Probably Waiting For Padme And Luke At The Spaceport Or Sth Ajshdgkasd

is this a safe space. I have something to say about john winchester

the whole "dean knew it was the demon cuz john would never say he's proud of dean" fanon idea bothers me

for one, that's not what dean says in the scene. he says that john would be mad wasting a bullet and not be proud of him for that specific thing, not that he wouldn't be proud of him ever. secondly, john goes on to say that he really is proud of him when he's back to himself.

fanon likes to villianize john and I just can't get on board with it :/ like john at his core LOVES his family, would and has killed and died for them.

and besides, isn't it much more delicious to think that the reason dean thinks john wouldn't be proud of him is because they leave it unspoken? that instead of telling their love for each other, they show it, and assume that the others would also kill and die for them. all that tension and miscommunication..... yummm

Mine by Taylor Swift is theee SamJess song

maybe this time picking at Textures on my skin will lead to being silky smooth

“the unity we seek is not to have everyone stand in the same place, but look in the same direction- towards Christ!” (more or less, i was trying to type quick lol)

i love uchtdorf, his talk was SO GOOD

walking my turtle

dean’s discipline abuse towards sam

(part of a larger pilot - sacrifice edit but thought i’d post this ‘physical’ compilation now)

i love destiel but i wish the other ships were as popular. like yes cas and dean are my favs but what abt samandy?? sastiel?? dean and lisa?? sam and jess?? saileen?? hello, where’s their representation??

Think about Sammy and he's five years old and he says "Spicy water!" when the waitress at the diner asks what he wants to drink. And she laughs and looks at John for an explanation but he doesn't have one and can't bring himself to admit that his nine year old is the one who usually takes care of the kid.

She brings a seltzer water and Sammy takes a sip and makes a face, because it's not the spicy water but the fizz is good too and he loudly declares that to the waitress. She smiles and gives the family a free slice of pie because the kids are so cute.

Later that night, back at the motel, John sees Dean pouring holy water into Sam's sippy cup and saying "you can't tell Dad that the water's spicy" and his heart shatters all over again.

I love talking with neurotypical people about my executive dysfunction because I'm like "yeah there's this invisible wall in my head that I'm incapable of getting past no matter what I do and it stops me from doing things" and they're like what the actual fuck

Meanwhile other neurodivergents are like