Real

The look shared by two people, each wishing that the other would initiate something they both desire but which neither wants to begin.

(Always one sided in my case)

So, not everyone has a movie going on in their head while reading?

I just read a post saying how they are surprised that people can see a whole movie through books. Like, isn't it common? I always thought that everyone who reads could do that. Maybe, why I love reading over movies is because while reading I live inside the book, in a complete different world, experiencing everything going on but a movie is not as intriguing cuz I am just a 3rd person.

Praying for everyone to experience this>>>

Someone snitched real bad cuz it's been a while since they started showing up on my feed with captions like "biker boys are for book girlies" and all... I feel too seen

I'm not sure how many of you are active on Instagram but the biker boys have somehow found that book girls are into stuff and now my whole feed is full of them

"Who Remembers the Armenians?" by Palestinian poet Najwan Darwish / "Who Remembers the Palestinians?" by Armenian writer Sophia Armen

The best duo >"<

Daily blog #2

[Monday, 12 June 2023]

I studied nothing today lmao. Today, I came back from classes pretty late and tired. Instead of sleeping Ior studying I started watching Tail of the nine tailed 1938 and Dr. Romantic 3. Then, my family made plans to have dinner out so my night study slot was done for.

Overall, the only study I did today was studying during class and the chemistry questions I solved during recess.

I just ended up having double work for tomorrow, but life goes on.

Signing off

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Re-watching Nevertheless and I can't believe I fangirled over a character like Park Jae On, just cuz I like Song Kang a lot. Don't know why I am so annoyed over every little thing he is doing this time

That awkward moment when you want to romanticize ur life but ur life ain't cooperating

At times, I think I am my life's biggest paradox. The way I think, the way I act, the way I speak, my whole existence is like a paradox to me.

I love nature but I also don't like rain and I am afraid of thunderstorms. I love making friends but I don't want to tell them my problems. I tell my friends it's human to make mistakes but my tiniest mistakes eat me away. I am extremely ambitious and love the things I do, but then, I am extremely lazy too. I am a hopeless romantic, very hopeless, but I am afraid if I fall too hard for someone I might lose my own self. I am very confident about myself but it won't take me the slightest moment to get insecure when someone better read, better dressed shows up. I love myself, a lot. But, there are times I look in the mirror and don't like the way I am looking. I am an over-sharer(if that's even a word, but you get it) but I also have some major trust issues. I don't care about what others think but I also want to be likeable. I am really sensitive but I am also really tough. I am very happy but I also cry a lot.

Even my thoughts. At times, I'd think people don't really have bad intentions, it's just a matter of perspective but then I also judge a lot of people for the one thing they did wrong to me. I'd think honesty is just so very important but I also think a truth that might hurt someone shouldn't be said unless necessary.

There's so much of these things that this list could go on forever. But, then I think our lives are a little too long to hold on to just one personality, just one perspective, just one ideology. Wouldn't it be too boring to live such a predictable life?

Daily blog #12

[Thursday, 22 June 2023]

Did a lot of chemistry today. Idk where the whole day went 🫠

Signing off

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