I Feel Like People Don't Talk Enough About How Utterly Mentally Exhausting It Is To Be Genuinely Obsessive

Been having a hard time with emotional regulation lately, and it just makes me feel so much worse. I really hate the feeling of being angry, and every time it hits it's like oh this feels BAD.

I'm starting to struggle with my weight again too. I thought I was better, but I guess eds don't really leave.

I can't even afford to go to therapy or get pills or anything. I know my problems are small in the grand scheme, but damn I'm tired.

Edward Hartwig, Act 60s

Trees

un feu chaud et brisé

ça craque comme des os

avec les vignes qui sèchent autour de vous

ils étouffent ton corps

vos cheveux commencent à brûler

et vous êtes pris au piège

et le parfum est vil

pour quand tu meurs

ils meurent aussi

time is going too fast and I can’t keep up. the month seems to go by in a blink but the days are long. one day you wake up and realize a full month has passed, and you have nothing. you don’t have many memories, you don’t have the potential to do anything, and you don’t have many reasons to be here anymore.

suffocating with how much i wish i had your arms around me

never thought i’d meet someone who really truly cared about my life

it happens all the time

i hate this

Literally so impossible to find a real life person nearby that actually wants me and wants to be loyal to me and has stuff in common with me?? Like yeah I'm borderline and frankly kinda dumb and really bad at socializing but fr man I just wanna be someone's lil princess baby girl ok??? Why would the world give me mental illness AND a tight pussy and NOT someone to take care of me????

"i would kill for you" "i would die for you" okay but would you forgive me if i forgot something important for the 51204th time in a row even though i tried my best to remember

I feel sick, you know

In my head, in my heart

My eyes are filled with little black stars

And my stomach churns

With a thousand words I'll never say