I need a scene where Gil-galad comforts Elrond and tells him that none of this his fault.
You can tell when Gil-gald looks down at Elrond in that "Durin will come" scene that he pities him, but ultimately, they are in the middle of a battle. The king needs to take charge or they'd be slaughtered.
But Elrond is shattered. And I feel like he's going to blame himself. He was the commander. He'll think, "If I had kept charging."
"If I had left Nenya in Lindon."
"If I had just done more..."
But ultimately, Eregion was falling even before they showed up. I really don't think anything Elrond did would have prevented it from being destroyed. Maybe if he'd kept charging they'd have had better odds, but they were still massively outnumbered.
And I just need Gil-galad to tell him it's not his fault.
bromance
James B. Conant (left) and Vannevar Bush shaking hands after Trinity
This was really a reenactment in 1946
My friend thought they were holding hands and honestly I do see that
That's so sweet
Pronouns are they/them and she/her, the High King he/him. You might have to click the picture to read it!
My computer is broken so I have to make do with pen and paper with limits what I can do for mah boys but I just HAD TO DO THE QUICKEST SKETCH I COULD DO AND GET THAT OF MY CHEST I LOVE THEM SO MUCH OK YAY
Comment ROP theories for Ep 8 below! I’m busy and I won’t be able to watch the episode until much later at night. I wanna be entertained by your theories.
Morgoth hated the Feanorians. Or no, that's not quite it. He hated the Finwëans, he loathed them.
The whole line of Finwe had his hatred (and the hatred of Sauron as well, but that's a bit different pice of cake).
He hated them because that whole lineage, from Finwe himself to his very last descendants were the only ones of this world who could look him in the eyes and stand straight, to oppose him.
(Because Luthien doesn't count, now does she? She wasn't fully of the Eldar after all, no. She was other, and half. But the line of Finwe had no such advantages!)
Morgoth hated and feared them, thought not in ways that often could be perceived.
He saw weak, worthless elves who could look at him and say 'you are nothing'. Elves who could look the Darkness into the eyes and burn brighter, bright enough to banish the shadows.
Finwe, who stood between him and the Silmarils (Morgoth was wrong, Finwe wasn't protecting the Silmarils only). The High King of the Noldor who knew he will die and died with his head high and back unbroken, with eyes fearless and blood boiling with fire (where did you think Feanor got it from huh?).
Feanor, who slammed the door in his face, who spat and ragged and could not be contained. Feanor who he manipulated but couldn't corrupt. Feanor who lost only due to himself, whose death was his own no matter what Morgoth would give to be able to say that the Spirit of Fire was his at the end.
Maitimo, Maedhros, who endured torment and torture, humiliation and agony under which any other would break. Nelyafinwe who was rescued and came back, making himself the wall and shield between Morgoth and the whole world. Russandol who died by his own hand, because of his own pain and his own mind, his own actions. He who was never Morgoths, even at his lowest.
Maglor, a singer of such renown and talent one could be forgiven for mistaking him for a Maia. Makalaure who bend the reality in ways that should have been impossible to the elves and that were alien to Ainur. Kanafinwe who walks upon Middle Earth, enduring through his pain because it is his, his crimes, his mind, his hands. He is his own.
Celegrom who was hild, of the forest and rivers and streams, of the Hunt. Turcafinwe who rode against dark beasts and hunted in Oromes train long before Morgoths was released. Tyelkormo the Fair, the Cruel, master of his own soul, untamed and free as the wind. He who looked upon the shadows and walked right through them, he who looked at it and grinned with blood on his mouth and said at it 'i am better'.
Caranthir, never seen or heard but always there. Morifinwe who walked the thin line of Dark and Light with ease seen in none other before. Carnistir who burned with cold fire and walked in the shadows of others with skill unparalleled. He who was called The Dark, and he who carried that name with grace of the night sky. Unbending, master of his own life.
Curufin, so like his father and yet so different. Atarince who instead of jewels made draggers, he who forged armour that somehow was as unbreakable as the house that wore it. Curufinwe, The Crafty they called him, not knowing how close to the truth they were. He burned brightly, which made it all more tragic when he met his own end.
Ambarussa, one never without the other, red hair as the fire raging within. Amrod and Amras, wild as Celegrom, yet as silent as Caranthir. They who were twins, one an extension of the other. They who were so like their brothers, while being entirely different. They who burned the hottest.
Author's note: Written with my OC Eleniel but can be a reader insert too
Summary: Elrond is an overzealous herald, and some day, he burns out. His darling wife nurses him back to health.
As the daughter of High King Gil-galad, Eleniel knew the pressure was on for her to maintain a graceful and elegant front as the Princess of Lindon. She knew the pressure of the court, to live up to everyone's expectations, but never in her life had she seen someone so...committed to it as Elrond was.
She knew that he always felt inferior, due to his half-elven heritage. Many a night, she had spent with him in their bed, reassuring him that he was more than enough as she pressed soft kisses to his shoulders. But it seemed that she had failed to actually convince him.
She saw the emotion he hid behind his perpetually lingering smile and his sweet words. Deep down, Eleniel knew one thing.
Elrond wasn't okay.
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"Elrond," Eleniel spoke as she entered his study, shutting the door gently behind her. He was bent over his desk, scribbling madly, a fire burning in his eyes as his quill scratched the parchment. On the ground, she saw several broken quills, no doubt swept away in anger.
"What?" Gone was the shy, sweet herald she'd fallen in love with. In his place was a tone of vindictiveness, pent up anger. Eleniel was a little taken aback by his tone of voice, but she needed to get around whatever it was Elrond was experiencing this time.
"Elrond," she spoke softly, fiddling with a lock of her long hair. "Are you alright?"
He didn't answer her. Eleniel could hear her heart shattering, but she ignored the pain and continued to linger in his study. She moved closer to his desk, her steps feather-light, and reached out to pick up a particular document to read it.
Almost like lightning, his hand shot out to catch hers. Elrond snatched the document out of her hands and slammed it on the desk so hard the quills rattled in their inkwells.
"Leave it," he growled.
Eleniel's blue eyes widened at his words. What had happened. "Elrond, I-"
Her sweet herald snapped. "If you have nothing to say, leave!" He got out of his chair, grey eyes blazing and a stray strand of brown hair falling in front of his face. Elrond was glaring back at her, his eyes ablaze with a fury she'd never seen.
However, he saw Eleniel's eyes, blue like the boundless sea. They were wide open, perhaps with shock and a little fear. Instantly, Elrond's eyes softened, and he took a step towards his wife. "Melda, I...I apologise," he murmured, his eyes downcast. "I don't know what came over me, I..."
Tears pricked the corner of his eyes, and before he knew it, they started cascading like pearls broken from a chain down his cheeks. Eleniel's heart clenched and she pulled him into her embrace.
"Talk to me, Elrond. What's happening?"
"I...I push myself too hard..." he sniffled, burying his face in her shoulder. "It's my fault...all of it."
"I hear them talk, you know," he continued, "that I'm not worthy of you, not even worthy of being here, because I'm a peredhel. I'm trying to prove them wrong."
Eleniel pressed a kiss to his forehead, and pulled away just enough to look into his eyes. The beautiful grey eyes she so loved. "Elrond," she sighed, "you don't need to prove yourself to anyone. If those...idiots cannot see that you're more than your heritage, the fault lies with them and their poor judgement."
"You think so?"
"I know so, Elrond," Eleniel agreed firmly. "Your kindness and sincerity far surpass any flattery the courtiers utter. You're genuine, you love helping others no matter who they are...need I go on?"
She pulled him to her again. "Okay, I'm officially relieving you of your duties for the rest of the week. You're to take a break, away from your work."
Elrond looked up at her, unintentionally flashing those puppy eyes. "What about the High King?"
Eleniel laughed. "Whatever objections the High King has, he can run them by me, because my lovely herald needs a break!"
She tackled him to the ground, pressing kisses to any inch of him she could reach, namely his face. Elrond laughed as he felt a knot in his chest unravel.
He needed this. To heal, to rest. As he looked down at his wife, still kissing him fervently, he knew something.
Elrond had all he needed right here.
Screams rang out in the courtyard as the panicked elves rushed about, desperate to go to the safety of their homes. Fear had taken a hold of Noldoriel’s heart as she glanced at the flaming spheres launched by the orcs slowly streaking towards Eregion. Her mind raced as she thought of all the times she’d spent here, the moments she’d shared with friends, with Erestor, Mirdania, Malendol, amongst others.
A hand landed gently on her shoulder. It was Annatar, returning to her side after issuing orders. Noldoriel whirled around to face him, a question burning in her eyes. “What if Mirdania was right?”
“About what?” Annatar’s head tilted sideways, his eyebrow raised.
“A few days ago, she told me,” Noldoriel began. “She told me she was resizing a Ring of Power, accidentally put it on. She saw a being of flame and darkness, reeking of death. That it had been here among us all along.”
After a moment of silence between them, Noldoriel spoke again. “What if she was right? The Deceiver had been among us all along?”
“What brings you to that conclusion?” Annatar questioned. Noldoriel didn’t miss the way his lip curled at the query.
“Things have been going wrong in Eregion of late,” Noldoriel responded. “Celebrimbor has become…more irritable. Consumed by making the Rings. This has never happened to him before. And I feel…I feel a strange malevolence in the air, even now. Something that has been there since, since…”
She looked at him, their eyes meeting. “Since you arrived.”
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It’s that time of year where I rewatch everything, so I painted some Elrond to get in the spirit. ✨my favorite.
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