Sometimes I Feel Like Im Climing Up This Incline Again Alone But Thankully Sisypus And The Itsy Bitsy

me: I’m faking :(

also me: using us/we even b4 “I” thought I had DID, thinking of myself as “multiple” for many years before even knowing what DID was, doesn’t remember about 70% of my life, has greyed out “memories” for about 15% and emotional amnesia for the other 5%, has whole ass arguments with people in my head (“we should eat this” “no, we should eat that” “no, this”) again before even knowing what DID was, LITERALLY HAVING SOMEONE CONTROL THE BODY WHEN TRIGGERED AND KNOWING IT WASNT ME ???

me: .......but what if-

-samuel (host)

a copious amount of weed will fix you btw

hard cider was invented when someone decided to make beer that tastes good instead of bad

Took a couple of laps around the hospital yesterday! Ended up walking over half a mile over the course of the day!

Feeling really good today, pain is well managed, we're a lot more mobile, feel very supported but not just our friends and loved ones but the nursing team as well (shout-out to Madison in particular)! Things are really moving in the right direction and it's nice to have the doctors come in every day and hear "yep that's how everything is supposed to look and you're doing great!"

My Mom had a very interesting way of describing the difference of fronting in a system. I was always taught the car analogy when it comes to explaining fronting: The driver’s seat is front, passenger is co-front, backseats of co-con and headspace, while the trunk is dormancy.

But my mom brought up a better one. If Co-Front can also control the body and stuff, that means they also have a wheel on their side of the vehicle. So Mom related it to a plane, with controls on both sides so both pilots get control of the plane. The staff is where the co-con are, first and second class seating is headspace in a sense, and where there is luggage, there is dormancy.

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Pokemon is a game about building the ultimate polycule and going around defeating other polycules with your superior polyness.

I was playing Pokémon with my 9yo nephew and I said something abt how “oh this is a legendary Pokémon I don’t think it has a gender” and he said “well wait isn’t dragon type a gender??” Like you know what dude fuck it sure is