I'm So Fucking Sick Of This Bed, This Room, This Life.

Slept, awoke, slept, awoke, miserable life.

— Franz Kafka

it’s so funny being surrounded by people who have no idea what’s going on inside my head

WAIT HOLY FUCK THIS IS SO ACCURATE!

How the signs end up depressed

Aries: No ability to take action.  Make them feel old.  Ruin their confidence.  Get hurt being to impulsive.

Taurus: Things they value are taken away.  Losing things they love.  Running out of money.  Struggling to Survive.

Gemini: Not having enough stimulation.  Being bored.  Being forced into repetitive task work.  Being forced to grow up.

Cancer: Vulnerabilities are exposed. Feeling uncomfortable.  Losing something they are devoted to.  Privacy is violated.  

Leo: The sense of life is robbed from them.  No fun. Creativity is Thwarted. Passion is rejected.  Assertiveness denied.

Virgo: Life is conflict.  Poor Health.  Critical input downplayed.  Everything seems dirty.  Feelings of inferiority justified.

Libra: There is no balance.  No one to communicate with.  Feeling ignored.  Intelligence downplay. Lack of Diplomacy.  Unjust behavior.

Scorpio: Comings to terms with everything dies. Rejection of power.  Intensity is downplayed.  Sexual advances are rejected.  Reached a truth that is unsatisfying.

Sagittarius: Abstract beliefs are rejected.  Freedom is restricted.  Growth potential is withheld. Philosophies/beliefs are negative.  Negative beliefs justify themselves.

Capricorn: Structure falling apart.  Resources are lacking. Struggles providing. Being to tired to work. Authority is removed.  No where left to climb..

Aquarius.  Having freedom rejected.  Voice is silenced.  Social causes are marginalized. Can’t fix the worlds problems.  Have nothing to offer society. 

Pisces:  Taking on everyone’s problems.  No protection from the harshness of reality.  Consuming depressing music.  Illogical or vague needs that can’t be met.  Spiritual beliefs that don’t bring them happiness in reality.

I hate feeling this way

i hate the lindor truffle man. his intense expressions when you know there are no thoughts in his head. his enormous whisk and the giant lindor lindt truffle that doesn’t exist that he is pouring too much filling into

Euphoria S01E07 ‘The Trials and Tribulations of Trying to Pee While Depressed’

🎵Wake me up when it's all over.

When it's winter and I'm colder🎵

Everyone my age I meet has done so much, won awards, done crazy shit, made friends, been a part of a community, traveled, lived...and I've done almost nothing, I've left almost no mark on the world. I know I still I have time, but I can't help from feeling incredibly behind

Me putting my ED in the bin like