Jihyun2monster - MONSUTA

“Jirai Kei Is A Slur”

Absolutely.  “it means psycho bitch” it does. I don’t disagree, it’s a bad word, a bad term, and a bad origin. Is it still bad? well, It promotes bad things. But Jirai Kei has also become a fashion, no, not Girley Key, no, not RyousanGata. And wearing some clothes isn’t anything bad  ♡ Goth people “promote” death and romanticize it, but it can also be just the clothes and aspects of death such as skulls, and blood. Emo “promotes” self harm, but most people that were Emo weren’t self harmers and were against self harm. They were just a bunch of people that found a place within the community.  We can wear Jirai Kei, we can call ourself “psycho bitch” and still not promote anything bad. Drinking one can of Strong Zero isn’t alchohalism or promoting alcoholism. Drinking an Energy drink isn’t promoting you to off yourself. Accepting that sometimes negative feelings come out as physical pain, doesn’t mean anyone is promoting it. There is no romance for the harmful parts, there is only acceptance that it is part of human emotions. Not all human emotions are positive, and the negative emotions can be very shocking. Depression can make you do a lot of things. Why shame people, just for choosing to go by this term and dress the way they want to dress? I think a lot of people think we are trying to hurt outselves to be cool. Have you maybe thought that we are attracted to it *because* it feels like the hurt we feel inside? And in a lot of cases, outside. I’m sure most people that went to Jirai Kei as a fashion, already had mental issues, already had the pain, it didn’t spawn with the fashion. I found my place here in this fashion, among people that feel similar to me. It’s okay to not agree or understand, but there is no reason to send more hate towards people, especially people that part take in a fashion because they already feel hated and hurt.

there's just nothing that beats being at home. the world will try to convince me i should be doing more and it's like yeah but im at home

one of the best fics i've ever read, one that had me addicted to my phone and crying, wasn't even prose. it was a huge, casual, bullet-pointed outline with every detail of an au that the author never got around to writing in full. and it was amazing.

let this be a message to all you who want to write but can't do it "normally": write it! someone out there will eat it up. whether that be poetry, tiny drabbles, or bullet pointed list: your work is always worth it. your art (yes, art!) will alway deserve to have its moment in the spotlight. why? because you made it. even if it wasn't done in a traditional matter, it came from your brain and your creativity and that is amazing.

♡

“It’s all your fault!!”

I just saw this picture of Jeongin and damn these fingers😫 I want them inside me no, I NEED them..🥵

THE ARM VEINS???? I’m FULLY CONVINCED he has the nicest hands in all of kpop it’s literally the most mouthwatering ratio of finger to palm and he has such beautiful knuckles and veins I NEED HIM SOOOO BAD…. Also the way he looks in watches?? And bracelets and RINGS???? He’s my Roman Empire

I want jirai clothes so bad໒꒰ྀི｡•́︿•̀｡꒱ྀི১