You Ask Why I Didn't Reply To Your Text
You ask why I didn't reply to your text
I wanted too
But the weight of a conversation felt impossible to carry
You ask why I dont text back
I tried too
But I was scared id say the wrong thing
You ask why I never tell you things
I want to
But im scared you'll hate me for everything I do
You ask why I dont talk
I tried too
The words couldnt seem to come out
You ask why I dont wanna be your friend
I want to
But I couldnt handle you leaving
So I left first
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How about both 😎
Pfft physical pain? Have you ever tried having bpd
i want to get my shit together so badly
i also want to just give up
Yeah why im in so much pain i feel like im dying why not just be dying
Why isnt the suffocation from depression enough to kill me?
growing up is terrifying i wasn’t supposed to make it this far and now my future depends on me and i have to make wise choices and decisions and i’m just sitting here like a clueless little kid
I cant fucking do this
Like I cant handle anything
Idk what to do
I cant i just cant I csnt
I’d be more lovable dead
Tw sh talk
I need to slit my wrists
I need to watch the blood run down my arm
I need to watch my skin forced apart
I need to feel the stinging as I slice my flesh open
The release as pain is the only thing I feel
I need to watch the scars form
I need to feel the sting when I shower
The pain as it rubbs against my clothes
For this is my punishment isn't it
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life fuxking sucks man he him/ I post shit about my horrid mental health. and write potery. general tw of my blog
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