Can We Talk About His Beautiful Smile?

He served cunt. Nasty, descrepit, rotten, fetid cunt but he did serve it

People only care about mental health battle stories if the outcome is successful. They don't wanna hear about you still struggling or can't control your symptoms

I made the t-shirt design I wanted, so it's on Redbubble if anyone else want it too or whatever

my birthday is in 3 months?!

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i think the worst thing about mental health advocates online is how much they do not fucking care about and genuinely HATE actual mentally ill people.

people advocate for mental health issues but, if you have symptoms that affect another person youre cut off and treated like a monster.

if youre mentally ill you are not allowed to be less than perfect because then youre "the reason your disorder is so demonized".

if you try to explain yourself or your disorder you get "your mental health isnt an excuse", "stop excusing what you did".

if your symptom isnt normal, if you have an actually bad symptom and not just an "uwu quirky x3" one youre demonized and treated like a monster because "oh! erm.. thats toxic.."

if you cope in a way that appears weird to others youre viewed as weird. cringe. a bad person.

and god forbid a minor have sexual thoughts because of trauma.

ask to vent, dont trauma dump, dont say a single negative thing because it might trigger someone. dont complain, dont vent publicly, dont post your intrusive thoughts it might trigger someone. cover up your scars, "keep that shit to yourself", "leave it in the notes app" because it might trigger someone or cause someone discomfort.

and god forbid a consenting adult be into rough kink because of trauma. god forbid anyone have any symptom of mental illness that is deemed as "weird" or "not normal". god forbid mentally ill people be weird or unnormal.

we arent normal and you know that. stop acting like we are and stop acting like we have to be to please others. i am done caring about the comfort of ableists.

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hot take but I hate all the “jirais” who want to divorce the aesthetic from what jirai actually means. and no, jirai is not a fashion, its an aesthetic and personality type. people like you claim you support mentally people then spit on petulant borderlines, sociopaths, narcissists, psychotics, etc. etc. it’s a fuckin aesthetic that is “fuck you Im cute anyways with my issues”, its based on bein severely unstable, shut up just because you wanna call girly kei jirai kei so badly. 

some people are actually and genuinely the landmine stereotype, and it’s so fuckin weird how non mentally ill people wanna be associated with something that demonized and glamorized mentally ill young girls in bad situations. if you find the stereotypical jirai kei clothes cute, plenty of anti-jirai people are so ready to tell you the names of the fashions used by the aesthetic. no, its “not just a fashion”, yes it has caused immense harm, no real landmine would ever deny these facts.

its laughable when I see a “jirai” whose anti yan as if they aren’t both quite literally born out of demonizin and fetishizin the same “scary” mental disorders.

yes, I’m pissed because I have those demonized mental disorders and have had a dark past of my own that could be called very “jirai” stfu