Tony: Surgery is just stabbing someone to life.
Stephen: Please never become a surgeon.
Stolen Choices completed
Summary: TRIGGER WARNINGS: Domestic Abuse
From a young age, you were thrown into a life that you despised by people that made choices for you. When the first opportunity to make your own arrises would you make the right one? Or would you sign your own death warrant?
After years of having your decisions taken away from you, it’s time for you to take your rights back. It started with going to SHIELD and handing over HYDRA secrets that your husband left behind when he left the county in hiding. Little did you know that Captain America would step in and start making the decisions for you. By SHIELDS orders, you were to help him infiltrate your social circle as your new security detail in hopes of gaining access to your husband.
Just when you thought you were done playing the pawn in a never-ending game of chess it turns out you have a few more moves to make.
Chapter One: Cindered Conscience
Chapter Two: Tarnished Man
Chapter Three: Revelations
Chapter Four: Down the Rabbit Hole
Chapter Five: Staking Claim
Chapter Six: Simply Ravenous
Chapter Seven: Fight Club
Chapter Eight: When It All Crumbles
Chapter Nine: Putting it Back Together
I put on my sunglasses, to hide my swollen eyes, over my tears. I cried all my makeup off. Went inside to have a milkshake. I don’t know why. I wanted something to drink as I figured out what I would do. I got a soda and a milkshake. Medium. The cashier looked at me and with a line around the corner of the counter he rushed away from the counter “Hold on “ he yelled to a coworker.
I filled my soda and went back and saw him looking all over. I go up and he gets close and says “I made it a large”.
That was seriously enough for me not to do it. His kindness. Someone went out of their way and as I went back in my car to cry I realized I could muster through a few other days. A few more weeks. Then I came down from that panicky high of anxiety, depression, and pain. I finished my shake. And it was enough time to let me feel better. I… I’m alive. I’ll make it through.
Try and be nice today. Tomorrow. Something as much as a smile. It helped so much.
Thank you man at McDonalds.
The milkshake saved my life
Damn this gonna be good
Project Spindle (TEASER)- Established Bucky Barnes x F!Reader
She’s always known about her powers, but the truth of where they come from could shatter everything.
a.n - teaser for a series i'm working on. i wanted to see how the interest was before posting more chapters! i have 3 ready so far :3
spoiler warning for thunderbolts*
The team filed into the common room of the Tower, their exhaustion hanging heavy in the air. Mission gear was dumped by the door without a second thought—boots kicked off, jackets slung over chairs, weapons clinking as they hit the floor.
Bucky was the first to make a beeline for the kitchen, muttering under his breath, “If someone ate my last yogurt, I’m leaving this team.”
Yelena threw herself onto the couch with a groan, her legs dangling over the armrest. “Relax, grump. No one wants your weird protein yogurt.”
“I do,” Ava added, flopping down beside her. “Just not enough to suffer the guilt trip afterward.”
From behind them, Walker rolled his eyes. “You two ever get tired of being annoying?”
Ava didn’t even turn around. “Do you ever get tired of being so sensitive?”
“I’m just saying—”
“Shh,” Yelena cut in, holding up a hand. “The couch doesn’t argue with background noise.”
Walker scoffed and stalked off toward the kitchen, muttering something about how no one respected proper debriefings.
Alexei wandered in next, already sipping from a bottle that definitely wasn’t water. “Ahh! A successful mission. You know, when I was Red Guardian, we used to fight for forty-eight hours straight. No rest, no drones. Just fists. And grit. And vodka.”
“You also say you once took down a unit during a ballet recital,” Y/N said, curled up on the big bean bag in the corner, a steaming mug cradled in her hands.
Alexei lit up. “Yes! With the ballerina who hid knives in her tutu! A real artist. You should’ve seen the blood on the stage. Beautiful!”
Bob let out a sleepy whine and leaned harder into Y/N’s side, practically glued to her. His arms were loosely wrapped around a pillow, but his head rested against her shoulder like a clingy child.
“You smell like wet socks and smoke,” he murmured, barely audible.
“Accurate,” Y/N replied softly, running her fingers through his hair.
Bucky returned with his precious yogurt, eyeing the scene before settling behind Y/N. He lowered himself to the floor, resting his back against the beanbag and placing a steady hand on her leg.
“You okay?” he asked quietly, just for her.
She gave a tired nod. “Yeah. Just drained. I almost threw Walker into traffic today.”
“I would’ve caught him,” Bucky said, deadpan.
“I know,” she smiled. “That’s why I didn’t.”
Yelena sat up slightly, glancing around. “Hands up if you listened to a single word of Walker’s lecture in the Quinjet.”
Not a single hand went up. Bob groaned. Ava fake slept. Even Alexei raised his bottle in protest.
“There was a lecture?” Bucky said flatly.
“I heard that!” Walker yelled from the kitchen.
Yelena leaned back with a grin. “Then maybe there’s hope for your listening skills after all!”
The room burst into light laughter, warm and easy. Mission chaos faded into background noise. This was their peace: bruised knuckles, aching muscles, found family—and a whole lot of sarcasm.
Before the conversation could settle, Bucky’s phone buzzed. He glanced at the screen, then answered the call, but his eyes stayed on Y/N as he listened.
“Yeah,” he said into the phone, voice growing quieter. “She’s here. One sec.”
He held the phone out to her. “It’s Sam. He found something... about Hydra. Related to you.”
She blinked, surprised. “Me?”
“Yeah. He said it’s important.”
Y/N took the phone with a puzzled frown and got up, Bob whining softly at her absence. She padded down the hall and slipped into one of the empty private rooms, closing the door behind her.
“Hey, Sam?”
“Hey,” came his voice. “Didn’t want to text this, but Torres and I found something. Something big.”
“Okay…” she said slowly, sitting on the edge of a desk.
Joaquin’s voice joined the call. “We were going through old Hydra files—stuff that SHIELD never decrypted.”
“And?”
“We found you,” Sam said. “In the records. Before the Maximoffs.”
She went very still. “What?”
“You weren’t just another Hydra experiment,” Sam said. “You were the first step. The origin test for what created Wanda’s powers.”
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a.n - hih! thanks for reading the teaser :3 let me know if you want more!
fluff, angst if you use a magnifying glass 🔎, Ghost being a cutie patootie, sexual innuendo once, 141 meets ghost's s/o for the first time, soap ans gaz love cats, i hc gaz has celiac disease
not proof-read bc i cant be arsed soz lmfao 💀
also reblog pookies and i'll give you a free foot massage
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Three months without your boyfriend.
Your eyes scanned the new book you bought, 'Psycho by Robert Bloch'. It was a good book. 'I think everybody goes a little crazy sometimes' Norman bates said in the book. It was a line you related to heavily, especially when Simon went out on his missions. You were left all alone with your cat, Eleanor. Although, she was an adorable, orange tabby cat she reminded you of Simon since he bought her for you. Everything in this house reminded you of Simon. Half of the stuff in the living room he had bought because he'd rather gift you something than hug which you understood because he had opened up a tiny bit about his past and it seemed traumatic. Simon gifted you the most lavish things to equal the amount of times he wanted to hug you but couldn't due to his past. It was sad to think he had to buy your hugs but you appriciated the gesture.
~~~
"Right, I haven't had the chance to tell her that you lot are coming so if she freaks out don't worry." Simon grumbles.
The rest of the group nodded. Price was sitting in the drivers seat with Gaz beside him, they were both chatting about how the mission went while Simon and Soap were sitting at the back. For once, Simon showed some emotion. Nervousness. His leg was bouncing and his fist kept clenching and unclenching.
"You alright L.T?" Soap piped up, looking at his obviously anxious supervisor. Simon nodded.
"I hope she's doing alright." Simon stared at Soap with that stoic expression. Price and Gaz stopped talking and Price turned his head a little, keeping his eyes on the road.
"I'm sure she's fine. From what you've told us she can put up a fight so if something was to happen she'd be cool as a cucumber." Price smiled, trying to lighten the mood. Simon grimaced at the last part of his sentence but Price wasn't wrong. You knew Taekwando and you were flexible. Simon was shocked the first time you showed him how to do a backbend and that beautiful arch your back made that caused him to feel-
"Yeah, Ghost. She seems really nice. I've heard her while you two were on call. It's funny really. She sounds so sweet and bubbly and you-" Gaz stopped himself. "Well..." He trailed off when he saw Price shaking his head at him.
"He means that you two are polar opposites." Soap chimes in. "But you know what they say." He nudged Simon as if he already knew what he was going to say. "Opposites attract."
"Fucking hell." Simon let out a deep sigh. "Are we almost there?" He sounded impatient.
"Just around the corner, mate." Price reassured.
~~~
There was a knock at the door.
You poked your head from your book, folding the page over and stepping off the couch. You sighed. It could be Simon, then again it could be your SHEIN order that was due to arrive yesterday. You walked over to the door and opened it, gasping when you see your boyfriend, Simon.
"Simon!" You smile, stepping forward. Simons breath hitches and you notice this so you take a step back. He feels guilty. He had just been gone for three months and he's too scared to embrace his own girlfriend of 4 years? No. He won't let his fears get to him. Not when he's just left you for so long. Simon steps forward, pulling you close to him and hugging you. His arms stretched around your waist and he rested his face in the crook of your neck, you heard him inhale your perfume.
You were too distracted about the fact that Simon is hugging you that you don't realise his friends were here. You lifted your head to see them awkwardly looking away. "Simon, you never told me you brought your friends." You laughed when he pulled away, you could see the embarrassment in his eyes when he realised he had dived into your arms infront of his boss and co-workers.
"Yeah." He shuffled to the side and they all met your eyes. You smiled and waved and they did the same, mumbling some "hi's" and "hello's". "This is Soap."
"I believe he prefers-." Gaz speaks.
"Pipe down." Soap interrupts him.
Simon gave Soap a harsh pat on the back and Soap gave him a dirty look. He points to Price and Gaz. "Thats Price, my captain and Gaz."
"Oh, its so nice to meet you all. Come in, i'll get you all something to drink if you'd like.
"Um.. alright then." Price smiled back and entered, Gaz and Soap followed close behind and Ghost shut the door.
"I'm gluten free, by the way." Gaz says, looking around your massive living room. It has cat toys everywhere and Gaz nudges Soap. "They have a cat." He whispers and Soap looks thrilled, his head darts around in search for the feline.
While your in the kitchen making the men something to drink, they all settle down on the couch. Eleanor walks in and nuzzles against Ghost's leg. He leans over and pets her, scratching behind her ear. Soap looks in awe. "You never told us you have a cat." He scolds Ghost.
"You never asked." Ghost mumbled, picking Eleanor up and stroking her soft fur. "I missed you, Ellie." He whispers and holds the cat like a baby, loud purrs from Eleanor filled the room.
"Can I hold her?" Gaz asked, peeking over Soap's shoulder to look at the tabby cat.
"Me too, please." Soap asked, feeling his heart melt when Ghost placed Eleanor on Soap's lap. "Oh my god, who's a good kitty?" He says in a baby voice as Eleanor stretched across him and Gaz's lap. Their hands eagerly petting the cats fur.
You return with a tray of coca colas in bottles. "I made sure it was gluten free." You laugh and take a seat in an armchair. "I see Ellie has taken a liking to you both."
"Is that her name?" Gaz asked, looking up at you for a moment before sipping his cola and petting the kitten.
"Well, she's actually called Eleanor but me and Simon just call her Ellie." You smile.
"How old is she?" Price asked, scratching Eleanor's chin, smiling down at her. She purred away peacefully.
"Um.." You glanced at Simon who held up 3 fingers. "She's 3. She's a tabby cat so i'm just glad they don't grow too big."
Price nodded. "She's adorable. Be careful though, Soap and Gaz might want to steal her from you. They love animals." Gaz and Soap didn't even look up from the cat but they nodded. Eleanor let out a meow and they both went 'Aww'. "How long have you two lived together?"
"2 years I think. My dad left most of the inheritance to me so I asked Simon if he wanted to move in with me. And now we're here." You shrugged and Price nodded.
~~~
After about 2 hours of talking and joking Price checked his watch. "We should go now. Gaz and Soap have training tomorrow." He lifted up Eleanor from his lap and placed her on the couch. "Thank's for having us." Price smiled.
"Thanks." Gaz said with a smile before giving Eleanor a scratch on the chin. Soap did the same and nodded.
"Bye, you'll have to come over again!" You waved them off, shutting the door when they drive off. You re-enter the living room and sit beside Simon. "They seem lovely." You look up at him.
"You haven't known them as long as I have." Simon chuckled darkly, his arm hesitantly reaching over your shoulder and hooking around to pull you close to him. He looked down at you.
"So.. do you want to order a take-away or do you want to go out?" You nestled your cheek against the side of his chest.
"Can we stay here?" He asked, sinking into the couch. "Like how we are now. I don't want to let you go."
"Okay, Simon." You nod and smile. And he didn't let you go. He made sure you fell asleep and woke up in his arms.
~~~
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Bucky Barnes / Winter Soldier
dating Bucky would include
kissing Bucky would include
being intimate with Bucky would include
coffee shop dates with Bucky would include
lazy Sundays with Bucky would include
You have my heart, keep it safe / drabble
slow dancing with Bucky would include
taking baths with Bucky would include
baking with Bucky would include
pre-war!Stucky headcanons
playing with Bucky’s hair would include
Bucky Barnes adapting to the 21st century would include
Bucky taking care of you when you’re hurt would include
telling Bucky Barnes you’re a virgin would include
losing your virginity to Bucky would include
ice skating with Bucky Barnes would include
make me fall in love with magic / one shot
making love to Bucky (ft dom!reader) would include
Bucky Barnes learning about periods would include
spending your birthday with Bucky Barnes would include
dating 1940′s Bucky would include
being in a polyamorous relationship with Bucky and Nat would include
being in a polyamorous relationship with Steve and Bucky would include
being married to Bucky Barnes would include
being pregnant with Bucky’s child would include
songs that make Bucky Barnes emotional
Peter Parker / Spiderman
Peter Parker asking you out would include
dating Peter would include
being intimate with Peter would include / part 1 / part 2 / part 3 /
dying in Peter’s arms would include
dom!Peter vs dom!Y/N would include
taking baths with Peter would include
cuddling with Peter would include
turning Peter Parker on would include
Peter Parker giving you a massage would include
rainy days with Peter Parker would include
Peter Parker being jealous would include
slow dancing with Peter Parker would include
Peter Parker taking care of you when you’re on your period would include
Peter Parker seeing you topless for the first time would include
Steve Rogers / Captain America
dating Steve would include
dating pre-serum!Steve would include
being intimate with pre-serum!Steve would include
being intimate with Steve would include
Stevie taking care of you when you’re hurt would include
pre-war!Stucky headcanons
Steve Rogers adapting to the 21st century would include
Steve Rogers learning about periods would include
Steve Rogers proposing would include
Steve Roger’s bucket list would include
Steve Rogers getting Tinder would include
taking baths with Steve Rogers would include
being in a polyamorous relationship with Steve and Bucky would include
Steve Rogers dating a plus sized girl would include
Loki
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Loki coming out would include / part 1 /
being intimate with Loki would include
Loki reading to you after you have a nightmare would include
Pietro Maximoff / Quicksilver
dating Pietro Maximoff would include
being intimate with Pietro Maximoff would include
Wanda Maximoff / Scarlet Witch
dating Wanda Maximoff would include
being intimate with Wanda Maximoff would include
girls’ night with Nat and Wanda would include
T’Challa / Black Panther
dating T’Challa would include
Vision
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Tony Stark / Iron Man
dating Tony Stark would include
Peggy Carter / The love of my life
dating Peggy Carter would include
Sam Wilson / Falcon
being intimate with Sam would include
Natasha Romanoff / Black Widow
dating Natasha Romanoff would include
being intimate with Natasha Romanoff would include
being part of a clintasha trio would include
girls’ night with Nat and Wanda would include
being in a polyamorous relationship with Bucky and Nat would include
Clint Barton / Hawkeye
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Matt Murdock / Daredevil
dating Matt Murdock would include
Thor
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Bruce Banner / Hulk
dating Bruce Banner would include
Howard Stark
dating Howard Stark would include
Sebastian Stan
dating Sebastian Stan would include / Part 2 /
watching The Bronze with Sebastian Stan would include
Sebastian Stan having a Tumblr would include
being intimate with Sebastian Stan would include
Sebastian Stan being a daddy would include
celebrating Sebby’s birthday would include
Sebastian Stan dating someone with depression would include
first date with Sebastian Stan would include
making out with Sebastian Stan would include
being pregnant with Sebastian Stan’s child would include
getting married to Sebastian Stan would include
taking a bath with Sebastian Stan would include
Sebby being a daddy would include
riding Seb’s thigh would include
SEBASTIAN STAN TAKING CARE OF YOU WHEN YOU’RE ON YOUR PERIOD
Sebastian Stan dating someone younger would include
waking up with Sebastian Stan would include
Sebastian Stan dating a plus size girl would include
Lance Tucker
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dating Lance Tucker would include
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Lance Tucker being a daddy would include
Tommy Holland
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Tom Holland dating a plus size girl/boy would include
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Tom Holland dating someone from a foreign country would include
dom!Tom vs dom!Y/N would include
being an Olympic gymnast and dating Tommy Holland would include
tickle fights with Tommy Holland would include
Tom Holland being a daddy would include
taking a bath with Tommy Holland would include
dating TomHolland!Peter Parker would include /part 2/
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Tommy Holland dating someone self conscious/ insecure would include
Chris Evans
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taking baths with Chris Evans would include
Tom Hiddleston
dating Tom Hiddleston would include
Robert Downey Jr
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Based on a request:
Helloo, it's my first ask here but i saw something on tiktok about having a specific type of a guy that's; closed off, stoic and stuff but he has a soft spot for a specific person and reader thinking its them but no. I just need angst😭 honestly. That's all thank you!!
F!Reader, death of character(s), angst, platonic!relationship, no happy ending --
Months before your death, that is when he broke your heart. He was so cold and rude to most people on base but there was one person who could touch Simon and talk past Ghost. The men of the task force were on his best side, but she was on the special side of his life. You always thought it was you, the one who could be his entire life only to find out you weren't even on the list.
He never spoke much of his life to you, you only heard bits from the other men but as any fool does you believed it was for him and you to have some sort of good place in this Earth. For months he gave you flickers of hope and you sure believed they were real. Each time you thought you were passing those high walls of his, there seemed to be a new wall you never heard of. A labyrinth with no way out and the way in has been closed off by spikes. His cruel words of that day were such spikes.
"Lieutenant-" you paused as you had seen him and the girl sitting on the bench, how he was so open to her. All his emotions were out for her to see and hear. He painted the sky with his hurt and past but it was for her eyes only, never to be yours. All the questions you asked, only to be spoken to her, never to you. You'd jump in front of a bullet, grenade or anything to protect his past and mind and he'd discard it. His insecurities, fears and all those years of trauma, laid for her and her only.
It was clear then that it was a team of two, him and her. You began to question it all, the nights he asked about your life, telling you...no, pleading you to tell him, that it was the only way for him to open up to you. The nights you cried to him, all your weapons laid for him to point them and shoot you in the back. Losing your mind over minor mistakes and still he held her close, never you.
If I pushed you to the edge But you were too polite to leave me?
The day he lost you, what a nightmare was that day. The smoke in the streets, the passing bullets, one for your chest and the invisible one for his heart. Despite the hurt he brought upon you, you never left. The reason even to this day makes his head ponder. What is he now? Why is he alive and not you? The blood that leaked from your body, the way his hands were painted with crimson, how he lost you and gained a new shade to paint the skies for her.
Will you forgive my soul When you're too wise to trust me and too old to care?
Every time he could, there he was. Talking about his sorrows to you now underground. The flowers that he replaced every time he was there, always fresh for the garden he forgot to make while you were alive. The first question he would ask you in the afterlife or in the next life is, "Can you forgive me?" and would you? Can you be so delicate with his dying heart?
Did I paint your bluest skies the darkest grey?
Back at the place where he knew he lost you, you were alive then but that morning he lost his friend. "R/N, listen to me, it's not that I don't trust you-" you shake your head and chuckle. "No? Then what is it, lieutenant? Hate? shame? I told you about all of me and now here you are. I am me, I can't be someone else, all of me has been shown to you! And you can't trust me? This is rubbish, sir! I can't hide anything from you, here I am...what more can't you see!" That is all you wanted, just a little piece of him because he took all of you.
Coney Island, the place where he saw your first death.
And when I got into the accident The sight that flashed before me was your face But when I walked up to the podium I think that I forgot to say your name
Eighteen months after your death, that's when he got into the worst gunfight of his career. Everyone was injured that time, Soap with a bullet in his leg, Gaz with a severe concussion, Price laid on the floor as blood dripped down from his shoulder and there he was, alone and behind a wall, tears ran down his face. The first time he was scared in a long time was that night. Bullet on his arm, cut by his torso and the image he had of you by his chest dripped with his blood.
The speech he gave at your funeral, how in his many years of service he had never been so afraid to speak. The room filled with friends and family, all looked at him. He felt as if they all knew the pain he caused your heart, what if they did? GODDAMNIT WHY NOW!
"The funniest person I had by my side was her, stupid jokes I learned from her now said to others." The speech went on for 10 minutes because he had more to say than the five sentences to say. And in each sentence, none of them had your name. He was afraid to even say it for he had no right to ever say your name not after he was the one with the knife on Coney Island.
But I think that I forgot to say your name Over and over
As he felt his life near the end, the last thing he saw was your face, fingers caressing the photograph.
"R/N," was his last breath.
Fantasy/Supernatural Blurbs
You’re a mermaid?
Shawn is an angel…literally?
Want // Werewolf Shawn*
Petting | Werewolf Shawn
Late Night | Werewolf Shawn
Challenge | Werewolf Shawn
Mine | Werewolf Shawn/Hybrid Wolf Reader
General AU
MMA Trainer Shawn
Bunks Bestfriend!Shawn
Just As Sweet // coffee shop AU
Missed You // College!Shawn
You and Shawn have a baby
Hot Cop!Shawn
Hockey!Shawn (badboy)
Little Bee
If I Had You | BFF!Shawn
Want | Friend AU
Feels Like Love | Badboy/BFF AU
Non AU (Real Life Shawn)
Cuddling
Shawn wants you to move in with him
Cake
Shawn locks himself out late at night
Protective Shawn
Lazy Day
The one where Shawn /really/ likes your new heels
Drunk kissin’
Under the table
Sweet Tooth
My Everything
Will you…
Down (plus size reader x shawn)
Shawn’s Favorite Thing
Hallo-weenie (you and Shawn go to a haunted house)
Nightmares
Sleepy
Aquarium Date
Bath
Backstage
Sick
You’ve Ruined Me
I Never Stopped Loving You (Jealous Shawn)
Perspective
Grounding
Soft Love // plus size/curvy reader
Sick And Tired // Tour Shawn
“One Liner Blurbs”
“She’s hiding behind the couch.”
“Look at my tan. Shawn your skin is red, that’s a burn.”
You had one job…
“I thought I lost you”
“You want me to do WHAT?”
“dude, you’re whipped”
“Do I have to?”
“ARE YOU SERIOUS!?”
“I’ll put that tongue to good use if you don’t stop sticking it out”
“I’m telling you I’m haunted”
“Run for it!”
“I need a place to stay”
“You work for me.”
One Call Away
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Warning- N/A
Word Count- 530
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