Very Hard To Do

tw: drugs, weed

So does anyone else notice that when they smoke/are high that some others (I still haven't found a word I like) are more likely and/or easier to front? Like in the past some of them didn't like the feeling and would avoid front. I've noticed that there are particular others that consistently are okay with fronting while high. It's kind of strange and definitely I think contributes to my denial and confusion. Unfortunately now days I am more likely to be high to some degree than sober. Dissociation also feels different when high which is another factor. It's just so hard to quit. (This post isn't about that, though ...)

Anyways...am I alone here?

if you like selfcest go fuck yourself

you all assume that an alien in your living room would immediately want to have sex with you. he’s probably scared. he’s in a new situation and he’s being vulnerable even showing himself and you immediately want to fuck him

“introjects aren’t their source” until its a true crime factive

“introjects aren’t their source” until its a problematic person

“introjects aren’t their source” until its an introject of someone you like

“introjects aren’t their source” until its an introject of someone you hate

“introjects aren’t their source” until they act nothing like source

“introjects aren’t their source” until they act exactly like source

This is random but I made and have been regularly filling out this personal form to judge when I am dissociated and how I am feeling and this silly form is doing more for my denial than anything I've ever done. I can go back and see the other answers and stuff that don't align with me and know that I wasn't just imagining it all. I really was not myself for those times no matter what I want to pretend

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request for @ducky-lee ! i honestly love these types of stim gifs and was very excited when I saw this request, thank you for requesting!