What bout me
She was a girl
Just a kid
But I can’t remember when or how
I want the happy memories back
I want the fun in the sun
Laughing with friends
But I can’t
Something inside me broke on that day
And in its place, I have a thing that tells me I’m useless
That I don’t deserve that happiness
And maybe I won’t find it today
Or in the foreseeable future
But eventually, I will fix that piece
So long as I keep trying 
If that’s the case then I would like to inform you that I’m in your walls
What’s you biggest fear
Oooh that's really tough
I hate spiders
Also curtains
The ocean or like deep waters
And like really big things
But I don't really know what like my biggest fear is
Actually it’s *you’re” gay
And yes I gayer then you could imagine
Here's why:
I have NO money to give you
I'm not a popular enough blog that I will give you any reach
I am a minor, and most of my followers are too
It makes me feel extremely guilty
Seeing pictures of injuries or hospitals etc are triggering for me (which are in most intro posts for this sort of thing)
They are always worded in a way that makes me feel like I am a murderer if I don't donate
It makes me feel uncomfortable
I said I don't want them, and my boundaries should be respected
I can't tell what is a bot and what isn't
I get a lot of spam from this. It is disappointing to see 10 new asks in my inbox just to be the same ask for donations over and over
Please, just respect the fact that I have said this.
Edit: To all the people reblogging this, I'm sorry you have had to deal with this too. And yes, you can put this in your pinned post! Stay safe <3
Imma do a thing
50 reposts and I actually try to get 8hrs of sleep (ok I’ll try and sleep 8hrs tonight I’ll update you and see how it goes) (I got 7 and a half does that count) (I got 9 last night yay)
100 reposts and I delete TikTok (done)
500 reposts and I ask my host fam if we can go to the beach (FUCCCCCCKKKKKKK ILL TRY AND BE BRAVE THEN)
2000 reposts and I tell the person I like that I like them
20000 reposts and I come out to my mum
Because yous are doing so well imma add some more cause knowing the internet is on my ass is making me motivated
1000 and I redraw the pfp of the person who got me to 1000 (done and in just under an hour)
1250 I post my package to my fam (I did it was stuck at the post office for 2 hours but I did it)
1100-1600 every 100 I will spend 20 minutes on my WIP
1500 and I will open my ask box for art requests (they might not be the best though)
1750 I will read pj (it’s one of the only English books my school has)
New rule one reblog one comment and one like person
Just so you guys know if we get to 2000 before next year your gonna have to wait a year for an update cause I’m not starting a relationship as a long distance one
1/10 of my WIPS done
The 1000 notes art redraw of @i-like-swiss-cheese
That’s ok I have a book boyfriend
"go fuck yourself"
No, how about you do come here and do it yourself, you coward
Just thinking about how I thought haymitch was an asshole for calling Katniss sweetheart in the first 3 books but now knowing it’s because she reminds him of Louella
Nah uh you get adopted
@is-gay-does-crime GET ADOPTED BOOM