My Life...

Alfa Males cum. That's what I crave. Always.

Q&A 1

Sometimes I get questions from followers of my blog. From time to time I will try to answer the most interesting od them. That's first:

You posted that you escort sometimes. Does that give you a special thrill? The fact that a man wants you so much he will pay a lot?

When I was much younger (19-27) I was quite often an escort girl for rich men. Nowdays I sometimes do it for fun. But there were never any meetings with some random guys who just called phone number and ordered "service" for an evening.

I was always very selective. I wouldn't have sex (even for money) with a guy who wasn't my type. And my type was always succesfull dominant Alfa Male. Usually they were married or had girlfriends but from time to time just wanted uncomplicated fucking on the side and paid for it. I met them via recommendation of my two older friends who were luxury escort girls or later via some internet "sponsorship websites"

I needed money and liked the fact that they paid money for my service. But almost always I also had a lot of pleasure. I am very submissive towards Alfa Males, but there was additional thrill that I was bought as some kind of slave and I have no choice but to give Him pleasure until he sends me away.

I also had some really crazy adventures which wouldn't be possible within normal relationship, like for example luxury mediterrenian cruises (8 girls for 3 men), parties (2 girls for 6 men or 5 girls for married couple), crazy nights (alone sucking off 4 men 18 times during one night) and many others...

Fun fact is that men who paid for my services usually treated me (as a person) much better than my Alfa boyfriends whom I loved.

Beta boys... the sooner you accept this, the better your relationship will be.

I agree!

Sperm

Cum, spunk, male milk or nectar... I love it! Its taste, smell, texture and erotic symbolism.

I was 16 when I first tasted it after giving handjob to my beta boyfriend. I hated it and told him I would never give a blowjob.

I was 17 when a dominant Alfa Male forced me to suck Him, then to clean every drop with my mouth. Still hated it, but in the next few months He taught me the hard way what is expected from a woman. I started to like it, then love it.

During all those years I sucked sperm from cocks, cleaned it from mans balls, my own face, other girls pussies or bodies, licked it from floor, table, mirror, dildoes, shoes and condoms... Yeah, with a right Man (or Men) I am very submissive and nasty bitch.

However, there is difference between Alfa Males sperm and beta boys cummies.

Alfa Males sperm.

There are so many bitches competing to get it. When I am with such a Man I will do anything to empty his balls, to make Him ejaculate for me. To mark me as his woman, his slut, his cum dumpster.

When He cums in my mouth, I feel I have done a good job.

When He cums in my pussy, I feel taken.

When He cums in my ass, I feel violated.

When He cums on my face, I feel so nasty.

When He cums on my body, I feel marked.

When He cums on the the floor and forces me to lick it clean, I feel humilitated.

When he cums in/on another woman and forces me to lick it clean, I feel like a slave.

When He cums in my pussy and I make my husband clean it, I feel like a Queen.

Beta boys cummies.

Its just a tool to control and humilitate these males. Its place is in his balls to keep him horny all the time for his Queen. Sometimes there is a need to drain the balls.

Ruined orgasm makes him so submissive.

Cumming on his Queen feet makes him so thankful.

Cumming on the floor or into the toilet makes him so humilitated.

Licking his own spunk is a good training method.

When you force him to clean your pussy from Alfa Males sperm, he knows his place in the relationship.

When you force him to suck Alfa Males cock and swallow or lick His sperm, there is no way back for beta boy to recover his manhood.

Q&A 6

Going off what you wrote, very interesting with your husband being more worried about other "betas" and that makes sense. How have those talks gone?

Well, he is worried about other betas, because he is afraid I would leave him for relationship with a man who would be better and more dedicated slave for me. He knows I would never get into relationship other than sexual with any Alfa, but he is afraid that some other beta would steal my heart. He is wrong, but that is deep in his mind. We talk about it and usually I tell him to simply be better and more dedicated to me and my needs. And he is. I like his jealousy.

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How often do you enjoys other betas tongues? What else do they do for you?

Not very often now. I have one regular beta boy who pays me decent money to be able to lick my pussy and ass (2-3 times a month) and one who is my ex-betaboyfriend (now happily married) and sometimes begs me to sit on his face. I also had few one night stands during business travel when I took beta boys and let them lick my pussy when no decent Alfa was available.

Sometimes I let beta boy to masturbate in front of me... for example onto the floor or into the toilet. I love their confused faces after they get their cummies. I never let their sperm to touch my body - that is reserved only for my Alfa lovers and sometimes my for husband.

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Do you keep your husband in chastity? How do you keep him from cumming...and how do you allow him to do so!?

There is no strict chastity in our relationship. Most of the time he is on the honour system and I know I can trust him (I would recognize his cheating in that area momentarily). I put him in chastity always when we play with other people and I put him for longer time when I plan something special. For example before he got to suck his first cock he was 2 weeks in chastity, and before our wedding night he was full month in chastity (his record).

He is allowed to cum only in my presence. I let him masturbate in front of me or I give him handjob or footjob (since I married him, he is the only beta boy who gets my hand or foot). After cumming he is obliged to lick his sperm clean. Sometimes I decide to ruin his orgasm. From time to time (when I am extra kinky) I peg him with double dildo. It's for my pleasure, but if he leaks during pegging I can accept this.

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Are you very submissive to the alphas? Enjoy collars, bondage, anything like that?

It depends on Alfa Male and his needs. It's not about bondage or collars, but personality of a Man. I was in relationship and living together with a Man, who turned out to be sadist (it got out of him slowly) and I was trained to accept pain (to some extent) and humilitation.

Other time I was few months in relationship with another Alfa, who fucked me only 3 times (three!) during our 5 months together. He treated me as his oral cumdumpster - I got to suck him 2-3 times a day and got nothing in return. Well... he didn't care if I masturbated during sucking his cock. That was merciful, as I know few Men who would slap me hard if I didn't concentrate 100% on their cocks.

Another example... I hate anal, but if Alfa Male really wants to fuck me in the ass, he will do it. I would cry and beg him not to, I would try to move out or clench my ass, but if He is strong and brutal enough, he will take it. And I will cry from the pain but eventually submit. On mental level I love to feel conquered and I feel it has roots in the way my virginity was taken.

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For your friends who know about your dom/sub/cuckold situation. What do they think about it? Is your husband ever allowed to lick your gilfriends?

I am independent of other people opinions. I do not have many close female friends, but only one is NOT cheating on her husband or partner - Megan. She is married to real Alfa, who happens to be mine (and other women) lover and she is very submissive.

My other friends cheat on their husbands or partners and to say the truth they are very jealous of my relationship and the fact that I can do it openly.

And there is Lena - my closest friend. Her situation is totally different. She is 40 y.o. dominant Queen, her husband 55 y.o. slave. As my marriage is femdom/cuckold, Her marriage is femdom/BDSM. There are strict rules and permanent chastity, punishments and a lot of humilitation. She taught me much about femdom psychology and rules. I can say, she is my mentor in the matter. Without Her I couldn't be able to build relationship with my husband as it is now. She thinks I am too delicate and soft for him.

My husband got to lick and fuck his two girlfriends before he was mine. Since he is mine he didn't get any sex and only got to lick me. Few times he got to lick Lena, as Her husband got to lick me. So in his life he had sex with 2 girls, licked 4 pussies including mine (I plan another one in the near future) and sucked 3 different cocks several times (my plan for him is to service orally more different cocks than pussies).

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Also, have you ever "dated" a beta, or had one for an extended period of time?

Of course, I dated betas and Alfas. How else would I know the difference between them? How else would I know, that I don't want marriage with an Alfa? How else would I know, that my husband is the best choice?

Apart from my husband, relationships with other betas were rather short. For most guys (even beta SIMPs) it was hard to get used to my licentiousness and dominance. Even when they seemed to accept the fact, that I have sex with other Men and not with them, it was short term acceptance. They either run from me or argued with me and tried to change me... sometimes even if they agreed that I fuck other Men, they tried to control me. Then I kicked them out of my life.

All you get to do is lick

When first time as a young girl I sucked cock and was forced to swallow and clean the sperm, I hated it. I could feel the taste for the rest of the evening. It was like nothing else. Unforgettable.

Today I love it. It's like a drug to me. Just a memory of the taste makes me wet.

Everyday routine in my marriage...

Huge Cock and gallons of sperm... that's what I love.