Such A Doll 👸🏼

first hot day since forever! ☀️🔥

how do u like my outfit??

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thats sooo motivating! i think there ar still many things to improve on my body. cant even stop to count.....

but this is just wonderful!

such perfect make up. love it ♥️

a perfect body 😍

i love this kind of doll face so much! 💋

such a pretty face 😍

just need to repost this. what @bimbodaddy2 wrote here is something i m very concerend with. i m 100% on his side with this but i m scared sometimes if i fall in the last part with it and that sometimes gives me a felling of hopelessnes

Cause damn

this looks like fun 🔥i mean omg how big they ar!

that's sooo me. i too struggled alot at school and after some years I needed to rebet i dropped out. i tried to make my driver's license and after I failed the tests 2 or 3 times I gave it up. i always struggled with things outer people didn't or didn't as much. it made me angry and I always blamed other people or the situation I m in right now. i tried my best to be this kind of independent and smart girl tried my best to build this picture from me. tried to talk very smart and philosophycal and sounded like a moron. buyed books I didn't read because I don't like reading at all or where much too hard for me. but it look good in my bookshelf and I could say how smart I was. i Lied soo much about me everyday just to have this picture of me.

i always liked to look good, liked completely different things as I said to the public. just because this things dosent fit in my narrative of myself. kind of begun to hate myself a little because I couldn't be the girl I sooo strongly wanted to be.

but the last months opened my eyes very much. and this journey I do right now is something which made me a better, happier and truer person. and I love it how sooo many things just fall right in place.