Thinking about turning them into a personal visual diary. Printing them out and compiling them in a book, almost like a journal but with images. Eventually, I’d love to experiment with making zines and maybe even putting together a physical or digital exhibition or submitting to a gallery. Don’t know but we’ll see.
taking pictures almost nude makes me feel so euphoric. like, i love living in my own skin. it’s sexy. the sheer physicality of it. I’m my own voyeur. My own visual director. Looking through my lens. Self-expression doesn’t have to be super defined
big feelings are so difficult to put into words
i find it a bit ridiculous that people are posting “my 2nd or 5th year unemployed” on YouTube. Meanwhile they have over 200k subscribers. Am i missing something?
i wish some if you had normal reactions to nudity. like relax it’s just a body. never seen one?
just woke up and all I’m thinking about is research 😓
vulnerability is like handing someone a sword and hoping they give you a hug instead. It’s gross. It’s uncomfortable. It’s sticky and awkward and makes you want to crawl out of your own skin. deeply hate it but it can be good, i guess.
I think I can be very selfish with my space and I can be very hard to reach emotionally. thinking out loud…
I hate Sundays. It’s like all my negative feelings are amplified on sundays. Almost as if my body has a clock for it. I start feeling shitty as soon as it hits 12am. nasty work.