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Room for more chapter 8

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The next few days went well, and as those days bled into a month. Nearly to the date Pixel came back for a check in for the kids. She trusted her friends but needed to put that aside for the well-being and safety, so here she was checking on them.

It was raining that fateful day, near pouring from the dark grey clouds. Thanksgiving will be in a few weeks, the rapid drop in temperature was an odd sensation that she wasn’t prepared for. She didn’t need to knock before Cole opened the door with a smile.

“Hey, come on in.” He greeted her, opening the door.

“Thank you, now you know why i’m here?” Pixel got straight to the point, she wasn’t here as a friend.

Cole nodded, “Of course, now Zane wasn’t sure if you wanted to talk to the kids first or us so both are in the living room.”

She nodded before she brought up their file, it was rather thick and contained the information for both brother and sister. “I’ll talk with the children first, I'm trusting that they're ok.”

“In our words yes, but you have to take their word for it.” Cole simply shrugged, in the end it was up to the kids.

Pixel nodded again, before moving to the living room where the two children sat playing with toys. They did seem happier then when she’d last seen them, more like children.

Zane came out of the kitchen, apron tied around his waist and a tray of drinks in hand. “Hello Mrs. Borg, welcome.”

The children looked up from their toys and smiled at her, Kai seemed hesitant with his greeting but did so nonetheless. “Hello Mrs. Borg!” The two greeted before giving Zane their whole attention.

An exchange of pleasantries and drinks commenced, mostly small talk and such before Pixel cleared her throat, “I would like to speak to the children now please, alone.” That statement made the room feel so much colder.

“Of course, kids go with Mrs.Borg. Show her your rooms and such.” Zane motioned for the two to follow Mrs. Borg when they made no move.

Kai eyed her with caution, he knew she was a nice woman and from he was told she was fair and sweet. But social workers weren’t always nice, they seemed nice but weren’t what they seemed. Nya mostly followed her brother in mannerisms, but never really thought. Like when all the doctors thought her Mama was gonna be fine and she died a week later-or when dad said he’d be back. Nonetheless the two followed Mrs. Borg up the stairs and to Nya’s room where the children share the bed while Mrs. Borg sits in front of them.

~*meanwhile*~

Anxiety was a son of bitch, so much so that Cole was cursing every single god to let him be at peace. Granted that probably wouldn’t happen seeing as they didn’t have much to worry about-they shouldn’t have anything to worry about.

“You're pacing a hole in the carpet dear.” Zane mentioned as he sat with a book on the couch and some tea.

“Surprised you aren’t joining me.” Cole snapped before stopping and wincing, “I’m sorry babe, it’s just been really stressful lately.”

Zane sighed as he closed his book before rubbing his eyes, “I know my dear, but please calm down.”

Cole, now tired, collapses on the couch next to his husband. “I hate waiting.”

Zane guided Cole’s head to his lap and started to card his fingers through thick black hair. “As do I, my love, but if we waited this long then perhaps it’s worth the wait.”

The two were silent for a moment, the house rarely creaked but as the silence went on it felt like the house was moving with the wind of the storm.

“Are we good parents?” Cole asks as Zane picks up his discarded tea.

He was silent for a moment, contemplating his husband's words. “I like to think we’re doing a good job so far, but only time will tell really.”

“I’m not talking about that,” Cole sits up and faces his husband, “I’m talking about are we doing the right thing? Like could we be holding them back, are we taking them away from an uncontacted family member, are we doing things wrong and not knowing it?!” His voice rose an octave, panic of unknown answers to rising questions loomed over him like the storm clouds outside.

Zane wasn’t going to lie; questions like those often plagued his mind. It was times like those when he wouldn’t sleep-couldn’t stop the thoughts that reminded him that what they were doing could have been taken away so quickly.

“I like to think we're doing the right thing-we’re hopefully doing the right thing. Maybe we're helping them, or maybe we’re like our parents and don’t even know it. I…” Zane trailed off, the thought of being like either of his fathers was a difficult one to handle. Dr. Julian was a good man, just not a great parent; never really being there for his kids and favoring one over the other. His other father, Arashi was far more old fashioned with just about everything especially parenting. While he was there for things, It always felt like nothing was good enough for him, and in turn neither Zane nor Echo were good enough.

“We’re definitely better than our parents-no offence. I mean we’re going through all these hoops just to be here.” Cole thankfully interrupts Zane’s thoughts. “Plus we’ve done a lot to get here and made progress with Kai.”

Ok that was undeniable-when Kai first got there it was tense and full of trial and error, Nya while younger and mostly followed her brother in terms of what he did. Both have grown so much in the past month, opening up to them and feeling like a family.

“What i’m trying to say is, we can try and hopefully succeed?” Cole gently brought the conversation to a sorta close.

“I suppose your right, but that will never truly answer our questions.” Zane reached for his husband, seeking comfort. “And that’s good right?”

The two were quiet for a moment, before little feet were heard coming down the stairs followed by the sound of Pixels heels.

The two children joined the older on the couch and leaned deeply into their warmth. Whatever they talked about upstairs was clearly behind them.

“Alright so after i take a look around then you can go back to domestic life.” Pixel smiles as Zane detached himself from Nya’s hold on him and led her around the home for her to deem safe for the children.

~later~

They passed the check with flying colors, the kids were happy and very safe. Education wise Zane had gotten them workbooks and brought them to speed with 5th and 1st grade respectfully so they could both go to school in the spring. If they were still in their care by then anyways.

Nonetheless things were actually going well for the family, it was perfect.

Then they got a call, rather late at night actually from Pixel who sounded frazzled and stressed.

Zane picked up his phone around 3 am, answering the call without looking at the caller ID. “Hello?”

“Hey Zane-quick thing.” Pixel wasted no time with introductions or greetings. “Seeing as you and Cole are foster parents and while I know you already have two children under your care-” Pixel cut herself off with a quick ‘excuse me’ to supposedly yell at someone.

Cole turned to his side as Zane sat up and clicked on the bedside lamp, “What's happening? Who is it?”

Before Zane could answer Pixel talked to him “Can you take a baby-maybe 9 months old?”

Zane was silent for a moment, needing some time to process her words. “Um, can i talk to Cole for a second then I can talk.” He hung up the phone before letting the phone fall and falling backwards into the pillows himself.

“What happened?” Cole himself turned on his bedside lamp before following his husband and collapsing onto his pillows.

“Pixel wants to place us with a baby.” Was all Zane said. That kind of shocked Cole, when they had first considered fostering they had been open to much younger kids. Now though seeing as they already have two kids-did they really need a baby?

“Do you want to?” Zane asks, before pausing, “Foster the baby I mean.”

“Honestly, we should do it.” Cole answers after a pause. “I mean we're doing pretty good with Kai and Nya and the system doesn’t help kids at any age really.”

He turns to his side, waiting for Zane’s response. He knew Zane wanted a baby, hell when they were in highschool Zane took many babysitting jobs be it with his younger brother or the neighborhood kids.

“I think we should as well.” Zane finally answers after the minutes start to stretch. “But what about Kai and Nya? They should be consulted on this, it’s a very important decision that they should have a hand in.”

“Call Pixel back, and we can talk to them in the morning.” Cole advised as he got up with his phone. “I’ll call in sick so we can all talk this over.”

Before Zane could tell him about the rain from the afternoon Pixel picked up, “Zane, hi. Did you both talk about it?”

“Yes, we’d love to foster the baby but why did you call at 3 in the morning?” Zane also got up from bed-he’d might as well check in on the kids.

Pixel was silent on the other line for a little while before she sighed heavily, “Well seeing as i was handed the baby at 2 am i figured it was better than nothing. And you did answer so.”

Zane was quiet for a second, “I’m sorry what?”

Pixel sighed again before answering, “Watch the news in the morning and you’ll understand ok? So when can i come with the baby?”

“Umm, in two days maybe? We have to talk to the kids and get everything ready.” Zane leaded against the hallway wall. “..What’s their name? The babies?”

“His name is Lloyd, he's nine months old and i think you’ll love him.” He could hear the smile in Pixels voice before his phone pinged. “I sent you some general information, I'll talk to you later ok?” They exchanged goodbyes and hung up.

After checking Kai’s room(it was empty) and then going to Nya’s to see the siblings cuddled close in the bed. After a quick picture of the two he closed the door and went back to bed. Cole was back, the bedside lamp turned off. Zane turned off his light and went to sleep.

Tomorrow is going to be hectic.

Room for more(chapter 7)

~meanwhile~

Cole told him to give Kai space, to give the small boy time because it’s going to be a long time before he could trust either of them. But at the same time, Zane knows in his heart that Kai and Nya needed him. He shouldn’t push him, he won’t push him.

So why was he at Kai’s door?

Because you shouldn’t leave a ten year old crying alone in his room. Right? No you shouldn’t leave them alone like that, unless they want space. Zane should give him space.

The door opened, Kai had retreated back to his bed but had left the door open for Zane to either come in or leave him alone.

“Hey, um I brought you a snack.” He held out a plate of sliced peaches even though the boy couldn’t see.

Kai didn’t move, the room felt like it dropped a few degrees. “Um, i’ll leave them here for you.” He placed the plate on the bedside table where a lamp stood proudly.

“Do you wanna talk about it?” Zane asked as he sat on the corner of the bed. He should have left, he didn’t want to make the boy uncomfortable.

“No.” Kai almosted snapped, how a ten year old could hold so much venom was a mystery to Zane.

“Oh, well I’m here if you need anything.” He hesitated to leave, not wanting to leave the conversation(no matter how one sided) un resolved.

Kai stayed still, even as Zane shifted and got up. “I’m sorry I yelled at you.” he said quietly.

Zane stilled, unsure if he heard correctly.

When he didn’t say anything he heard near silent sobs and gasps the Kai tried to repress.

He whipped around and got down on his knees in front of the boy.

Kai continued to try and suppress his wails scooting away from the man. No no no no no no no no no no- he can’t- he just can’t. Why didn’t he keep his mouth shut, now he and Nya will be sent back to Mrs.Borg, unless Mr.Julien and Mr.Cole tell her, they will. They’ll tell her everything and she’ll send them to Mr.Carter.

Zane felt at a loss, he didn’t know what to do, he’s never really dealt with panic attacks like this. Ok calm down, Kai was scared and needed him. What did he do with Echo if he got scared? Well he’d fetch his parents and they’d calm him down, but the times they weren’t there he’d-

A loud sob ripped its way out of the boy, memories of the last home he’d been in wormed their way in.

“Kai, Kai, honey, is it okay if i touch you?” Zane’s voice cut through his panicked sobs, causing the boy to freeze. “You could shake your head, anything.”

Kai shook his head roughly, he didn’t want that.

“Alright then listen to me, please just listen.” Zane’s words were urgent but his tone was soft. Kai lifted his head to look at him no matter how blurry he was.

“I need you to breathe with me ok, just in and out.” Zane showed him, it somewhat calmed down the boy but he was shaking and tears still streamed down his face.

“...I’m sorry.” Kai whispered, he grabbed his pillow and buried his face into it.

“Why are you sorry?” Zane asks, he was on the bed, giving Kai space.

The boy was silent for a minute, “Why are you sorry Kai?”

“....because i made you cry.” He clutched the pillow tighter, “Kids aren’t supposed to make adults cry.”

Zane blinked, “Kai i’m ok. You didn’t make me cry.”

The boy shook his head, “I made you feel bad, just admit it.”

“Kai sweetie, you didn’t make me feel bad. I was worried that's all.” He placed a hand on the boy's head, who tensed but melted into the touch.

“Are you gonna tell Mrs.Borg?” He mumbled after a minute.

“No honey, I won't tell Pixel ok.” Kai had slowly moved to Zane’s arms, practically engulfed in them.

“...I’m sorry about what happened earlier.” Kai mumbled, head bowed.

“It’s ok, we’re still making boundaries and things will happen.” Zane rubbed the boy’s back, who finally relaxed a bit.

“So you're not mad?” Kai asks, tensing once more.

“I could never be mad at you, just remember something for me please?” Zane shifted so he could look Kai in the eye. “Just know that, no matter what you do or say me and Cole want you. Never forget that.”

It took all of the boys courage not to cry again. It won’t be the last time he heard words similar to this, granted it was the first time but the fact still remained. Someone cares for him, for him and Nya. Why though?

Zane handed him his stuffed dog, “Do you wanna come down with me and help with dinner?” He asks.

Kai took the dog, he still hasn’t given him a name yet. “...no thank you.”

“Ok, well I’ll get you when dinner is ready, ok?” Zane gave Kai one last hug before getting up to leave.

When he left Kai reached for the peaches, remembering what his mom once said about them. ‘A perfect peach should be enjoyed with others, share the spoils when you can.’

Well, Nya liked peaches and Kai’s pretty sure he scared her earlier with the yelling. Making up his mind he grabbed the plate and walked to Nya’s room where she was drawing a large robot.

“Nya? Can I come in?” He knocked his foot against the door frame, knowing if he came in without letting her know she would get scared.

Nya looked up and nodded before going back to her drawing.

Kai walked in before sitting next to her and placing the plate inbetween the two. “Watcha drawing?” He asks, as she starts filling in the messy outline with red.

“It’s a mec, I saw one like this at the store.” Nya smiles before reaching for a peach slice.

“Cool, can I draw to?” Kai asks as he gets a slice as well.

“Yeah, you can draw whatever ya want.” She moved a little closer to her brother.

“I’m sorry about the yelling earlier, I didn’t mean to scare you.” Kai admitted.

Nya shrugged “I know you didn’t mean it, just don’t do it again please.”

“I promise!”

“You're forgiven.” Nya snuggles against her brother. He knew he was forgiven.

Things will be better, and that’s what’s important.

yoooo, adorable demon family ❤❤

I pulled myself together and translated something

Of course, still not reclaimed Drax still wants to destroy humanity and this same desire he instills in turtles. Lou Jitsu is a man and doesn't turn into a rat.

As planned, the brothers will find it very difficult to go through the fact that their second father is a human whom they hate so much. And also, April! I think somehow to connect her with splinter, maybe like his student. And after meeting April, turtles experience even greater resonance because she is cool and good, but human.

Now about the timeline. Mosguitoes were freed by turtles. April and Lou Jitsu deal with mutated people in the city. They get to meet with Tod thanks to the fact that Lou Jitsu wanted to get moon buggy in order to destroy it, because he hates Jupiter Jim. They also work with Big Momma several times, but this is awkward for April because Splinter flirts with spider lady all the time and she answers. Most of the remaining adventures were left to the turtles.

Of course, Drax did not raise them as his sons, but as minions and warriors. But the brothers are still very happy with any praise as in the original.

They had more freedom of action in the hidden town, until Draxum began to be wanted criminal. And again they had to live in the shadows, hiding from everyone

In order to defeat Shredder, who sucked power from their dad, the turtles had to unite with April and Splinter. After that, they began to be friends, although they had been brutally at odds before. Then happened CANON BALL from the first series.

Mayhem has always been with April, and since we still do not know whether he will hand over his family in the original or not, I will not write anything about him yet.

Mikey in this au has not changed much, only more quick-tempered. Doctor delicate touch appears more often. He likes to call Draxum a dad, although he doesn't really like it. All the same, the sunshine of the team, but stop, why is he running away every night? He is sometimes sent to solitary tasks, and he is always present in a team with others.

Don, he had much more room for invention. More materials, more features. Initially, he was also taught as a warrior, but he showed himself to be a more fragile member of the team, but even Draxum admired his ability to science. He is never sent to solo missions and rarely to team missions.

Leo. In childhood, he spoke a lot, but this behavior stopped abruptly, and none of the brothers knows why. He is still a little clumsy with weapons, but in stealth he has no equal. Leon is most often expelled to singles, because he is not too small as Mikey and not too huge as Raf. Very clever and courageous. He also goes to team tasks.

Raphael. A strict leader, but if they are not on assignments, then he is still the same as we know him. A cool big brother who loves plush toys. He is the best at completing errands exactly as directed. Sometimes on solitary and always in command.

Although Drax thinks he is not attached to them, he is not. All the same, raising them from childhood and not becoming attached is quite difficult.

Huginn and Muninn were their common nannies, and how many little adventures they experienced with little turtles.

Here it is. Of course, you can draw something on this аu if you wish.

Draxum keeped all of the turtles au? Yes, xD

Sorry, but I think I will be too lazy to translate everything I wrote about this au

I’ve done evil home now it’s evil Wally. Next on the list are evil no one and evil everyone

oh. you ship glasier? that's so cool....

and then they kissed

Hey um,, cole getting real close with kai while he's a ghost bc he helps him feel warm and happy? You betcha👍

monkie kid boom

rick wishes you a good morning