THE JOURNAL. YESSS JOURNAL JOURNAL SAVED ME :)))))))). “hogs what im feeding in that there backyard”
i miss when mike walters would just stream his consciousness at me as if he was a smart man, and then fail miserably.
what happened to that?
ARCANE 1.03 || 2.06
you cant even begin poems with "i will sodomise and facef uck you" anymore. because of woke .
“Alas, poor Yorick.”
composition was originally inspired by this image of jeremy brett cast in Hamlet, literally holding Yorick lol (swear I was not going to make this painting as complicated as it turned out but I learn from the best when it comes to falling down holes.)
ramble but this just Really turned into me wanted to convey how simultaneously badass and absolutely fucked Arthur is. Just in general, but of course referencing the latest arc… also wanted an excuse to properly paint John’s hand, the wood thing fun as hell. 14hrs of my life used efficiently I say. Malevolent podcast you absolute parasite (positive).
Version where Arthur is just a little different\/
Because HNOC is based a bit on fallout, i thought i’d make Brian a gen 3 synth for a fallout ttrpg.
i have never played fallout, but my girlfriend made me do this.
I guess the real glorious evolution was the homoerotic yearning we made along the way
Let’s go on an adventure.
star trek: the next generation + wisdom
Someone else made me what I am.
I want them to hate me for it just as much as I hate them for it.
And we will live in this anger and resentment and they will understand the person they have shaped.
They will recognize that they are not god just because they made something out of my sorrow.
It is an ugly kind of love, for the creation to hate the creator.
It is a beautiful kind of hate, for the creator to love the creation.