And The Holidays Are Here Again

And the Holidays are here again

"For some reason I don't know why...Christmas lights don't shine as bright...over the years, getting older, winter is cold but my heart gets colder. It seems so wrong to give up the cheer, even when my spirit is weak I shall still endear. Santa Claus and Candy Canes fade in the distance of better days. I miss my family my dad, my aunt, my grandfather sitting on the rocking chair, the sound of the clock, the hall filled with the smell of grandma's pernil, if i could get it back for a day...oh i wish it could be. The family together, Mama's wise words, always spoken and always heard. Uncle Moe showing me the present under then tree...finding to my delight they were all for meeeee. My mom, my dad, my sister too...running around like little girls do. To have it back would be a dream...so i sleep in my bed thinking of these things....now it's gone memories of the past, and don't we all wish that the good times would last. As the reggae song goes "memories don't live like people do" and GOD knows how much I miss all of you. Happy Holidays cause there's more to come..got to make it special for my sister's new little one. Lauren Lauren you bring so much Joy, now the family can all enjoy, more smiles and laughs, gifts and food....R.i.p Danny we miss you too."

Happy Holidays to All.....<3

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Hello All! I Made This Comic To Help Me Get Out My Frustrations With My Life-long Body Issues.
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Hello all! I made this comic to help me get out my frustrations with my life-long body issues.

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And thank you Better, Drawn for this awesome concept!

-Colleen Clark

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A poem someone wrote to meeeee <3

   you greet me everyday with a smile on your face, a smile full of affection, one can easily trace. a smile that soothes your mood in different ways, a smile for dull nights, a smile for gloomy days. a smile deep as the oceans on your lips you deploy, transforming murky gesture into an aura of joy. a smile for every emotion is one preeminent ploy, in a gale of sarrow it still floats like a buoy. you mesmerize everyone with cheeky words you speak, your smile gets better with a everlasting streak. beautiful emotion of joy, always does the trick, for an ailing heart in need of strength when its weak. never give up on a wonderful smile you carry, it'll help you through the situations that vary. it'll give you courage when the future looks scary, the smile that you present is simply extraordinary. if you love your smile, God will love you even more, more showers of happiness he'll be ready to pour. it'll help you to cure and heal all wounds which sore, as it soothes my soul with bliss right to the core. you've walked all this time never stopped for a while, your destination is close dont let your smile exile. you have yet not reached, you may have another mile, so please dont loose that beautiful everlasting smile. claudio.

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