if instead of a big confession Eddie comes back from El Paso and buck lives with him and Chris and eddies suspicions are confirmed as he observes himself and buck. Something he started to suspect as he was leaving and something he pondered while he was away. And so one day when Chris has gone to bed and they’re sitting on the couch watching tv. He has his head on bucks shoulder and he turns into his neck a bit and he kisses him there. And he feels buck freeze and so he pulls back and looks at him. So quiet, the tvs on low. Bucks blinking at him. He looks kind of scared. And Eddie just looks at him. And buck says kind of whisper shouting what what what Eddie what whatare you doing and pulls away from him and Eddie shrugs. He leans his head back against the top of the couch to look up at him where he’s stood just hovering just looking at him. and eddie keeps his voice pretty quiet and gentle and says. Well. I think we’re in love with each other. Buck keeps looking at him like he’s crazy. Eddie says you and me. Buck looks as him like he’s insane. Eddie says we’re in love. Buck looks kind of angry. And then like he’s going to cry. He sits back down. Are you fucking with me? Eddie says obviously not. We’re in love. aren’t we? And buck. Kind of crying now. Eddie puts his hand to his cheek. Buck says Well. I’d hoped so. I had hoped we were.
buddie living together and deciding they’re gonna share the bedroom, trading off nights so their backs don’t kill them because buck’s couch remains uncomfortable. it works well enough until they have a tough call and they’re tired and it’s bone deep. the kind of exhaustion that seeps into your marrow and makes it hard to keep your eyes open. so they both stumble into their (their) house and it’s eddie’s turn to take the bed but neither of them say anything when buck follows him into the bedroom. neither of them say anything when they strip down to their boxers (boxers and socks, for buck) and crawl under the covers together. and they keep quiet as they shuffle until eddie mutters a quiet c’mere and pulls buck against him until he’s holding him. buck settles. eddie settles. they’re asleep in seconds. neither of them mention it when they wake up, but it happens again after the next shift, the excuse of “oh, i need to get real sleep” dying on eddie’s tongue when he doesn’t even need to use it, buck just drags him into the bedroom with him. it becomes a thing after that, another item in the long list of things buck and eddie don’t talk about, but then one night buck asks what they’re doing. eddie says they’re gonna sleep. and buck swallows and nods and says i really missed you, you know? and it sounds a lot like i love you and please stay and eddie nods and laces his fingers with buck’s on his chest and says i missed you, too, and kisses the nape of his neck when buck’s breathing evens out. but buck feels it. feels it and calls him out on it the next morning in the kitchen over coffee and pancakes. you kissed me. no i didn’t. eddie. buck. i’m gonna kiss you now, make it even. eddie laughs and says okay. and they kiss. because they’re in love. the end.
"I'm doing this for chimmney"
FUCK YOU PEICE OF SHIT I DIDN'T FORGET HOW YOU USED TO TREAT HIM . FUCK OFF
bobby of nashareth will rise. bobby canon and buddie alive. manifestation circle good night
i would like to take this opportunity to thank the hot priest. truly the 911 character of all time. came in in s1 with his katy perry ringtone and helped bobby walking suicide risk nash forgive himself. and then appeared in s8 and did what no man could do in seven seasons. heal eddie diaz. also flirted with him. thank you for your service kind sir
idc what the writers wrote the REAL Karen Wilson and Howard Han would NEVER forget Hens birthday
If I got a nickel for every time Chimney got a horrible deadly virus, I’d have two nickels. Which isn’t a lot, but it’s weird that it happened twice.
“bobby nash is dead” no
ok i think what it comes down to is that. buck and tommy is not a particularly good or interesting relationship. it's pretty on par with bucks previous relationships. it's below buck and abby, who buck was in love with and who broke his heart. it's below buck and taylor, who were actually close and who exchanged I love yous and were looking pretty endgame for a while. buck and tommy dated for a few months, had an ok relationship, broke up, then had a drunken hookup that ended in buck saying some pretty out of pocket stuff. there's no big compelling love story there. and I understand taking a ship that's one thing on paper and enjoying the version of it that you and a fanbase have created in your minds (WHO among us has not partaken in that pasttime). but where we get this big fanatic fanbase insisting that this is a lovestory for the ages comes from is the fact that it is two men in a canonic relationship on tv. which like.... listen it is not 2012 anymore where we were scrounging in the bottom of the bin for scraps from like german soap operas for canon gay rep (i know, i was there). you can actually hold gay relationships on shows to a higher standard. you don't have to imagine this epic lovestory is hiding behind this milquetoast failed relationship. and of course the argument to this is well you're imagining an epic lovestory behind buddie that's not there. but man, there's 7 years of love and dedication and partnership there. like there is MEAT on them bones. and if it ever went canon, it would be a slowburn will-they-wont-they on a big procedural show with a queer relationship, which as far as I know has never been done. there's something to be invested in there. the arguments im seeing that people have to like buck tommy because it's a canon gay ship and therefore must be a good love story or else youre homophobic is so... absurd. sometimes gay relationships are just mediocre. sometimes they're bad. not every gay relationship on your tv screen should be treated like a precious rare commodity that we need to shut up and be grateful for.
I'm not even sad Bobby's dead I'm in an ultimate state of denial and desperation and rage all at once
im too mad to think of something to say they should not have let bobby died
She/they | Sherlock (BBC, Sherlock & co.), riordanverse, osemanverse, 9-1-1 | 🦐🏳️🌈
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