If I May Make A Contribution

for the clownbo enjoyers who aren't on ao3, here's my list of clownbo fics so far!!!!! please enjoy 💚💚💚

happy ten years

I'm so glad I got back into writing fanfiction this year after 8 years.

I never thought any of my little fic would do well and I've been blown away by how they've done. @zinder-fox and @venelona If not for you two, I don't think I would've written many at all ❤️

To end the year, I want to pick a few of my favourites that I wrote 😊 1. what dreams are made of This is the first one I wrote and the idea had been in my head for months. I really proud of this one, since I didn't even expect to get even 10 kudos. It encouraged me to continue to write.

2. light in the darkness I remember really wanting to do a mafia boss Dazai x bartender Atsushi fic. I was so happy with how this one turned out and I'm currently working on a sequel. I hope to have the first chapter done for Dazatsu Month.

3. give me a sign It's not one of my more popular fics, but this one if my favourite that I've done.

4. start of something new My first dazatsuya fic😌 I can't believe with how well this fic did. I want to write more fics for them in 2025.

5. isn't he pretty? I want to thank @zinder-fox for writing their mafia boss Atsushi fic. I was inspired. This one I have a sequel written for Dazatsu month.

6. darkest hour This is my second favourite fic that I've written. I love it so much.

Art trade w @nooodlegod (so late srry poookie XD)

(context: someone submitted their post-trial sex)

happy pride month to the all american bitch

I literally cant fucking breathe 

So at a party it is socially acceptable to just silently join a circle of people talking and contribute to the conversation when you feel like it as if you already know everyone in the circle, btw.

Some long, big thoughts on Kazuki, Rei, and being “Fathers.” - SPOILERS!

I really think this episode is when Kazuki and Rei really face the reality that they are Miri’s FATHERS. Like, it finally sunk in.

The lady here uses otou-sama, which is a very formal way to address the two of them, very stuffy. But also very…Japanese. In Japan, it is very commonplace nowadays for little kids to use papa and mama when addressing their parents, but those are still seen as loanwords. They don’t carry the same weight as being referred to, and seen as, FATHERS.

That question and how they would be perceived by others really hit them here. They aren’t just playing house at home anymore, they are out in society and are going to be perceived as this Miri’s fathers. That may also come with the assumption that they are a couple or in a relationship with each other. 

They both look uncomfortable here at that realization, but neither one really denies it either. Of course, this daycare is very unwelcoming and the lady far more judgmental than Anna. So that also likely plays a part in how they feel and react here too. The first daycare they go to  focused more on the business side of things. 

The room is huge, but empty, the walls are colorful, but not bright. Miri is sent off to play with blocks and the lady never directly addresses her or asks for her thoughts on things. Everything about this daycare is unwelcoming and uninviting and unaccepting, so Rei and Kazuki act coldly to this initial realization and the usage of the word FATHER here, seems very fitting.

It’s not a happy, bubbly, childlike, and even fantastical like the word “Papa” is. And the lady interviewing them, was definitely judging them, even before Miri started mentioning some more…suspicious stuff, lol.

Now, when they go to Aozora Daycare, Anna also addresses them using the word father in Japanese, but she goes with otou-san, still formal, but not stuffy and far more common and approachable. It’s still not “Papa” though. She only uses “Papa” when she talks to Miri about Rei and Kazuki. 

(In the Japanese she directly addresses Kazuki first by calling him otou-san and then stating that she was asking Miri, not him, haha). 

We are met with understanding here, though. Not judgement. The walls of Aozora are filled with children’s art projects, a piano that indicates singing and dancing time as a group, and warm smiles and comfy clothes. Everything that indicates a child-first daycare center. 

The whole interview process ends successfully. The daycare views them as suitable parents and Miri got accepted into the school. 

And while Rei looks disinterested during this entire interview. He was paying just as close attention to everything as Kazuki was, and if watch the high-five scene with a good eye, you can see that Rei actually has his hand up and waiting for Miri’s high-five before Kazuki.He understands her and her flow so well.

The rest is going under a Read More due to length.

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