How I used Psych-k to reprogram my limiting beliefs 

punarvasu । पुनर्वासु

𑁍 meaning — “return to the light”

𑁍 shakti [divine power] — "vasutva prapana shakti" the ability to gain wealth or substance

𑁍 presiding deity — ADITI

the sanskrit word aditi (अदिति) means "boundless," "limitless," "freedom," or "innocence"

𑁍 punarvasu is of the deva (godly) clan and belongs to the the merchant caste; its primary motivation is artha — the pursuit of wealth, material well-being and prosperity; artha (अर्थ) in sanskrit means meaning or purpose

𑁍 the vimshottari lord is jupiter, brihaspati - guru of the gods; the realm of ether - beyond space

Jacob's Dream, William Blake, Punarvasu moon

For further insights into the cosmic function of punarvasu and Aditi

I will be quoting an excerpt from 'DIVINE HORSEMEN: THE LIVING GODS OF HAITI' — MAYA DEREN

Here, I liken the haitian goddess Erzulie to the vedic Aditi as they represent the same archetype and symbolism

"Myth is the facts of the mind made manifest in a fiction of matter." — maya deren, punarvasu ketu (below)

Erzulie: Goddess — The Tragic Mistress

Voudoun has given woman, in the figure of Erzulie, exclusive title to that which distinguishes humans from all other forms: their capacity to conceive beyond reality, to desire beyond adequacy, to create beyond need. In Erzulie, Voudoun salutes woman as Divinity of the dream, the Goddess of Love, the muse of beauty.

It has denied her emphasis as mother of life and of men in order to regard her (like Mary, with whom Erzulie is identified) as mother of man's myth of life — its meaning. In a sense, she is that very principle by which man conceives and creates divinity.

Thus, to man himself, she is as mistress.

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Erzulie moves in an atmosphere of infinite luxury, a perfume of refinement, which, from the first moment of her arrival, pervades the very air of the peristyle, and becomes a general expansiveness in which all anxieties, all urgencies vanish.

The tempo of movements becomes more leisurely, tensions dissolve and the voices soften, losing whatever aggressive or strident tones they may have had. One has the impression that a fresh, cooling breeze has sprung up somewhere and that the heat has become less intense, less oppressive.

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She is provided with a fresh white or rose silk handkerchief which she arranges carefully around her hair.

Perfume is imperative, and there may be powder as well. A white or rose dress of delicate cloth, with lace or embroidery, has been keps in readiness for her. And, finally, she is brought not one necklace, but several, of gold and pearls, along with earrings and bracelets and her three wedding bands.

The careful, unhurried accumulation of costume is an act which, step by step, rejects the primitive, the "natural condition", and, step by careful step, instructs the fortunate attendants in the idea of beauty, the sense of form, and, above all, the cumulative painstaking process by which a work of man — be it art or myth — is created.

The Goddess examines each article minutely; where alternative choice exists, her considered selection, her indecision are very pointed; each effect is critically scrutinized, often rejected and rearranged. The very process of this creative transformation becomes so significant that whether it is a large audience or a small family who await her, or how long they may have to wait, ceases to be of any consequence.

What is of consequence is the act itself, and the demonstration of the fact that such an act can transfigure the female into the feminine.

Her voice is a delicate soprano; her every gesture, movement of eyes, and smile, is a masterpiece of beguiling coquetry; with her, human relationship becomes itself significant rather than merely a means to an end.

She may visit her altar chamber and be pleased that the flowers are fresh, for flowers are her passion.

kalu uchis, punarvasu ☉

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She may ask for a favorite song, for she loves to dance and is the most graceful of all loa; or she may simply give audience to her admirers, and by her postures and attitudes transform the crude chair in which she sits into a throne.

Above all, she favors desserts, decorated cakes and confections of all kinds. Or, if she has arrived on an impromptu visit, she may be content with a sip of the crême de menthe or the champagne which, theoretically, should always be ready for her appearance.

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As Lady of Luxury, she gives gifts constantly;

her own perfume, the handkerchief she wears, the food and money which she distributes generously.

She particularly rewards those who are handsome, or who dance well, or whose personality pleases her. She never neglects one who is devoted to her.

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an altar to maîtresse erzulie, mistress erzulie, metres elizi freda

As Lady of Luxury she is, above all, Goddess of Love, that human luxury of the heart which is not essential to the purely physical generation of the body. She is as lavish with that love as she is generous with her gifts. She treats men with such demonstrative affection that it might seem, at times, embarrassing. She will embrace them, and kiss them, caress them, sit with an arm around those to both sides of her.

Nothing is meted out or budgeted, there is more than enough; this is her way of loving, this is the divine fecundity of the heart. A heart is, indeed, her symbol, most often the pierced heart identified with Mary.

She, who is the wealthiest of the loa, the most frequently gifted with luxurious accoutrement, suffers for not being "served" enough.

She, who is the most complimented, most beloved, most often wedded in the sacred marriage of devotee and divinity — she who is Goddess of Love — protests that she is not loved enough."

Inevitably then – she begins to weep. Tenderly they would comfort her, bringing forward still another cake, another jewel, pledging still another promise. But it would seem that nothing in this world would ever, could ever, answer those tears. It is because of these tears that the women, who might otherwise resent her, are so gentle. In their real, reasonable world there is no grief like this.

this weeping is so inaccessible to reason that one thinks, inevitably, of a child's innocence of reason. It is this sense of innocence which emanates from her that makes her identification with the Virgin Mary somehow seem truer than her promiscuity, than even the fact that the devotion of prostitutes makes of her almost their patron saint.

lana del rey, punarvasu mercury

She is the divinity of the dream, and it is in the very nature of dream to begin where reality ends and to spin it and to send it forward in space, as the spider spins and sends forward its own thread.

The labor of Erzulie is as endless as the capacity of man to dream and, in the very act of accomplishing that dream, to have already dreamed again. It is upon this diminutive feminine figure that man has placed the burden of the most divine paradox — He has conceived her without satisfactions, without balance, to insure an overwhelming balance against his own satisfactions. This is the meaning of the merciless muse, the most unhappy Medusa.

Erzulie is the loa of the impossible perfection which must remain unattainable. Man demands that she demand of him beyond his capacity. The condition of her divinity is his failure; he crowns her with his own betrayals. Hence she must weep; it could not be otherwise.

The wound of Erzulie is perpetual: she is the dream impaled eternally upon the cosmic cross/roads where the world of men and the world of divinity meet, and it is through her pierced heart that "man ascends and the gods descend".

Rose & dahlia by Salvador Daví, Punarvasu Rising

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Joy and woe are woven fine,

A clothing for the soul divine;

Under every grief and pine

Runs a joy with silken twine.

It is right it should be so;

Man was made for joy and woe;

And when this we rightly know,

Safely through the world we go.

— William Blake, punarvasu moon, "Auguries of Innocence" (1863)

"If the doors of perception were cleansed every thing would appear to man as it is, infinite."

— William Blake, "The Marriage of Heaven and Hell" (1790)

Lana del rey has mercury in punarvasu, and her music had a very fantastic, ethereal feel that almost lulls you into a dream-like state.

Her lyrics often reflect punarvasu themes of dreams, fantasy, sorrow, heart-ache, luxury, excess, affection

lyrics to lana's 'video games'

I say, "You the bestest" / Lean in for a big kiss / Put his favourite perfume on

It's you, it's you, it's all for you / Everything I do / I tell you all the time / Heaven is a place on earth with you

They say that the world was built for two / Only worth living if somebody is loving you

lyrics to 'honeymoon'

There are violets in your eyes / There are guns that blaze around you / There are roses in between my thighs / And fire that surrounds you

It's no wonder every man in town / Had neither fought nor found you / Everything you do is elusive / To even your honey dew

our honeymoon / Dreaming away your life

Free Palestinian women. Free Kurdish women. Free Afghan women. Free Syrian women. Free Sudanese women. Free Congolese women. Free Somali women. Free Yemeni women. Free Indigenous women. Free Rohingya women. Free Uyghur women. Free Haitian women.

None of us are free until all of us are.

stop fighting with the 3d

why constantly burden yourself with endless thoughts and emotions towards the external world that don’t suit your standards when you know it shouldn’t serve you?

a reflective slate of glass doesn’t prove to you completely and permanently that your manifestations aren’t yours, the character you define yourself with in that moment is what depicts your ending awareness.

in simple terms, if you choose to be the person who sees it as it is, and goes on thriving in the energy of your desires, then that’s what will show. though, when you set focus on the 3d (which, the 3d is not separate from you, your dominant assumptions derive from your internal awareness) and see something that doesn’t suit you and yet you define with it and panic, that’s what hinders your manifestations.

if you’re someone who’s taken lots of time, or feel like you don’t “manifest” instantly or when you want to, remove the factor of time. time is a construct that keeps things set in place, yes? but who cares about how long it takes for you to “manifest” something certain. the external world won’t sit here and show you something you want when you’re affirming against your own assumptions. be the person who decides “why does the 3d matter? i have what i want” and it’s done.

in my sense, you’re not “manifesting.” i solely don’t like using terminology’s sometimes because on a personal level i like viewing everything in a natural state. you’re not manifesting since it’s already done. nothing really needs to be manifested because you being the prime creator, the reality of you having quite literally everything already exists. it’s your time to shine and input your awareness into that state. sure you can affirm and persist and do all that yes, if it suits you for sure keep going! saturate your mind with it if you know it’s what helps you, but all is set and done the second you told yourself you had it. the law has no choice but to abide by its own principles. don’t fear the prey like it’s the predator. you are in control and always will be. the attention you give towards the 3d should be reversed towards saturating your mind in what’s right for you.

love you

I recently came across a post where it basically said that any manifestion is just setting intention and taking "inspired action" to achieve your desires. The post gave an example of someone setting the intention of closing weight and taking inspired action by eating healthy and exercising.

I'm taken aback by this point of view because what about "manifestations" where the term inspired action makes no sense. Like for example, changing your eye color or manifesting your DF or maybe even decreasing your height. Things which defy logic.

Id like to know your take on this.

that take is false. absolutely false. that's simply creating a goal and taking action to achieve that goal, which is not manifestation.

first off, inspired action is action taken unconsciously that leads you to your manifestation.

ex: me assuming that i had money leads to me deciding to clean my room hours later. then i find $100 in my drawer. i didn't clean with the intention of finding anything or looking for anything (in fact, i really didn't want to clean in the first place.), i just happened to and the money i manifested happened to show up there. that's inspired action.

i could've got a job and made the money on my own, asked a friend or family member for money, but i didn't. i didn't do anything but assume i already had it, and my reality validated that. that's manifesting.

if any manifestation was just taking action, then even like you said, it wouldn't explain how people manifest illogical things. or even something as simple as sp's for that matter. for the people that broke up and went no contact or were blocked, what did they do? hold their sp at gunpoint? hold them hostage? manipulate them to fall back in love with them? lol.

what about the people who manifested being rich? did they rob someone? what about the people who manifested appearance changes? did they secretly get plastic surgery? what about the people who manifested away chronic illnesses? what action did they take? see what i mean?

you can easily tell when someone suffers from close minded thinking (or maybe they're just stupid?) in the manifestation community. because they always fail to apply their opinions in a broader sense.

not everyone on the internet knows what they're talking about, please remember that. i'd hate for anyone genuinely wanting a change in their life to not browse the internet with that in mind. honestly, i'm taken aback as well lol. it's kind of crazy how much people can misconstrue simple words and mislead others.

and i also understand that since manifesting is considered "new" and we're so used to negative thinking patterns, it's easy to fall into that cycle of doubting easily. but please understand that some semblance logic (or critical thinking really) also applies here too.

all manifesting is and will ever be is assuming you have something. please never forget that. you assume you already have it. there is no physical action required, there are no limits, and there is nobody else in control.

i hope this answers everything, if not, feel free to dm me or send me another ask.

why do men want to be gynecologists? why? why. gynecology is for females and should be practiced solely by women imo 

Do you think Israel set a precedent that you can attack civilians and nothing will happen? And India is using that precedent?

Yeah absolutely. What you're talking about is often referred to as norm erosion and it's a really good point to bring up in context to Israel/India but also it goes well beyond this.

What we've learned and seen time and time again is that if a state/actor is well aligned globally, they will be able to violate norms repeatedly without suffering any meaningful consequences. That's norm erosion in a nutshell

India watched Israel violate a dozen norms and violate every Geneva convention for the past 2 years and they were absolutely emboldened by it. India believes itself to be a very well aligned global power and so it used that playbook.

However the number 1 violator of norm erosion is the United States. A million deaths in Iraq (mostly civilians), drone programs (also numerous civilians), Afghanistan, Vietnam etc are all examples of what a well positioned actor can get away with.

In fact both India and Israel pull from "the war on terror" playbook. They pull from America's stance on "collateral damage" and "pre-emptive self defense"

We've essentially been watching this happen for a really long time. We're seeing what happens when we allow unmatched global reach, legal insulation to go unchecked.

My weakness: Dhanistha men who wear glasses 😭❤️

Rant about how I literally manifested discovering shifting..

I’m going to be extremely honest, I was literally THE weirdest kid growing up; I had peculiar interests and rarely got along with people from my class.

I was also SEVERELY interested in frozen at some point, mind you I was about.. six? if my memory serves my right— I remember lucid dreaming about the first movie, it was extremely vivid but i’m pretty sure it wasn’t a shift.

So! I was wandering around in the cold- I remember feeling scared, looking around everywhere; the mountain was painted white, it was dark, the only way I could go was upwards toward the top of the mountain or downwards towards the bottom, it was almost pitch black that way— I didn’t know what to do?? I mean— I was six.

I vaguely remember looking around to see if I was fortunate enough to find someone who could help me.. but also, as a six year old you’re pretty curious. So I decided to venture my way towards the peak of the mountain before I stumbled upon— yes! you guessed it right. Elsa’s sister and her boyfriend. (This is weird I know, but stay with me.)

They seemed concerned— pretty sure they were wondering “why the heck is there a six year old out in the freezing cold, where are her parents, it’s literally freezing out, she’s going to get a cold, etc etc.”

So I glanced at them for a few moments— I don’t really think it had hit me yet that I was Lucid dreaming about Frozen, before I could say or do anything at all; Kristoff spoke up and offered to take me to the nearest town (or rather, demanded me to come with them because they were sure as hell not going to leave a six year old girl out in the cold.)

Mind you, they spoke in english + I wasn’t exactly fluent at the time, so I just stood there in disbelief for a few moments.

Then I woke up, sweating— I sat up, contemplating what in the world had just happened and THAT’S when it hit me, I lucid dreamt about my favorite movie in the entire world and it wasn’t REAL 💔💔 I started crying like the little baby I was for a good hour, My mom came in thinking something had happened to me, but I kind of just asked her

“Why isn’t frozen real!??”

This would be a question that would be haunt me, being repeated again and again in different fonts.

Timeskip to around 2019– If you thought my obsession with Frozen was concerning, you should have SEEN me during my miraculous ladybug era.

I was completely and utterly in LOVE with that dumb show, in such a way that my friends would get concerned, my sister would get furious when I talked about it (because trust me, i’d talk NON-STOP), my parents kind of perhaps questioned if I was.. ill. (which I was..! but not the point) but through my eyes; It was my miraculous show against the world.

..It got to the point where I assumed I was Marinette; i’d constantly compare this one crush I had on a guy to Adrien and rant about it in my sparkly blue diary, I kid you not. I could write pages about this. literal essays. I’d constantly write about the same topic again and again, claiming that I was Marinette, claiming that i’d one day get a Miraculous, claiming that my crush was quite literally adrien, daydreaming about the fact that one day, I promised myself that I would travel to paris and obtain a miraculous.

Yeah, I was— exceedingly weird.

Then the question came up again, every single day— I think I was half-expecting that one day; my ten year old self would wake up in the miraculous universe, I didn’t think about anything but these two questions

“Why isn’t miraculous real?”

“Why can’t I just wake up and be Marinette— i’m pretty much her anyways.”

and a wish.

“I wished miraculous was real.”

I cannot emphasize the AMOUNT of times I asked myself why the show wasn’t real and WISHED it was. This went on for about a year straight, I’d just constantly wish that miraculous was real, prayed over and over again that one day i’d wake up in that universe; that i’d at least be friends with Marinette— that I would have a miraculous of my own and help her “save” the world.

Thenn.. I stumbled upon THE post

“It’s 4 AM, I just woke up from a shift of 8 months to hogwarts, I want to go back— let me leave.”

Safe to say, I literally manifested my way here. I’m pretty sure if I told that little girl that it is possible to be a miraculous holder or elsa’s best friend, she’d be sure to make it happen, she’d be sure to believe in it—Now I just have to become the little girl I was once. The little girl who’d believe without a doubt that she could be anything as long as she wished for it hard enough.

Everyone is You Pushed Out (EIYPO) - Part 3

I'm still so fascinated by Everyone is You Pushed Out. So, I want to talk about it more. It deserves another post.

What do you keep expecting from others?

I keep noticing that this is something I trip up on. When you've had certain expectations of people or of a certain person for a long period of time, it can feel difficult to think that they can change. For example, my boyfriend is known for being really shy. So, every time I see him, I don't expect him to talk my ear off or open up much about things going on in his personal life. I've only ever seen the version of him in my 3D that's more reserved, so that's what I expect every time.

Additionally, with people you don't know, it can either feel really easy or really challenging to change your expectations of them. Let's say you always expect bad things from the US president (not trying to get political, this is just a good example). Then, you'll keep hearing the bad things he's doing every time you turn on the news or talk to friends who feel worried, too. But, of course, this seems like a very big expectation to change, especially since he is someone who's well-known and highly valued by a lot of people, so please don't put yourself down for having negative expectations.

But, considering everyone reflects us in some way, it is very much possible to change our expectations of someone else, which will then change how they are. Having negative expectations or ones that won't benefit our circumstances/situation can make manifesting someone feel more challenging. With that being said, we have to figure out how we can change those expectations when we want to turn a situation around.

How good self concept can help change others

What things do you value in yourself or in others? Do you know? It's really good to have an idea of what qualities you value in yourself and what ones you'd like to see in others. Understanding that and affirming what you want to see is what will help change your own mindset as well as how others act.

This is why one of the methods that's encouraged for romantic SPs is coming up with a list of qualities and traits you want to see in them. Having a well-drawn up, organized list of qualities is what gives us a clear idea of what we're looking for and can make it super easy to manifest someone. This can also be done for anyone in your life. Like, what qualities make someone a good boss? What qualities make someone a good friend?

When you better your self concept, you'll change who you interact with, too. Speaking from my own experience, when I realized I don't need to complain and seek validation from others, I didn't want that quality in my best friend. My (now ex) best friend was that exact type of person because they reflected me. But now they're out of my life because I realized I don't like that quality about myself and stopped giving that person the validation they were expecting from me.

Yes, I know I said in my first post that you don't need good self concept to change others. I still stand by that. It is not needed. But, it can help when you do. Having a clearer idea of what you value and what you love about yourself can create better expectations of and experiences with others.

Focus on having good expectations, not negative ones

Going back to what I said in my last section, keep the good qualities in mind, not the bad ones. I'll give an example. After dealing with some bad past relationships with men, you might expect that "all (or most) men are bad." You'll hear a lot of people say it, too. Then, whenever a new crush comes into your life, there will be at least one bad quality in him that creates a poor relationship or makes you lose romantic feelings for him.

This is when you should view your life as if it's an algorithm (because it pretty much is). If you perceive yourself as someone who's single and thinks badly of men, then you will keep having undesirable men flirt with you and keep hearing other single women talk about how bad men are. It's like when you're scrolling through TikTok and "like" the videos of women ranting about their bad dates with men. TikTok processes that this is the type of content you enjoy watching and will keep showing you more videos of women talking about their horrible dates. Life itself works the very same way.

Imagine your subconscious as TikTok or YouTube. What you like and what you feed it (what you keep watching and favoriting/liking) is what it'll keep producing into your reality. You see where I'm coming from?