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I remember one of the most hurtful things someone said to me was "you have too big of a personality for me." It broke my heart. Fast forward to a few years later, I got offered an amazing opportunity because of my "vibrant" personality. Don't change for anyone. The right people will eventually come into your life with love for every part of you.

Consistency is the name of the game. The more frequently you show up for yourself and the things that you want, the quicker they flow into your life.

So I had to repeat my physics project because my entire map was wrong 😄 thankfully my friend pre-checked it 😁

B-LOG #1 (110121)

My friends forgot my birthday, twice

They were probably busy or tired from the holidays but, I did my best to celebrate and stay up till midnight and create online greeting surprises for them even when their birthdays fell on exams week. Am I petty for tweeting about it on my twitter? Or sharing a sarcastic eecard instagram story about how they shouldn’t feel sorry that they forgot my birthday again because atleast they were consistent?

It just sucks when you go all out on somebody’s special to the best of your abilities and all you get is a half-assed “Happy Birthday, hope we see each other soon” imessage. Or when nobody even bothered to greet me on our Org’s group chat.

It’a been 4 days since my birthday and I’m still treating those wounds. But hey, on the brightside them forgetting my birthday is sort of like a get out of jail free card. “You forgot my birthday so I’m exempt from the task.” Or I’ll just wait for the next petty idea to brew in my brain.

TW — trauma dumping, suicidal thoughts, death & dying

Not gonna lie, I was really nervous when I put up my first ask game on @berrybace . I had a friend of a friend message me on my personal facebook and asked for a tarot reading, of course I was happy that I got referred to.

This is also the reason why I avoid questions revolving death.

It was okay at first then they asked me when they were going to d*e, how they were going to d*e and what were their dead relatives thinking right now. They also sent me a message about their su*cidal thoughts…

I felt so violated… I blocked and deleted their message. Trauma dumping will never, ever be okay! God I was so shocked and just ??????? why do people think it’s okay to tell people who THEY DO NOT KNOW and DID NOT GIVE CONSENT !!!!

What is this place between hopeless romantic and strong independent individual

I finished my 4500 word Art Critique today, along with my short essay on research…

The only thing I have left to do is my physics project!! Which I will also finish today!!!