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insomnia thoughts with Jello

part two

Alas, we are back here again. Did you miss me? Bet you didn’t because I never shut the fuck up. Anyways, let’s get right into it shall we?

I lied. You need some lore first.

I have a ring that I wear every single day, and have worn every single day since I bought it. I cherish it like almost no other.

Okay, now we get into it. And yes, this is also shifting related.

The raging sea that is my mind decided to remind me of the time I thought I lost the aforementioned ring. I woke up after spending a drunken night at a friend’s and it was gone. Nowhere to be found. Not on my person, not in the bed, not on the floor. Gone.

Immediately I decided that was wrong. I said “fuck no” to reality and proceeded to spend the next several hours in and out of consciousness just trying to exist somewhere where I still had that ring on my finger.

And I swear to god, something happened.

I remember, at some point between states of consciousness, it being insanely difficult to open my eyes. It was like my eyelids were weighed down. This has happened to me multiple times since then, but this was a first.

I remember feeling that ring on my finger, though. In that moment, in whatever state I was in, I could feel that goddamn ring on my finger and I peeled my eyes open just enough to see it.

And I saw it.

Then I fell back asleep, and when I woke up again it wasn’t there.

And then my friend got home from work. I told her about my dilemma and she looked me dead in my pupils and said “Oh, your ring? It fell off last night so I put it on my desk.”

And this bitch just walked over to her desk and retrieved my holy object like it was no big deal.

I can’t say whether or not it was on the desk beforehand. I didn’t check. I didn’t even think of it.

But something about that doesn’t sit right with me. In the sense that something happened and I want to say I shifted but I’m not sure.

Anyways, that is all I have for you tonight.

It is nearing 6am.

I have to be up at 10.

Goodnight.

Jello💖

(Afterthought: I drafted this a while ago and was reminded of it because I literally just misplaced another sentimental ring— found this one much faster though)

14 yr olds in the midst of 2020 shifttok could shift with a bunch of misinfo… and you’re telling me you can’t NOW?

ho don’t pmo go shift

shifter coded

stuck between wanting to post every little thing about my drs and never actually knowing what to tell yall

I get all giddy just thinking about my dr like what do you mean that’s my life? What do you mean I’m literally there right now? I’m giggling and kicking my feet.

in a week i’ve made more progress shifting than in the past 5 years

i’ve forgotten everything i’ve heard on shiftok and most importantly

i’ve trusted myself

i’ve trusted myself that not only am i capable of shifting but i also don’t need to put effort in it

all i need to shift is myself

There‘s no real difficulty to shifting.

There‘s no real difficulty to shifting, and any difficulty shifters have when trying to shift is entirely made up by external forces (*cough* shifting media *cough*).

The assumption that there are any obstacles in shifting is the entire obstacle.

If you had never been taught that shifting is difficult, it wouldn‘t be.

Jello’s daily dose of tea wisdom. Goodnight.

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Shifting Realities:

Guys Shifting is really easy. I know you probably are mad or upset because you hear this all the time and it's been forever and you haven't shifted well. Let me tell you something. Yes, you have. You literally shift all the time. I mean all the time, so I don't want to hear, No, you haven't, and It's just too hard for you. Because it's not the reason you haven't shifted; it's because you have that mindset you have to have a healthy relationship with shifting; it can't be toxic. If you want to shift, then shift. It doesn't take years; it doesn't take months; it doesn't take weeks; it takes a second, and boom, you've shifted. So stop overcomplicating it and just go shift, okay? NOW GO SHIFT!!