to tell my friends and my therapist about my age regression. they're the safest people i've ever known and i love and trust them so much. but the fear of losing them is so strong. but at the same time, if i can't tell them about part of my life, then what's the point? i just wish i knew for sure that i wouldn't lose them
vent incoming
i'm having a hard time explaining how i'm feeling, so i don't really know how this is gonna go. but i need to talk about it because i don't have therapy for a few more days.
i was really depressed for a really long time. like, i don't remember the last time i was as fine as i am right now. and like, i'm not happy. i'm very middle of the road. and somehow i almost feel worse than i did when i was super depressed? but different. i don't know. it's very confusing and i don't like it. like, emotionally i'm doing better, but it still feels very much like something is missing. and i'm trying to figure out what it is that is going to get me from fine to happy, but i don't know what it is.
and i keep wishing for things to be different, but like, would i even be happier if things were different? if i had everything i wanted and lived the way i wanted and looked the way i wanted, would it ever be enough? am i just stuck this way? basically, the mood is giving the song wondering by olivia rodrigo and julia lester.
i just want to spend my monies on new stuffies and things so i can try making pacis, but instead i have to save for so many things like my friend meetup, my monthly payment to my mom for student loans, and to get christmas presents for people. i wish i could just get on disability π
Pokemon Go Animal Crossing Pocket Camp Animal Crossing New Horizons Dragonvale Candy Crush Jelly Saga Cut the Rope Lemon Cake Capybara Spa The Game of Life 2 Undertale
Even More Agere and Agedre Games:
class over!! time to be small!
i just wanna feel small an safe but insted i gotta go to class >.<
why do i always feel like crying when i start to feel small? i dont like it. i just wanna be tiny and be held and cuddled. i dont want to worry about these big things. :(
I love all regressors
fat regressors, skinny regressors, sad regressors, happy regressors, boy regressors, girl regressors, nonbinary regressors, trans regressors, genderfluid regressors, intersex regressors, disabled regressors, mentally ill regressors, addict regressors, alcoholic regressors, young regressors, old regressors, messy regressors, clean regressors, poc regressors, hospitalized regressors, adult regressors, minor regressors, system regressors, psychotic regressors, autistic regressors, regressors with body hair, masculine regressors, trauma regressors, angry regressors, regressors with bad childhoods, regressors with good childhoods, regressors with EDs, regressors with scars
And all of them I forgot, I love you all
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