Can't Sleep Have To Say One Last Thing

Can't sleep have to say one last thing

This episode literally had a "sometimes closure is just letting something go" moment and I'm reeling about it I can't lie,,,, she didn't get "closure" with gummigoo when she saw him. She had to leave it at goodbye. You never get to see that rly, idk it was just nice. Some people just leave. It's not your right to force them to explain or bring things up that will open up a can of worms. Get closure by moving on without asking them for answers or to listen to you talk. Nobody is owing you their time or trauma, even when all you want to say is "sorry." Find it within yourself to close the door behind a person.

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tadc pomni tadc i have had at least 2 childhood bullies reach out to apologise to me i didn't want them to and I didn't want to give them closure but I opened my wound and gave them closure because they apparently needed it but I think of those conversations all the time because I did not need them to encroach on my space ik that's not exactly the same thing but I mean he DEFINITELY remembers and can't talk about it (npc rules but caine just poofed him away - nothing says he removed his memory!) and if she did bring it up with him it would only have opened their wounds instead she chose to close it HERSELF and that's nice that's real ballsy; accepting and apologising and forgiving yourself. moving on without creating collateral. also the door closed!! it literally closed!! closure!! note: 'closure' is used by people generally to express that they want to be heard out or to hear the other person's side/truth for me closure is easiest done with the block button. sorry to those who will never understand why; but we have ended. move on. okay it's 2:30 I'm so tired GOODNIGHT stop letting them rotate in my mind

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