The words slip out before I can even think
Heavy breathed words I can never forget
Its pressure makes my heavy heart sink
Even if I gave myself the threat
I’ll deliver endless expressions of regret
Until I feel myself becoming an anxious pink
Never fully realizing the weight of emotional debt
Falling under it all as I shrink
I’ll say my sad sorry with a loud clink
As my body is crushed from fret
I barely avoid it with a shameful slink
Even with this chance I know it will all reset
Happy International Cat Day!!!
hey where’s that post about how it’s important to be aware before recommending/calling suicide hotlines that They Will Call The Cops On You. i have it saved somewhere but i can’t find it & i want to reblog it today For No Particular Reason
By the way this is Lampas mom, I’m still deciding the name I have some ideas
The one in the left is her as a child plus a version with some clothes, and the one on the right is her grown up (plus a version with some clothes)
Long boi
what is this thang
cute lil crawfish :)
This is so pretty! Oil pastels are so easy to snap lol.
Thejddndw
The 2 oil pastels that died while I was drawing this I snapped them like you snap your fingers while you do a snapping motion to make using your sound
Will you hold me in the racing rain
No matter how heavy the storm drain
Even when the shiver strikes the skin
Take my hand in a sprinkling spin
As we dance in puddles on the ground
To the symphonic silver rain sound
Your makeup running with the skies tears
Hand in hand together there will be no fears
Will you hold me in the racing rain
Together in love we have so much to gain
Your lipstick lips laughing in a grin
As the rain echoes off your chin
We dance in love in dresses drowned
Together even when there’s no rain found
We will be hand in hand exploring new frontiers
With the memory of silver rain and laughter in our ears
I know you far greater than you believe
Which you will never ever perceive
For I must be oh-so naive
No matter the feats I achieve
I’ll never be the sage of your desire
For I am not a bush of fire
For I am not a red handed liar
Nor is it something I would ever admire
Everyone says yours intentions are altruistic
Even if your words are disgustingly simplistic
Always interrupting me when I’m just being realistic
Acting like I’m the one being cruel and antagonistic
You get up to leave whining about not being wanted
Before you left I was cowardly taunted
Your cruel question has left my mind daunted
I’m shakingly still as my heart is haunted
I couldn’t answer your question then and I won’t now
I absolutely refuse to quietly submit and bow
You’ll forget that this all happened anyhow
As I sit angrily wishing that I could forget somehow
Racing into the night
Running away from the light
Hiding from the loud daylight
As I wait for the approaching twilight
I look for the silver moon
As I listen for the tune
Of the ending afternoon
Racing into the night
The stars begin to ignite
As the silver moon reaches its height
I stretch my wings to finally take flight
I’ll trace all the constellations as I fly
Until I hear the morning sigh
Of the sun about to approach the sky