I Drew YUNGBLUD In His Album "Sex Not Violence" With A Cigarette And Smoke That Made Him.

My little pink bath ❤️

Had my husband hickey my rib because that's always been one of my favorite places ❤️❤️

You’re allowed to be excited about the little things. You’re allowed to be goofy. You’re allowed to be dorky about your favorite tv show, to make blanket forts, to enjoy cheesy movies, even just to sleep with stuffed animals. You’re allowed to do any of the things that make life a little more bearable. It’s fine, ok?

Reblog this if it’s okay to DM you and shoot the friendship shot.

Am watching FunkyFrogBait (dunno if anyone knows them but they're one of my favorite YouTubers) and they're talking about weight and people on TikTok abusing weight. I always think it's funny how people automatically want you to get skinny, like I lost weight (a pretty good amount) and my aunt asked me "how does it feel to be skinny again" after I gave birth. Now, I'm not skinny, I'm not super overweight either, I have chub, and I love my body to death, though I find it difficult to eat. But anyway, that one question made me cry when I was alone with my husband. I. Don't. Like. Being. Fucking. Skinnyyyy! I always get told to gain weight but when I have more weight get told to get skinny again. Honestly just be your fucking self at this point! And Karen's should just leave other people alone about their fucking weight. Ughhh (am sex deprived and horngry!! -horny and angry-)

MY. BODY. IS. BEAUTIFUL. DAMN IT.

Reminder this is an 18plus blog

Lies Hidden on the Inside

You see that I smile 

You see that I cry

You see that I'm calm on the outside

But you don't know me.

You would know me if…

You knew how loud I scream inside

You knew how I hide that anger, scared to black out

You knew how my mum manipulated me, made me scared to let out that volcanic eruption of rage.

You see that I wear the clothes that I love

You see that I cry when I hurt my friends and family 

You see that I keep “bad” feelings inside

But you don't know me.

You would know me if you took a second to look in my eyes, at the emotion hidden inside, to feel the anger and rage boiling up inside like a kettle, water almost reaching the top. 

You would know me if…

you let me trust you enough to let you in

You would know me

But you don't. 

You don't know how I worry about my body, I hate the way I look, because my dad called me a slut.

You don't know how I forced myself to throw up because as a kid I was obese.

You don't know how I wasn't even allowed to hate because “hate is a strong word” so instead I said I “strongly disliked” someone or something instead. I felt too anxious to even feel my emotions fully because what if my family got upset about it because GOD FORBID I feel any emotion aside from happiness. 

You don't know how I've had to learn to gauge people's emotions so I didn't get hurt.

You don't know how I was raped 4 times and none of them got caught because obviously they're “mentally younger” than me so I'd get in trouble, not them. 

You don't know how everyday for years I cut just to feel something other than pain. 

You don't know me and I hope you never do.

I hope you never figure out my “lies hidden on the inside.” 

I've regressed a lot lately so I wanted to do a couple things

My name is: Chaoss

Please call me: Axle, Chaoss, Apollo

I'm from the United States

My birthday is August 12th 2004

I think of myself as cute but crazy

I'm into drawing, anything arts and craftsy

I love reading

I'm good at art

I usually spend my time on Amino roleplaying, reading smut books, or watching YouTube shorts

My Favorites

Emoji

🥺 or 🙄

Food

Ice cream, usually chocolate or strawberry ice cream

Animal

Cats or foxes

Game

Hide and seek

Anime

Black Butler or Diabolik Lovers

Character

Kanato or Alois

Youtube

Layze

Artist

Confidence moment ✨ Myself ✨

Colour

Pastel Pink, Lavender, Baby Blue, and Black.

🌹 a flower for everyone not feeling their best today

When you wear a new dress that's hot on you and your partner immediately wants to fuck you in it before you hang out with your street son and his biological mom at the pool.

It's oddly hot when I'm almost falling off the bed but he's fingering me and holding me with his body so I don't.

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