"Maomao isn't aware of the fact that Jinshi is into her"
Guys... the girl has trauma. She's hyperaware of male attention, no matter if it's negative or positive. To the point where she purposefully makes herself unattractive by their standards to avoid any attention. She grew up surrounded by poverty, crime, and desperation. She grew up watching women resort to having to become a SW to feed them self. And she watched men act in a brutal and disgusting way towards women. She will very likely rebuff Jinshis advances for a long time. Because in her mind, men often only see women as objects for two things. What im trying to say is she is aware. She's hyperaware of male attention due to her upbringing in a pleasure district.
No bc the only way I survived not having any arcane content for the last 3 years was forcing myself to forget the show existed. Genuinely even though it's one of my favourite shows.
Being in your last year of high school is so fucking weird. Like im never seeing you people when I've seen you 5 days a week for the past 4 years. Then we'll just never speak again. Crazy
me ever since watching wicked:
GOODNESS KNOWWWSSSSS
AHAHHHOHHHAHHHHHHHAHHHHH
IM DEFYING GRAVITYYY IM FLYINGGG HIGHHHH DEFYING GRAVITY
I HOPE YOURE HAPPY IN THE ENDDDDDD
UNLIMITEDDDDDDD WE CAN BE UNLIMITEDDD
LALALALA LA LA LAAAAAAAA YOURE GONNA BE POPULAR
THERES A STRANGE EXHILARATION IN SUCH TOTAL DETESTATION
I won't lie I'm one of those annoying people who prefers reading the physical copy over the digital copy. Especially if it's a story I Iove. Id much rather own the physical book and be able to come back to it whenever I want then having it on something digital. what if the thing breaks what then? And I know backing up stuff exists however I do not have the time nor energy to do that. I'd rather own a physical copy. For me it's much more stimulating to have the book in my minds. And if that means I have to wait to read the stuff I wanna read, thats fine I don't mind waiting because it means I get to appreciate it even more.
(I'm also a download over stream person but I don't have a laptop to be able to do that anymore. It's so much better to own a copy of something rather than borrow it like streaming does. It's leading to losing so much unfortunately)
I've been inactive lately and gotten a lot of asks of Palestinian families asking for help so I'm going share their users and donations links all here. (Im on mobile and struggling with format)
Please donate if you can and share and reblog. These are all Palestinians who have asked for help.
Agents of shield confession:
I HEAVILY shipped ward and sky for season 1
In my defense I was like 12 and didn't understand toxic relationships
ALSO may and ward are an odd combo ik it was only sex but still from the beginning I was like Coulson is her man that's her husband.