I don't know how to describe it, but genderfluidity gives me probably the weirdest type of gender envy and dysphoria. I have been feeling my AGAB for a while now, but watching Juno Birch and hearing her voice, kinda just flipped the switch and brought on gender dysphoria. I don't know how to explain my thoughts, but something about transfeminine presentations and being just give me gender envy when I feel dysphoric femininely. I don't know why, they don't do anything different, they're just women being women, but the way they present themselves, their style and mannerisms just feels....different to me. It just feels right, and it feels unattainable to me, but I don't see why. I don't know why.
On my 100th rewatch of the Gamer’s Little Playground no commentary lets play and my god. I love them all so much. Seasons 1 and 2 are best don’t @ me
hey sweet pea 🍊🌸
:o ive made it into a dub video lets gooo
@unpeeled-human Captain I made the thing
https://www.tumblr.com/unpeeled-human/774053743931080704/can-i-have-a-headpat-its-been-a-rough-week?source=share
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I’ve loved them since I’ve seen them
various JT doodles, with pacific rim AU in the second image
Gay people I summon thee
I should've killed myself when I had thr chance at 12.
tried to vent in a trans space about how, as a trans man who’s been on T for a long time (over 7 years now), i have noticed that the more i pass as a man, the less welcomed i am in queer spaces unless i go out of my way to feminize myself. and how that sucks! and it’s isolating!!! and it feels horrible to see ppl who used to like you and be close to you drift further and further the more masculine (& therefore more comfortable in urself) u become…
only to get ppl replying to me and saying “well if you dressed more fem then ppl wouldn’t be intimidated by you. you signed up for this”
i’m sorry but i didnt sign up for social isolation when i transitioned, i signed up for gender euphoria and comfort in myself and my life. and i had hoped that the ppl in my life would be able to see how much joy that brings me and continue to love me.
My brother told me that when he graduates high school in a few years, he'll be better than me. He's right though. Even if it upsets mom, he's right. I wish I could learn that my depression has and will absolutely never matter simply because I'm me and look and act the way I do.
I'm "that" family member. It's my curse. Stupid fucking teenagers should've worn a condom then I wouldn't be in this mess.
We need more people- idc if they’re from tadc or from 2 years ago or just from whatever- PEOPLE NEED TO SEE RAGGEDY ANN AND ANDY