Why The Fuck Do I Still Miss That Person?

I translated another of my poems!

do you like it?

Silent Eruption

I want to scream with all my might,

let my soul burst into light.

Would anyone care to hear my plea?

To listen, to help, to set me free?

This feeling spreads just like a flame,

a sleeping volcano calling my name.

Words are boiling, yet stay inside,

my lips are locked, my voice denied.

So here I stand with a frozen grin,

a smile I wear—but cannot see within.

ughh

i only exist only like i swear im such a npc loser irl

BLA BLA BLA BLE BLE BLE BLU BLU BLU

i was about to hurt myself...but then i was like fuck it! and did my cute jirai makeup and covered myself in fake blood and took cute pictures :33 (send help the fake blood wont come off?)

SOOOOOO

Today the POLICE called my mom... because of school and my absence..We have to go to the police station and explain everything or what?i want to kill my self um....BLABLABLABLEBLEBLEBLUBLUBLU

HI KEI SORRY FOR NOT TEXTINF U BUT I LOCE UR PFP N BLOG THEME 10/10

RAAAAAAAAH THANK YOU POOKIE NSKKSWLLDOKEMSMLAPSU

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im so fuckin useless

Its not even funny anymore,i have no future, everybody fuckin hates me...why am i even here? im so fuckin ugly and disgusting i only make problems...all i do is rot in my bed and think about ki11ing myself...

⋆ ˚｡⋆୨NEW SELF INTRO୧⋆ ˚｡⋆

• call me kei

• vkei bangya!!!! (for 5 years now)

• any pronouns

• pansexual

• i looove fashion i change the way i dress every day but mostly (vkei,sabukaru,jirai,nyashka)

• mentally ill (wow?)

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• i like

-VKEI,urban Legends,yokais,anime,manga,creepypasta,indie games,horror movies,Mandela catalogue,backrooms

• my hobbies

- sewing,collecting cute stuff,collecting feathers and rocks,writting poetry and creepypastas,making ocs,learning japanesse,making accesories

pls im such a weird loser...lets be friends pookie!!! :33

tw! I mention depression,sh,ed and more stuff like this!!

im two days clean from sh

i know its not really speciál but its a really big step for me

GURL WATAFAK

i just found my teachers Twitter....Why the fuck is he putting pictures of his feet there?

im traumatized....