I Would Like To Wish Everyone An Uneventful New Year

Films watched in 2021.

342: Diários de Otsoga (Maureen Fazendeiro & Miguel Gomes, 2021)

★★★★★★★☆☆☆

“There’s nothing for them to solve.”

Nobody is immune to the neck kiss

all my werewolves are getting this quirk. karl barks if you will

santa deniers on science-mas eve hearing charles darwin evolving down the chimney

I’m sorry, WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING?!?!?

u know. funeral phoebe bridgers made me insane for extremely obvious reasons but specifically “last night i passed out in my car and woke up in my childhood bed. wishing i was someone else feeling sorry for myself then i remember someones kid is dead.” bc its just. the terrible self-loathing of being affected by crises when those crises are happening to other people. im not dead. i feel terrible because someone is dead, but it isn’t me. how to epitomize the horrible in betweenness of young adulthood. stifled by the constructs of childhood but wishing desperately for the security of it. the concentricity of personal crises and coming of age. and at the end of the of it all, someone’s kid is dead. and someone’s kid will always be dead. 

does anyone know what the first step of unlearning shame is. please say it’s substance abuse

A Little Life by Hanya Yanagihara

sorry for being so weird it's my first time being alive

A Little Life by Hanya Yanagihara