That man was TIDEEEEEEEEE! Very much DAMN I CANT EVEN DIE BECAUSE YALL ALWAYS NEED SOMETHING!
It’s “Missing My Depressed Pathetic Blond Bastard Wednesday” y’all!!!
there is rhyme or reason to these, I'm just sad and wanted to make myself... more sad... <3
Eren: He still hears his mother’s screams in his nightmares, and no matter how much he accomplishes, it never feels like enough to make up for not being able to save her and he can never block them out.
Mikasa: She sometimes forgets that Eren is gone. She’ll turn to make a comment or expect him to be there, only for reality to hit her like a wave.
Armin: He has long conversations with Eren in his head, debating and arguing as if they were still kids. Sometimes, he wins, and sometimes, Eren's voice just fades away.
Jean: He still draws sometimes, but every face he sketches is of someone he lost.
Connie: Every time he hears someone laugh like Sasha, he turns his head instinctively, only to be crushed by the realization that she’s gone.
Sasha: She sometimes had nightmares of being back in the woods with that little girl she saved, only in the dreams, she fails.
Levi: He refuses to sleep in comfortable beds because they remind him of the ones his comrades never got the chance to rest in.
Erwin: He never allowed himself to have personal happiness because deep down, he believed he didn’t deserve it until he uncovered the truth.
Hange: They sometimes talk to Moblit, as if he’s still standing beside them, because the silence without him is unbearable.
Annie: She used to hum a lullaby to herself in the crystal, a song her father sang to her when she was little, just to keep herself from going insane.
Bertholdt: He always felt like a ghost, like no one really saw him for who he was, and in the end, he truly became one.
Reiner: He keeps a journal where he writes letters to the people he’s lost, apologizing to each one, and suicide notes.
Historia: She still wonders if her mother ever really loved her, or if she was just an inconvenience from the start.
Ymir: In her final moments, she wasn’t afraid of dying—she was afraid that no one would remember she existed.
gonna become real annoying abt aot for a bit sorry 💔💔
"Do you understand the violence it took to become this gentle?"
I feel like the absolute turmoil titan shifters go through is severely overlooked because they have no scars to show it.
Of course their wounds heal, but the pain is still very real. The trauma of having your limbs brutally chopped/bitten/blown off is still very real. The agony they suffer, both mentally and physically, every time they have to self harm in order to shift is still very real.
They've suffered horrific wounds that nobody should have to endure. But they heal, and then they go on to endure it some more.
When I remember that Eren gouged out his own eye and cut off his own leg, I just feel so sick to my stomach for him. I can't imagine the mental fortitude it would take to do something like that- to go against every instinct and bone in your body screaming at you not to do it, all for the purpose of achieving a goal.
Mikasa wondering where she went wrong and thinking to herself “I raised my baby bro to be a lil cinnamon roll, not some deviant”.
Service TherizinosaurusI drew for my sister
More of them (spoilers under cut)
Hange with my beloved plushie - Puffik, made by amazing DontTrustDolls <3
POV: You are pure titan Armin:
Spoiling AoT to season 2 Reiner lololololol
Showing plush Hange things she has never seen (events after 130th chapter </3)
Bertholdt probably isn't autistic in the original show. Most of the "symptoms" people are reffering to are originated from his trauma or depression. The concept is interesting, but not logical when you consider the other factors of his story and character.
Junior High Bertholdt is 110% autistic though
-Sincerely, An autistic person and an abnormal psychology nerd