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I have a major exam tomorrow—it's like a college entrance test, and I need a perfect score to get into my dream college. I've studied around 50% of the syllabus, but the frustrating part is that I keep getting questions wrong, even from the topics I’ve already studied. I truly want that perfect score and admission into my dream college. I'm affirming robotically, assuming it's already done, and telling myself that no matter what, I will get it. But sometimes, the 3D reality (like forgetting things or not knowing certain topics) gets to me, even when I try my best to stay positive. I'm doing my best to stay calm and happy, trusting that I know what the end result is gonna be. Is that how it's supposed to be? Am I doing it right?

hi angel! ₊˚⊹♡ first of all, thank you for being so open. this is such a relatable question and i’m really proud of you for continuing to show up for yourself, even when the 3D feels loud.

here are some relevant BLOGS i wrote that i think could really help reinforce all this as well:

⤷ stop ENTERTAINING a reality that you don’t want. 🍷✨

⤷ NOTHING IS SET IN STONE unless you accept that it is! 🪽✨

⤷ “i’ve been DOING EVERYTHING ‘RIGHT’ but i’m not seeing any movement!” 🌼✨

manifesting a perfect score with the law of assumption is about continuing to persist, regardless of what shows up in the 3D. this is YOUR reality, and YOU get to decide what you want to accept as truth. nothing is set in stone unless you say it is. so continue to revise and persist!! 🫶

here are some important reminders:

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🍓✨ you don’t need to feel perfect. you just need to HOLD THE ASSUMPTION that it’s ALREADY yours.

it’s normal and OKAY to feel shaken when the 3D doesn’t align with your affirmations yet. but you’re allowed to be human and feel your emotions. that doesn’t stop you from being successful at all! take the time you need to express and cope with your feelings, then get back into it when you feel better! you can also try affirming through the stressful feelings if that doesn’t overwhelm you too much! 🤍

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🍓✨ a note about studying while manifesting good grades:

a lot of people have been conditioned to believe that good grades = lots of studying. so if your assumption is: “i’m the version of me who gets perfect grades”, and your mind associates that with studying, then studying might feel natural to that identity! if it is, then studying might be part of embodying that academic weapon version of you!

but the studying itself isn’t really what “makes it happen”, your IDENTITY is. studying becomes an expression of the version of you who already knows they’re successful. NOT necessarily a requirement for you to get good grades.

you’re not trying to “earn” the score, you’re just EMBODYING the version of you who already has it.

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🍓✨ final REASSURANCE:

you’re allowed to express how you feel, even if that’s not necessarily some super “high-vibe”, euphoric emotion. emotions are temporary, and they won’t last forever. you can be human and still be successful. please look after your heart and mental health 🤍

the main thing that matters is: are you choosing to RETURN to the assumption that your good grades are ALREADY YOURS?

and it sounds like you are. again and again. that’s all it takes. consistently CHOOSING the reality you want.

you’ve got this angel!! wishing you all the best 🫶✨

sending you so much love and light always <3

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