Christmas Drawing.

A true friend is seen in times of need...

"You can't condense all of Chainsaw Man into one pane-"

October 4. A more simple drawing.

So...here is the fourth of my drawings for October 2024. Tomorrow I hope I make something more complex.

no joke.... i did block today more than 20 accounts on twitter who use ghibli ai made by open ai or whatever the fuck this is. and i think this will be my main goal from now on.

also yeah i will also block people here, if they use ai. i´m an anti-ai-radicalist lol

but it´s so crazy how many assholes we have in humanity. okay we are around 8 billion people... of course we have some dipshits but it´s soooo crazy to see it.

what a miserable day.

reminding myself the world is not fundamentally changed. we have elected our own downfall, but there are birds outside, and my little niece is learning to walk, and I need to go grocery shopping.

(people had fulfilling lives during the fall of the roman empire. I'm reading books from the 1930's, the last time fascism almost consumed us. I am reminding myself of the people of the world right now living under unjust regimes. I am looking to minorities in america, past and present, for tips on thriving with a boot on your neck. I am reaching out to the half of the country who is mourning with me today, reminding myself there is good, there are helpers, we are still here.)

in the future there will be protests, bad news, fights (jesus christ, thanksgiving is still ahead). for now I am just trying to remember how to live. in 2016 I completely shut down and retreated from everyone. I allowed myself to be tricked into thinking I was alone. I don't want to do that again. (I don't want to do any of this again.)

this is how you live through tragedies - any way you can.

Little evening walk in the woods with Gingko!

October 31. A jack-o'-lantern

Halloween. A holiday that is not native to Romania. But one I celebrated since I was little. And this mounth of drawings was part of the celebration.

And the month basically ends as it begun. With a pumpkin.

Caves are weirder and more varied than you think

Honestly, the more you think about it, the less sense it makes.

I mean, seriously. Literally most scientific discoveries were counterintuitive, and going against the consensus and common sense of the time. How can they be proven in the first place then?

Mage: The Ascension's consensus reality sounds like a neat idea until you have to answer why it only affects some parts of the world but not others. If magic is difficult because people don’t believe in it, why doesn’t the weight of belief make the 10% of your brain myth a reality? Explanations are possible, but they’re awkward and cumbersome.

October 14.My attempt to draw a leaf.

Today I really procrastinated, and by the time I started drawing I had only two hours up until midnight, here in Romania. So...I first tried to draw a rat, but I quickly realized it was would be complicated. Then I started a raven drawing, and gave up. And then started a toad drawing and gave up. Up until finally I decided to just draw an autumn leaf(a red oak leaf to be more precise).