one fun thing about being a teacher in march 2023 is that chess is a literal epidemic among teens. we are starting to have meetings about how we can STOP teenagers from playing too much chess which is like if we were trying to figure out how to stop them from reading for fun. When i was in high school five years ago chess was nerd shit only but now it is transcending every social and language barrier and is absolutely rampant. kids aren’t on their phone texting in class anymore it’s ONLY chess.com. kids are playing chess on their phones while playing chess in real life. this is still better than tiktok because at least the kids are developing an attention span from this

Btw, this is just a theory, but now that Mizi came back to the Alien Stage, could it mean that in future episodes, she will have to have another round with Luka to properly settle the battle?? Revenge round??? Maybe???

funny phrases to use when something goes wrong instead of jokingly saying "i'm going to kms":

i'm going to kill god

i'm going to delete my blog

i'm going to explode

i'm going to blow up this entire website

i'm going to become the joker

this is going to be my villain origin story

i'm being so brave about it

fuck it we ball

god had to nerf me because i was too powerful

i'm too pretty for this

all according to plan

feel free to add on

no, fuck you, i will analyse this shit for yall, because it’ 4 am and my nighty-night big-brain time just hit like a fine dose of methamphetamine <33

(excuse me for my poor english lol)

Ok, so, as you can see the first bullet goes right through his shoulder, but the second one does not exit his head.

(there’s also no hole on the wall behind him, tho the other shots did leave such a mark)

This may mislead you to conclude that the bullet stuck in the skull. Now. Why is this absoulte bullshit:

If you get shot in the head. With the gun being in direct contact with your head. The bullet does not simply just go through…

YOUR SKULL STRAIGHT UP FUCKING EXPLODES.

Also: the part of the brain reciveing the damage (the forebrain I suppose?? cerebrum, thalamus, hypothalamus??) is responsible for functions like thinking and speech, so there would be no chit-chat after that.

And lets just look at where else Chuuya shoots on this pathetic dude:

2 shoulder shots and 1 on his side. I don’t really have any info on how leathal these are, but I belive, in in the public mind they’re not considered fatal…

Also, the question arises: why did’t Chuuya aim for the chest? I mean everybody aims either for the head or the chest when trying to kill someone, and he was also close range so it shouldn’t have been difficult to do so.

What could have happened here? As I see it: a play.

Chuuya could’ve stopped the bullet, only causing damage on the surface of Dazai’s forehead, then shot a few more into some less leathal points to reassure his supposed “death”.

I mean isn’t this whole skk-killing-each-other-drama playing out to be this?? Dazai tries to drown Chuuya, so Fyodor thinks “their bond is shallow”. And now whatever this execution thing was. But with this, Fyodor actually belives that he is dead, he will let his guard down, only for Dazai to show up again and counter attack. This is just speculation tho of course…

Anyway, if I’m happen to be right, we are still left with the question of how did Dazai reach Chuuya, or nullify the vampirism. Perhaps his words did get to him, perhaps his ability can affect through objects via the gun, I do not know...

There are two possibble conclusions I can give:

a.) Asagiri purposefully misleads us with the clues I explained earlier lol.

b.) I’m right and Dazai will live, and this is all according to his plan.

Either way, we will see…

This is not delulu! It’s SCIENCE!

You know what? This isn’t even being delusional, do you know why Dazai will really survive? There were 4 shots. But only 3 holes on the wall:

I had an essay question on Julius Caesar’s lasting legacy so I wrote five paragraphs on Tumblr’s love for the Ides of March

So far the only job I’ve been taking seriously

Once the results are done, I'll multiply 255 to the decimal version of the percentage, and see what color we make!!

We're trending again, how do we feel? How do we feel Alien Stage fandom? How do we feel?

Goncharov Lore Thus Far, based on the top tumblr post results

Main cast are Goncharov himself, his wife Katya (née Michailov), and Andrey 

One side character is named Mario Ambrosini. He is described as a “sad boi” and is involved in gambling. 

Set in Naples and involving a drug ring/mafia. The plot seems to involve Russian organized crime attempting to get a foothold in Italy. 

There is a Boat Scene. Katya survives via resourcefulness. 

Andrey and Goncharov have a substantial amount of homoeroticism. Andrey also has an internet in Katya. This forms a true love triangle. 

At some point, Katya threatens to shoot Goncharov. This is framed as a Girlboss Moment. 

There is also a Beer Bottle Scene. 

Katya fakes her death. 

saw this on twitter rn, if you ever feel discouraged about writing fanfiction, read this again