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Honestly I think my mom wants me dead.

Rambling time!!

Since I’ve turned 16 so many crazy things have happened. I got surgery on my abdomen and surgery on my ankle, which was completely destroyed, within 4 months of each other. I lost two paternal figures to me within a 2 month span, had a relapse and got diagnosed with insomnia! Everything I thought I knew has changed and everything I thought I didn’t know has changed. My mom got a pet spider monkey, her name is Minnie, and I now coach a special abilities cheer team.

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*VENT*

Sometimes i just want them back in my life.. you meant the world to me and fucked everything up.

I never deserved you, i never deserved your love, i never deserved your time.

I wish I wasn’t as clingy, anxious, and needy. All you ever did was care and I took advantage of that.

I miss you </3

*Vent*

The only talent I have is lying. Lying about my feelings, lying about who I am, lying about everything. Maybe if I was raised in a safer home environment I wouldn’t need to lie. For fucks sake lying is the only way I can keep myself safe at home. I’ve even lied about lying to you, “yeah I’ve lied and manipulated you.” No I haven’t, I just don’t want you to get close, I’m scared you’ll hurt me. My talent is manipulating people into thinking it’s their idea to stop being friends with me. “What did I do to make you ghost me?” I know what I “did”. I always know why…

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