Sun Was Killing My Senses,my Dreams Are Locked In Somebody's Hands. Desires Are Lost In My Skies Full

“Don’t confuse your path with your destination. Just because it’s stormy now doesn’t mean you aren’t headed for sunshine.”

— Unknown

are user boxes still a thing? no idea. but i made user boxes as my contribution to the community. they're matchy, too!! you're free to use them- just say Aterios made it.

i'm open to making these under request, just send me an ask with the deity you'd like a box for!! please be nice, too.

gods in this post: Zeus, Hera, Poseidon, Demeter, Hestia, Apollo, Artemis, Ares, Aphrodite, Hephaestus, Athena, Hermes & Dionysus.

every time i make this world a little more bearable for those i love, my heart grows. every time they smile because of me,

laugh at me or with me,

tell me about their day,

cry to me about their deepest sorrows,

or tell me they love me, i remember.

to offer comfort, my heart beats on.

no matter what untold horrors the world and my own mind conspire to test me with next, that will not change.

this will not change my heart. (x)

Oddest places spent,

darkness in a hand,

shades of grey stand

in the palm of my head.

Falling down,

coming around,

there's fallen ash

under my pillow heart.

-t.f.s.

If I'm being honest, I can't even begin to properly channel alot of my anger

But even then it's barely visible, barely recognizable not taken seriously

Be it the hatred I feel, or my off bloodthirsty thoughts that dance around the back of my mind or the inessential lust for violence

To act on these thoughts and feelings would be wrong

But to leave them as they are

At least to me seems so utterly disappointing

Artache gets me high

Keeps me continuing inside

Art's throwin' away my bad vibe,

I do not like it,but i like it sometimes.

-t.f.s.

Silent thoughts.

Behind the sickness

I'd wish to drown

In your affection

I seek, I draw

the feeling

of death's birth,

a feeling like that

It never regrets.

You stole what I felt

Freedom could step

Into the unknown

Into the farewell,

It never became dark

But just lonely,

not enough.

—T.F.S.

How is it possible for me to remember the simplest movements of hands unknown to me:

They collect the memories slowly, with ease, so as not to drop them

and the words stop the music that I created for myself in silence.

But do they hear my sobbing heart

isolated by mirrored walls?

-t.f.s.

MONSTER ABOVE.

world swims in black,eyes in the sky watching the whole human kind die. it flies..it whispers in the night.

the monster is here,hosting through the disappearing light.

everything fades,the tension edges,

it's eyes take control over the places.

it's true form never shows,it hides in depths

of darkness,it comes in when you're alone,

quick,it captures your soul.

in a world full of darkness,

the blue sky shall be gone,

the warm sun won't come,

only black swims along,

staring in the dawn.

-t.f.s.

MARIT LAGE 

by Leon Tukker