A tale of Ba Sing Se.
Sure! To keep it easier for me these are almost all multiple choice questions but some examples are:
How dissociated are you?
What's your name?
How old age are you?
Describe yourself in three words.
How do you feel about (important person irl)?
Do you think you are a system?
What's your gender?
Opinion on (hobby or idea).
And stuff like that, that can help me differentiate between them easier and reassure myself
This is random but I made and have been regularly filling out this personal form to judge when I am dissociated and how I am feeling and this silly form is doing more for my denial than anything I've ever done. I can go back and see the other answers and stuff that don't align with me and know that I wasn't just imagining it all. I really was not myself for those times no matter what I want to pretend
As someone who really struggles with unclear rules/concepts, being a system is a very difficult idea to grasp or accept personally. Every few years I go through a cycle of denial and then rediscovery and exploration that eventually I get frustrated with and abandon. Perhaps it's a lack of self assurance in myself. Whatever it is, I hope this time is different somehow.
It's hard to do the difficult thing when it's much easier to just continue trudging along in a fog.
hey did you know that men invented fighting so that they’d have an excuse to touch each other
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Figuring me out– 24/7 work in progress. I’m an adult but don’t care who follows me, though expect to see adult content so beware. This is a blog for whatever, but mostly to help me explore myself a bit and to express myself freely. Anyone is welcome to follow or send asks or interact. I’m a friendly person. Oh and just in case you’re curious:
he/him or they/them preferred but any are okay
alternate names: Desmen, Stiles, or Shiloh
neurodivergent
don’t do discourse
the kin link is specifically for the main user, Shiloh (for everyone else click here)
link to kins for Shiloh
Most things will not be tagged. But to help me keep track of things, certain tags will be used to differentiate between users.
e.exe - a tag for Elin (ask for sideblog)
r.txt - a tag for Robin (ask for sideblog)
z.png - a tag for Zeke (ask for sideblog)
b.rar - a tag for Bev (ask for sideblog)
w.pdf- a tag for Wade (ask for sideblog)
p.dll- a tag for Peter
q.bak- a tag for Quwrof
youre never alone. bacteria
Resting.
Another find in York cemetery.