Dew kissed springs glint in your eyes
A gleaming soul is where your beauty lies
The supple feeling of your skin so soft
Is what I find myself feeling oft
A captured heart - entwined with each other
Your love feeling sweet, come and smother
As she floats through the meadow against
I felt my eyes follow her - my body became tensed
Her beauty so ethereal which she offers in wit
Is how her love comes that I must admit
Lying in the grass - hearing her heartbeat
Her love fills my head, feeling complete
“I’m not everything I want to be, but I’m more than I was, and I’m still learning.”
— Charlotte Eriksson, Everything Changed When I Forgave Myself
talina
green academia
— franz kafka, letters to felice
As I was undiagnosed autistic, my traits just flexed hardcore in high school. And I had only few symptoms before that. High school breaks us.
No more single classes. You're now moving about every 45 minutes. Oh, and classes change on a daily basis. Lunch and recess? Nope. This is an American school, baby: overcrowded and under resourced. You get 15 minutes in an echoing chamber to eat a grease patty on hard bread. Previously gifted? Nah, bitches.. That was those standardised tests. You're now meat for the college grinder. Friends? Nope..nononono. Since we're splitting you up constantly, you get to glimpse each other in passing on your way to class.
Oh, and all those rules you've been using for the past 13/14 years? Useless. No, we won't tell you what the new ones are.
There is a reason so many teens come forward around this time period asking if something is wrong with them. And many get told it's just hormones, or they're just "kids" acting up.
No. How about we actually listen to teens when they say "I feel like something is wrong" instead of telling them everything is fucking puberty.
How about we teach people, from a young age, that questioning yourself is safe? How about we encourage teens to research themselves, and give them a space to do so? Think it's only kids liking TicTok trends? Maybe they see something and have no space to express it.
"What if they're wrong?"
So, they're wrong. But they learnt safety and value in reaching out.
Bright star, would I were stedfast as thou art—
Not in lone splendour hung aloft the night
And watching, with eternal lids apart,
Like nature's patient, sleepless Eremite,
The moving waters at their priestlike task
Of pure ablution round earth's human shores,
Or gazing on the new soft-fallen mask
Of snow upon the mountains and the moors—
No—yet still stedfast, still unchangeable,
Pillow'd upon my fair love's ripening breast,
To feel for ever its soft fall and swell,
Awake for ever in a sweet unrest,
Still, still to hear her tender-taken breath,
And so live ever—or else swoon to death.
J'aime lire, surtout Shakespeare et Keats! Classique Livres sont très intéressant et un tres amusant lire! Mes livres préférés sont Pride and Prejudice, The picture of Dorian Gray, Emma et Wuthering Heights ! J'aime aussi la collection de poèmes de John Keats et la collection de pièces de William Shakespeare !
So I lay my head to rest
When the sun is rising
I'll start a brand-new day
When the moon is shining
I long to be with you
In all the places you have been
So today I'm time travelling
small artists
Just a person who loves cottagecore and dark acadamia! I love to read, pet animals and learn new things!! ISTJ | Artist | Lesbian and Genderfluid|
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