Happy Birthday Sakurai Atsushi!!!π―π―π―ππ―π―π―πββ¬οΈThe best (studio and live) vocalist ever!
The most beautiful man to have ever lived, both inside and out. Sweet, funny and absolutely gorgeous with the voice of an angel, what more could you ever want? Of course, he was also spicy as one could be on stage, and the only thing that I would ever change about him is the duration of his lifespan. He deserved to be with us longer, but I hope that wherever he is, he can be happy and at peace. Perfection does not exist, but nobody has ever reached as close to perfection as Sakurai Atsushi.
Today, he would have been 59, an age he should have reached as it is not even that old yet, but alas.
For him, I have flushed my entire sense of shame down the toilet. I sung Happy Birthday to his photo on my memorial. And, another thing I sang afterwards:
πΆYooouuu aaare, you are my sunshine my onlyyy. Yooouuu aaare, you are my sunshine so so sweet. Yooouuu aaare, you are my sunshine my onlyyy. Yooouuu aaare, kimi wa watashi no taiyooouuuπΆππ
That part of Kyouki has been stuck in my head, and it fits him perfectly. He is my sunshine, without him and BUCK-TICK I would have never had this much joy in music. They are everything to me.
Today I will wear a necklace with a round pendant containing an image of a cat on a crescent moon. The cat and moon both black as the sky is a cloudy gray. I have no BUCK-TICK merch to wear sadly, other than 2 beanies that are so tight they cause a headache. And... I refuse to wear the plush pins, I won't let anything happen to those. But this cat necklace is the best thing I own that reminds me of Atsushi.
Besides that, today I will listen to only songs that contain Atsushi's vocals and tonight I will watch a tour to celebrate that he has existed.
I'm sure he's out there somewhere running a cat cafe in heaven. Back with his own babies that he had lost in the past. Issay must be with him too, I'm sure of it.
beyond evil is so interesting to me because dong sik grew up in a christian household, and heβs introduced as someone who doesnβt seem to care too much for christianity in general, and then years later, thereβs going to be someone kneeling in front of him and saying that heβll go to hell, and there are fallen angel statutes in dong sikβs garden, and dong sik refers to joo won as his savior β¦ when i tell you i think constantly about the deep significance of the oddly religious undertones in dong sik and joo wonβs relationship and when i tell you about how beyond evil truly is a queer love story because oh you know itβs a queer love story when thereβs strangely religious undertones
Took some inspiration from the classic Nosferatu posters and decided to try something different today, giving the high-contrast comic style another shot π
my mind has been horribly stuck on mixing up animals for whatever reason, so I proudly present to you:
both snake. and rat.
My scans<3
When I was little I used to play game after I took a shower and the mirror was foggy where I'd pretend that there was someone else on the other side of the mirror trying to guess my gender, so I'd wear a towel around my neck to cover my chest and put like a washcloth or something that was already going to get throw in the laundry in my pants and then get very excited with the fake person on the other side thought I was a guy and I feel like no one should be surprised that I'm trans masc after that
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βI thought you said you werenβt going to get tired of me.β
βWho says Iβm tired of you?β Will scoffs and glances at the suddenly very interesting floor. Hannibal glances up just as Will tips backward against the doorway and shoves his hands into his pockets.
βWell then what do you call it?β
βI call it being busy,β Hannibal replies, eyes once again on his book.
βThatβs not even work.β
βNot everything is.β
βThen what do you call me?β At that, Hannibal lets the book snap shut and turns in his chair to face Will. Will is more than a little irritated that Hannibal looks like the subject of a painting sitting there, arm resting gently against the side of the chair, intense gaze on him.
βI call you, a specimen.β Will blinks. Heβs not sure what he expected.
βIβm sorry, aββ
βA specimen.β