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It feels like I’m drowning. I can’t breathe and every time I try to reach the surface, there’s another wave ready to crash down on me and break me again.

“its getting bad again but i don’t know if i have the motivation to stop it this time.”

— i thought i was done feeling like this

I'm fading away

You know I used to be on fire - Halsey (Angel on fire)

I don’t want to drag anyone into my problems. I should be able to deal with them by myself, but I fucking can’t…

One day this will kill me and I can't wait for that day to come.

It's not just other people we need to forgive. We need to forgive ourselves.

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Am I really that bad

You say I'm worthless

That's what makes me sad

And I think you're right

You're soo great

You want me to be like you

But I know, I'm just a brat

I can never be like you

Cause I'm me and you're you

Not even a day goes without a fight

You don't even know the shit you say

Makes me wanna explode like a dynamite

That is what makes my mind and heart shut tight

I just wanna cry

And want you to comfort me

But you don't even seem to try

You just let it be

You always make me sad

Only because you're mad

But I guess, I'm really that bad.