Cried So Hard Last Night Because My Dr S/o Is So Perfect And Amazing And I’m So Utterly In Love With

FYI, you CAN shift while still hearing your CR/OR surroundings.

I just (mini)shifted (yes I hate that term) and was in my DR bedroom while still hearing my brother talking in my CR.

Senses shift last.

I got three moods when it comes to missing my s/o’s

1. My soul aches so bad I can feel it in my bones. We are meant to be together but I’m here and can’t figure out how to get out. I need them like I need oxygen in my lungs. I’m suffocating every moment I’m not with them.

2. Pancakes in the morning. Soft evenings doing nothing but lounging around the house. Cuddling on Christmas Eve by the fire place. Picking flowers in a field. God they’re so fucking pretty I love them so much.

3. I need my tongue down their throat’s IMMEDIATELY

ever since i started viewing my daydreams about my reality as memories and my script as my diary where i recount things about my reality — everything has started to feel even more real to me.

i no longer doubt myself being there because of the fact that i can see it in my mind. i can see myself there, which means it’s possible. it has to happen because i’m quite literally already there. you are too.

i also no longer feel like certain things i script is weird or out of place. because when i write it down, i’m literally just journaling about my reality. that’s just how things are there. simple thoughts, but very comforting to me 🫶🏻

convince yourself

manifestation is convincing yourself that nothing limits you and coming to terms with the fact that you are everything and nothing at the same time.

take my point...

everything that is reflected in the external world had a beginning in the internal world - this is a one-way road, which always begins in us as an assumption and ends up materializing externally.

everything is an assumption and every assumption has an answer(prayer) because that is how the law works - this is how your world is created.

it took me a while to understand it, but i swear to you all that convincing myself and trusting myself made everything so easy.

don't look for another method, don't wonder what you are doing wrong, don't expect change just be the change, convince yourself that you already have what you want and then just observe the outside world with the knowledge that you created it.

your one task is to CONVINCE yourself and TRUST to yourself that what you desire is already fulfilled - without actually having it in the outside world you MUST assume that your wish has been fulfilled and YOU ALREADY HAVE IT.

don't expect, don't look, don't wonder when how and where, just CONVINCE YOURSELF that you already have it.

and that's it. convince yourself, trust yourself, test yourself and live your desire.

as above, so below.

for anyone who self sabotages their attempts by claiming “I still need to work on [insert limiting belief]” no, you don’t.

you heard it here first! you don’t need to work on shit because you’re capable of shifting exactly the way you are right now.

i’m sure some shifter reading this feels pretty bad about themself right about now, huh? still capable. maybe you’re in a real long slump, don’t even remember the last time you tried? still capable. maybe you got so much resentment and anger and frustration built up you wish you never found out about shifting in the first place… you’re still capable.

none of what you think hinders you does. none of it!!! so make your attempts with everything in you. who’s it gonna hurt? can’t be you— the shifter who’s already tried everything else.

i’m not saying go be desperate in the attempt— i’m not saying go strain yourself into a shift until a blood vessel pops. i’m saying to use 100% of that belief every single time you try. believe in yourself so radically that even if you don’t make it, you can say “that attempt just brought me infinitely closer” and try the hell again because you, my dear shifter, are still. fucking. capable!!!!!!!!

⚠️ Remember, an assumption is a belief WITHOUT physical proof. As the law states and as we all know, as long as you live knowing that your assumption is true, your physical reality will show you that. You are not waiting for anything. All you need to do is accept it in your mind as true. You are it NOW. You have it NOW. I promise you that’s it. Just accept it and everything else follows. There’s no fail unless you assume so. There’s no need for long posts because it’s SO DAMN SIMPLE. There’s no eye opening post that will tell you any secret. Stop looking and just be.

you literally have the power to wake up in a whole different reality tomorrow.

want to wake up in dubai tomorrow? alrighty~

want to spawn a few thousand dollars in ur bank account rn? done!

want to fly or teleport wherever you want? sure~

want to have a whole new family? it's already done lol

want a certain dress in ur closet rn? it's there~

absolutely anything is possible instantly. you're literally omnipotent. emphasis on the word omnipotence.

you're god. remember that. just decide. it's already yours.

there's NO separation between what u r and what u want to be. you're already IT.

you're limitless.

“my hogwarts academia dr is gonna be chill, just vibes, less chaotic than my hogwarts band dr—”

I’m a goddamn liar.

I’ve started scripting a few songs I want to write along with my novel & poetry collection. I’ve added dramatic lore. I’ve scripted that lore comes back to haunt me quite literally.

Can I have one dr where I’m not putting myself through despair? Please?

Spoiler: the answer is no.

To the Shifters Who Are Tired.

I know. I know how exhausting it feels. The waiting, the trying, the nights where you lay there wondering if you’re doing something wrong. The moments where you start to question if shifting is even real, if you’re capable, if you’ll ever get there.

But listen to me, every single shifter who made it has felt this way before. Every person who woke up in their DR has had nights filled with doubt, exhaustion, and frustration. You are not alone, and you are not failing.

Shifting isn’t about perfection. It’s about trust. And right now, your subconscious is listening. If you keep telling yourself you can’t shift, that you’ve “failed,” it will believe you. So instead, tell it the truth:

You are shifting. You are capable. You are getting closer every day.

every night I am Coraline. I am her, huddled under those blankets, desperate to just go home… only to wake up and say “I’m still here?”